Chapter 113

Yang Lei looked at Fang Yu.

“…That night, you came.” Yang Lei knew that night was not a dream.

That was not an illusion that he came up with countless times. That was the person who had been in his heart at every moment for seven years. That was the person who had always been beside him and never left.

“I didn’t get a license. I’m not married.”

It was fake. All of it was fake.

“Fang Mei and I were faking it. Because of her father’s illness, I helped her. We agreed to trick our families, and then divorce.”

Yang Lei held Fang Yu tightly, like he was holding his own life.

“I told her that I can’t help her. In my life, there is only one person in my heart. I only acknowledge him.”

Yang Lei’s tearful eyes looked into Fang Yu’s eyes.

“…I only acknowledge him!! …”

Fang Yu suddenly lowered his head, kissing Yang Lei’s lips.

They kissed like they were suffocating, their hot and moist tongues entangling like a storm, sucking and intertwining. They kissed so deeply, so thoroughly, so crazily… Yang Lei put his arms around Fang Yu’s neck, grabbed his hair, and kissed him with every fiber of his being. For this kiss, Yang Lei was willing to devote all of his life to it, devoting all of his heart and blood… It was like, if he left Fang Yu’s lips and tongue, he would be unable to get oxygen and would immediately suffocate. Only by their frenzied entangled tongues could he find the strength to survive. He forcefully held Fang Yu’s face and kissed his eyes, nose bridge, and corners of his mouth like he was crazy. He kissed every place that he had ardently missed for seven years. Every place eased his excruciating pain. He wrapped around the burning heat that Fang Yu probed into his mouth. The dampness on his face wet Fang Yu’s face…

This was the taste he had bitterly yearned for over many long years. This was the taste of the dreams from which he had woken up countless times and recalled in deranged desperation. This was the taste that was deeply engraved in his bones and flesh, which he remembered not with his body but with his soul.

Fang Yu steadied the back of Yang Lei’s head and pressed him firmly against himself. He endlessly claimed Yang Lei’s mouth, like he wanted to become one with Yang Lei by kissing. With fiery, uncontrollable frenzy, with strength that made Yang Lei’s vision go black, violently erupting after repression and with deeply pained affection, he engulfed Yang Lei…

The strength of their kissing made them lose their balance. Fang Yu pushed Yang Lei hard against the wall…

They swallowed each other’s saliva, moving between each other’s lips. During the passionate kiss, Fang Yu suddenly let go of Yang Lei’s lips, panting. He lowered his head and yanked away Yang Lei’s open uniform shirt under his military uniform, exposing Yang Lei’s naked chest.

Close to Yang Lei’s heart was an old-fashioned and warm Guanyin jade pendant…

“…”

Fang Yu stared at the jade pendant. When Yang Lei was fastening his collar with his back to him, when he was contesting with Yang Lei and saw half of the chain exposed on his neck, at that time, Fang Yu exercised so much restraint to hold himself back. It was different from how he tore apart Yang Lei’s shirt now, exposing to his eyes this thing close to his heart…

They faced each other, their chests rising and falling, both looking at the jade pendant. Fang Yu’s eyes moved from the pendant to Yang Lei’s eyes. Yang Lei’s wet eyes looked at him, and that gaze already rendered all verbal explanations unnecessary…

Fang Yu suddenly parted Yang Lei’s legs, lifted him up, walked into the room, and pressed him down on the bed…

It was a quiet, dark night outside. The dim street lights shone into the window, vaguely enveloping the bed, enveloping the two men pressed closely, undulating, and intertwining, enveloping the deep panting and moaning in the air that made one crazy with desire…

Fang Yu kissed Yang Lei’s ears, neck, and collarbone. Every time his moist and warm lips came down, it made Yang Lei shudder. It was like they could only use their bodies to confirm the other’s existence. Only this way could they feel that they were alive. They pressed their hips together closely. Through their panting, they rubbed the other’s already swollen and transformed lower bodies, moving and squeezing. The part that was unbearably hard became even more swollen and large under the other’s friction…

Fang Yu suddenly ripped off Yang Lei’s military uniform, pulled off his belt, and pulled down the pants zipper. His actions were wild and even rough. The first time he saw Yang Lei wearing a handsome military uniform, when he saw Yang Lei in training from afar in the small town where he was exercising, he wanted to do this. He wanted to take his clothes off and hold him tightly in his arms!

Yang Lei’s naked skin was exposed in the air. He hooked Fang Yu’s neck and kissed him. Fang Yu caressed his chest, waist, hips, and legs with force. As Yang Lei kissed him, he impatiently tugged at Fang Yu’s clothes. Fang Yu pushed him back onto the bed. Fang Yu’s heat pressed down. Yang Lei hugged Fang Yu’s head that he buried before his chest. His chest rose and fell under Fang Yu’s hurried lips. The jade pendant before his chest intertwined with Fang Yu’s fiery tongue, burning into Yang Lei’s heart…

In the past seven years, he had held this jade pendant many times. This was the only warmth that Fang Yu had left him. The warmth that he thought he would never have again was now in his arms. Yang Lei firmly held Fang Yu’s sturdy back. Fang Yu licked Yang Lei’s nipples, lifted Yang Lei’s arm and repeatedly kissed the scars, like he was kissing away the wounds… His lips comforted the deep wrinkles on Yang Lei’s heart, consoling and cherishing, kissing away Yang Lei’s pain and sadness… He kissed away the tears on Yang Lei’s face, kissed over his rising and falling chest and firm abdominal muscles. He kissed downwards without hesitation and put Yang Lei’s thing in his mouth…

“…!” Yang Lei suddenly sat up. He was going to push Fang Yu away. He knew that Fang Yu wasn’t used to this and couldn’t do this, but Fang Yu was determined to focus on doing it, just like Yang Lei had consoled him many times in the past without any hesitation…

Even Yang Lei’s waist was trembling. The comforting was still awkward and without any skill, but it brought an overwhelming impact to Yang Lei. Yang Lei suddenly panted quickly. He looked at Fang Yu’s wholeheartedly sincere expression, and looked at his thing going in and out of Fang Yu’s mouth. All of the blood in Yang Lei’s body was flowing backwards. He grabbed Fang Yu’s hair. That fiery thickness that seemed to have a life of its own was quivering in Fang Yu’s mouth. Just thinking about how he was being held in Fang Yu’s mouth, Yang Lei was no longer able to bear it. Yang Lei suddenly pulled himself out of Fang Yu’s mouth, spurting out…

Yang Lei opened his eyes that were red from his climax. He hugged Fang Yu’s neck and lay on Fang Yu’s chest. His kisses contained pain, agonizing heartache, and unspeakable suffering. He sucked Fang Yu’s neck and deeply left his mark. He kissed Fang Yu like he was going to use his tongue to lick away all of Fang Yu’s pain in the past seven years. He wanted to rub his body onto Fang Yu’s and coalesce with him. He didn’t know how to erase the pain left in Fang Yu’s heart in those seven years, the pain that he brought to Fang Yu… He reached his hand into Fang Yu’s pants and kneaded the full and hard lump. He roughly tore off the clothes that Fang Yu had not yet removed and threw them off the bed…

Yang Lei’s eyes fixed on Fang Yu’s chest, and he suddenly froze.

In the weak light of the street lamp outside the window, Fang Yu’s tattoo over his heart crashed into Yang Lei’s vision.

It was a stone hut, and it was in the shape of three stones. It formed a graphic character, a character that was carved deeply on Fang Yu’s chest.

Yang Lei stared at the character blankly. He slowly raised his head and looked at Fang Yu…

Fang Yu heard a fortune teller in the past say that his name was a house. In the future, he would have a home. It would have eaves to shelter from wind and rain.

Fang Yu also had things that he wanted to place under his eaves and protect inside his house. He once thought that a wife and children were a home. But later, he realized that only when he had what he wanted to always protect under the eaves of his house, could he call it home.

When Fang Yu was briefly released three years ago, he got a tattoo. The blade pierced Fang Yu’s chest. Fang Yu remembered that taste well. He wanted to have a memento in prison and give himself a home.

“…” Yang Lei caressed the character little by little. Under his hand was Fang Yu’s beating heart. It was the place on Fang Yu’s body that was closest to his heart.

Neither of them spoke. There was no need to say anything more.

Yang Lei suddenly pressed his lips there, heat rushing straight to his eyes…

He licked the tattoo, repeatedly licking and sucking, using his tongue to trace its shape: his regret, grief, pain, and piercing heartache. He hugged Fang Yu’s back tightly and kissed the name on his chest over and over…

Their chests both hid secrets. This was the price. If the past seven years were the punishment that God gave him, he would rather use his own life to exchange for Fang Yu’s seven years! Yang Lei kissed Fang Yu’s entire body like he was touching the most precious treasure. He listened to Fang Yu’s heavy and deep breathing, and he stroked every inch of Fang Yu’s body. Seven years had passed, but he remembered every texture and slope of this body. They were all engraved in his blood and marrow. Until now, he still didn’t dare believe that he was really in his embrace. Just kissing his skin made Yang Lei have the urge to cry. Yang Lei stroked Fang Yu’s thickness, using all of his skills. He looked at Fang Yu in his arms, whose sexy and manly face was frowning and panting because of his actions, and Yang Lei went crazy…

He leaned down and took Fang Yu in his mouth, sucking and licking. Just as many years ago, he did this for Fang Yu for the first time, he wanted to suck Fang Yu out like this, swallow down all of Fang Yu. From inside to outside, every part of his body, he had never lost him…

But Fang Yu abruptly pulled Yang Lei up. His waist was firmly lifted up. Fang Yu’s strength pushed him close against the headboard behind him. The scalding and thick hardness pushed against him…

“…Mph…!”

The moment that Fang Yu entered, Yang Lei let out a pained groan. Fang Yu hugged him tightly and stopped, loosening and lubricating, but Yang Lei hugged Fang Yu’s back tightly and said hoarsely: “…Don’t stop!”

Fang Yu entered with determination and firmness, but he was careful. When the splitting and intense pain came, Yang Lei was filled with satisfaction and comfort that made his heart tremble. He wanted to make himself deeply remember this pain, this rich fullness, remember his irretrievable regret and unforgettable love.

With the lubrication of Yang Lei’s semen, Fang Yu pushed into Yang Lei’s body, burying himself in the deepest part of Yang Lei. When they finally became completely one, Yang Lei heard Fang Yu’s pants from the depths of his throat, calling his name deeply and impatiently: “…Yang Lei! …”

Yang Lei’s fingers clutched onto Fang Yu’s body. Even his waist was trembling…

The place where they were joined together was pulsing clearly and vigorously, pulling their wildly beating hearts and rapidly flowing blood. They hugged without moving. Fang Yu waited patiently for Yang Lei to adjust, allowing that sense of recovery to infiltrate into each other’s bodies, saturating every drop of blood and every cell…

In the past seven years, Yang Lei seemed to only feel alive at this moment. He greedily felt Fang Yu. He was awakened to the sense of being alive by the full and tight feeling. He seemed to be feeling his heart beating for the first time, and even heard every beat of Fang Yu’s fullness in his body. He touched Fang Yu’s firm chin and kissed him. He caressed Fang Yu’s broad and firm back that pressed down on him, his heartbeat pressed close to the beat of Fang Yu’s chest…

Fang Yu suddenly moved. In the fast and intense ramming, Yang Lei threw his head back…

The air was burning, bursting, and contracting. The heavy panting, rapid groans, and hoarse growls mixed with the sound of thrusting and wetness echoed in the narrow room.

Fang Yu separated Yang Lei’s legs and hugged his knees, moving and thrusting. He deeply moved his waist and plunged all of his thick and long erection inside, then pulled out completely. He moved his waist fiercely. Yang Lei swayed and groaned from his thrusting. The bed also could not support the back and forth swaying of the strength, letting out rapid, muffled noises.

Fang Yu pushed in deeply. Even though he had already reached the deepest part, he still pushed in strongly, as though it wasn’t enough. As he moved, he looked down at Yang Lei. Yang Lei’s sweaty black hair stuck to his handsome and masculine face, and sweat dripped down the powerful lines of his face with Fang Yu’s rhythm. Yang Lei’s slightly parted lips let out moans that couldn’t be restrained. The gaze with which he looked at Fang Yu made Fang Yu harden so much inside his body that it hurt…

Only when entering the deepest part of Yang Lei’s body, only when Yang Lei’s tight and fiery lower region contracted around him, feeling the hottest heat from inside Yang Lei’s body, could Fang Yu really be sure that Yang Lei was fine. Yang Lei was under him, alive and in the flesh. He didn’t lose him in the mountains or the storms, nor was he a fantasized phantom in the prison. Every time he thrust into Yang Lei, he was more convinced of this truth, and his heart didn’t feel panic or fear!

Fang Yu lowered his head and watched himself go in and out of Yang Lei’s body, watching his thick erection thrusting in Yang Lei’s entrance. He took Yang Lei’s hand and pressed it on the place where they were joined, letting Yang Lei touch his fiery erection that was repeatedly penetrating him. When the heat of Yang Lei’s hand pressed on the place where they were connected together, Fang Yu’s breathing suddenly became ragged. He fiercely thrust forward onto Yang Lei’s hips, so deep that it seemed like even his balls would be thrust in, like he was nailing Yang Lei to the bed, his thrusting making Yang Lei convulse uncontrollably…

Fang Yu pressed against him, grinding and rubbing. Fang Yu’s eyes were red. He bent Yang Lei’s waist and pressed all of his body weight against the place where they were joined, moving downwards. The depth of the penetration made Yang Lei feel as if he were being split open. He clenched and squeezed uncontrollably, tightening involuntarily. Fang Yu let out a low roar, his rhythm disordered, and quickly accelerated his actions. Yang Lei’s soul and body were out of control. He pressed Fang Yu’s constantly moving hips close to himself, latched onto Fang Yu’s neck, and frantically chased his lips… This was the person he loved deeply, the person he hurt the most. He would give him anything he wanted. If he wanted his life, he was willing to immediately die here!

Fang Yu kissed him fiercely, blocking Yang Lei’s uncontrollable moans in his mouth. His lower body was thrusting repeatedly, thrusting until Yang Lei’s heart was going to jump out. Yang Lei was crazy from the extreme pain and pleasure. Yang Lei let out a silent cry…

Fang Yu growled as he pushed him onto the bed, swaying his waist as he ejaculated crazily inside of Yang Lei’s body… Yang Lei also ejaculated hot liquid, spraying between their closely touching stomachs…

It was like they were fished out of the water, hugging each other as they were wet all over, calming their violent heartbeats and entangling each other’s breath. Yang Lei didn’t regain his senses for a long time. Fang Yu propped himself up, his lower part still remaining in Yang Lei’s body. He gently stroked the sweat on Yang Lei’s face, lowering his head and kissing him little by little. He kissed until Yang Lei regained his senses, touching Fang Yu’s face.

“…You…”

Yang Lei panted and only said one word. Fang Yu took his hand and grasped it in his palm.

“…I what? …” Fang Yu’s voice was soft.

“…Why are you… still growing down there…”

Yang Lei ignorantly blurted out a foolish remark. Fang Yu was even thicker and larger than in his memories…

“Fuck…”

Fang Yu laughed, but the thing that was buried inside Yang Lei’s body rose restlessly. Fang Yu bent down and kissed the corner of his lips. Close to his ear, he spoke hoarsely.

“…From longing.”

“…”

Yang Lei looked at him. Yang Lei didn’t move at all…

Fang Yu slowly made to pull out. The turbid white liquid mixed with semen flowed onto the sheets from behind Yang Lei. Yang Lei grabbed his arm.

“…Just put it inside… stay…”

Yang Lei looked at Fang Yu.

“…If you’re inside… I’m at ease…”

Yang Lei said…

Fang Yu stared at Yang Lei. He didn’t come out again, and he didn’t move. Fang Yu hugged Yang Lei, gently stroked his earlobe, and looked at him.

“You do it.”

Fang Yu said quietly…

Fang Yu knew that Yang Lei had endured it for too long. Since their first time, Yang Lei cared too much about him. Yang Lei kept enduring. Yang Lei cooperated with him and was willing to satisfy him.

Yang Lei understood what Fang Yu meant. Fang Yu was about to lie down, but Yang Lei held him.

“I do want to… but not today.”

Yang Lei looked at Fang Yu, panting.

“…Today, I want to make you feel good… completely good! …”

Yang Lei said with emphasis…

Yang Lei and Fang Yu already had no idea whether it was late night or early morning. They also had no time to sense whether it was night or dawn outside.

Like they were making up for the seven years of separation in one night, they were unable to leave each other’s body temperature.

Yang Lei sat on Fang Yu, tightly grabbing Fang Yu’s shoulder and moving his body. Fang Yu’s hand tightly grasped Yang Lei’s muscular waist. Yang Lei sat down, swallowing Fang Yu’s erect and veiny thickness. He lowered his head to see Fang Yu’s expression from each of his movements. In his frenzied rhythm, Fang Yu’s sexy face as he tightly knit his brows and endured his lust, made Yang Lei’s lower body swell and tremble… He lowered his head and kissed Fang Yu. Fang Yu pushed up into him. The headboard was subject to the increasingly intense movements of the two people, letting out an unpleasantly grating noise. Fang Yu was impatient. He suddenly pulled Yang Lei’s legs around his waist, picked him up in a penetrative posture, and got off the bed. Yang Lei suddenly lost his balance. He hugged Fang Yu’s neck. Gravity made the place where they were joined even deeper. Fang Yu held Yang Lei and pushed him against the wall…

Yang Lei’s back was against the cold wall. His whole body weight fell on Fang Yu’s arm, and the sudden impact knocked a broken and hoarse moan out of him…

With Fang Yu’s intense thrusting, his naked back rubbed up and down on the wall, giving him a painful and strange pleasure. Fang Yu covered his mouth and kissed him deeply, biting Yang Lei’s bared Adam’s apple. Fang Yu’s thrusting brushed over a spot. Yang Lei shouted uncontrollably, shivering all over. Fang Yu thrust into that place without any hesitation. Pleasure that even split his scalp ran through Yang Lei’s waist. His backside suddenly contracted, drawing out Fang Yu’s heavy pants…

Yang Lei was impatient to relieve himself. Fang Yu blocked his hand, and he couldn’t touch it. Yang Lei’s entire body was feverish with desire, as though lit on fire. The place inside his body that was repeatedly rubbed and rammed made Yang Lei nearly unravel… Fang Yu was increasing his speed and intensity, wanting to send Yang Lei straight to his climax. With Fang Yu’s intense rhythm, Yang Lei jolted up and down. He didn’t even know that he was unconsciously shedding tears from the corner of his eyes. His mind was blank, but the glimpse of Fang Yu’s figure that he saw on the mountain flashed by. His body convulsed, and even the tips of his body were curling…

“…Fang Yu… Fang Yu…!!”

Yang Lei roared with a trembling voice!

Fang Yu hugged him tightly, rushing quickly and out of control…

As his climax approached, on the edge of explosion, Fang Yu suddenly held Yang Lei’s chin, his eyes red: “…Call me Ge!! …”

Fang Yu roared in a low voice…

“…Ge…!”

Yang Lei shouted shakily, twitching and ejaculating…

Deep inside his body, he was suddenly hit by scalding liquid…