C217 The bird of love fly away

Chu Tian sighed quietly, then quietly closed the door and returned to the living room. He laid on the sofa and looked at the ceiling with a lifeless gaze, his entire body was cold, his heart was cold, and his body was shivering.

Thinking about what happened that day and night, Chu Tian couldn't help but shiver. In the blink of an eye, he fell from the peak of his happiness into the abyss of pain.

Why did he have to be so conscientious? Why responsibility? Why can't he live a life of ease? Why can't you learn to release your freedom? Chu Tian asked himself repeatedly in his heart. His heart was beating faster and his body was getting colder.

The numbness of the alcohol finally overcame the irritation from the nicotine. Chu Tian finally could not hold on any longer and unknowingly fell asleep on the sofa.

He was extremely nervous. Sometimes he would see the blurry figure of Big Sister Meng, sometimes he would see Plum Blossom carrying a child, sometimes he would see himself trudging back to where he had been with Masu in the snow, and sometimes Plum Blossom touching his body with her gentle hands …

Chu Tian's heart was in pain, his body felt cold and hot.

Chu Tian dreamed that he and Sister Meng was climbing a mountain. Sister Meng's familiar yet unfamiliar figure was still blurry, but it was still so clear.

Just as he was about to climb to the top of the mountain, just as he was about to hold hands with Big Sister Meng, just as happiness was about to arrive in his hands, just as his two fervent hearts were about to collide, igniting a spark of happiness, Chu Tian's feet suddenly stepped on empty air, and plummeted into the bottomless abyss.

The moment she fell, Chu Tian saw that Big Sister Meng's eyes were filled with incomparable pain and despair.

"Sis, pull me …" Chu Tian shouted with all of his strength. He struggled with all of his strength, but to no avail.

"Ah — —" Chu Tian shouted and suddenly sat up. His head was drenched with sweat and his body was boiling hot.

Chu Tian opened his eyes. Outside, the sky was bright.

It was a fine day.

Look at the covers.

He looked at the living room and dining room. It was now very clean, and the interior was devoid of the smell of alcohol and smoke. The orchids inside were exceptionally alluring as they exuded a faint fragrance.

Chu Tian stood up and walked around the rooms lightly, but he did not see Plum.

On the desk in the bedroom, Chu Tian saw Plum Blossom's slip of paper: "A Tian, I'm going out to buy something. I'll be back soon.

Plum had gotten up early to go shopping.

Chu Tian felt a headache coming on, his whole body was boiling hot and his throat was hurting. He knew that he was burning up again and the sore in his throat was most likely due to the tonsillitis he had gotten from smoking and drinking.

But at the moment, Chu Tian did not have the time to pay attention to his body, the pain in his heart and mental torment far surpassed the pain in his body.

He looked at the clock on the wall. It was past 3 p.m., and it was getting closer and closer to the end.

Chu Tian's expression became sinister from the pain, he took out his phone and opened WeChat.

The instant Chu Tian opened the WeChat, his heart involuntarily palpitated. Different from his usual joy and anticipation, this time was exceptionally hard and painful.

"Dear Chef, we meet in Room 214, at 6 o'clock tonight at the coffee house 1000 meters west of Wu Zhou Building."

Chu Tian felt dizzy. Sister Meng had arranged everything.

Chu Tian habitually replied and hit out "Sis". However, he didn't know how to continue and couldn't help but stop.

Looking at the familiar chat window, Chu Tian's hands couldn't help but shake. It was unknown if it was due to a fever or a heartache.

From Meizhou to River City, from River City to Wu Zhou, from shake once, to adding friends, from encouraging people to fight in the outside world, from starting out to growing up, he could all feel Big Sister Meng's meticulous care through this chat window, as well as her sincere guidance.

From early autumn to late winter to early spring, from first acquaintance to familiarity to confidant, from confidante to mutual affection to love, when spring comes and the flower of love is about to bloom, this window will end all that is etched in the heart of the world.

It was as if a dream had begun in this window and was finally about to be born.

A virtual relationship had finally fallen before it had even reached reality.

Formerly I, I, the tears of joy, laughter, and scolding, are all going to die with it? "" I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … I … "

Chu Tian's heart was about to break, along with his boiling hot body.

Chu Tian looked at the time. 4 o'clock, 2 hours left until 6.

Sister Meng was waiting for him. She was waiting for the intoxicating moment tonight. She was waiting for the hot encounter.

At this moment, Sister Meng must be at home putting on makeup, putting on light makeup and proper clothes. She must be doing the best she can for me.

Sister Meng's heart must be full of joy, happiness and longing, making the happiest sprint for the last moment.

However, all of this was impossible. All of this disappeared along with the ethereal virtual world.

The pain and sorrow in Chu Tian's heart assaulted his brain and eyes, his fingers trembling, his entire body suddenly hot and suddenly cold, his throat feeling more and more painful.

Chu Tian clenched his teeth tightly, and the muscles on his face twitched after the pain had passed.

Chu Tian finally started to type with difficulty: "Sis, when I shouted this, my heart ached because this was the last time I called you! I can't go on tonight's date. I can't go on forever, but I want to see you so much, I want to go on a date with you so much. But I can't, I can't, I can't beat myself, I can't leave my heart, I can't make myself cruel … Remember what you said before, that a man must have a conscience and a sense of responsibility, especially a man, and take responsibility for his actions. I am not a good man. I have not stepped out of the temptations of spirit and flesh, lost in the cycle of love and pain. I must take responsibility for my own actions.

Chu Tian's heart was shaking and his body was trembling. "Sis, you are a good woman, and in this life, you will always be the best woman in my heart. No matter where I am, no matter how time changes, my love for you will never change, never fade. I know how much you care for me, how much you care for me, how much you care for me, how much the ice in your heart has melted, how I can't see you when you need me the most, how I've brought this upon myself, how I feel I've sinned and sinned and sinned … Sis, you can curse me now. Scold me with the words that you hate the most … Forget me and erase me with your purest heart and hands...

Chu Tian's eyes turned blood-red, his typing hands started shaking violently: "Sis, I have been feeling you in the virtual space, the you in the air is extremely beautiful and pure, I sincerely thank you, and sincerely wish you a truly loving and loving partner. In this life, we have no fate, love and hate are fate, everything else is karma, Sis, in the next life …" "In the next life, we'll …"

Chu Tian's tears blurred his vision, and his hands were trembling uncontrollably.

Chu Tian tried his best to control the trembling of his body, trying his best to resist the spread of the virus. He gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and pressed the Send button on his index finger.

At that moment, the muscles on Chu Tian's face twitched violently, and tears rolled down his cheeks.

It was 4: 54 P.M.

Chu Tian sat there in a daze, his eyes looking straight at his phone, at the chat window, his heart was filled with despair …

Chu Tian knew that with the passing of these words, a period of time had come to an end. A relationship had died, and a new life had begun.

This was fate, and personality determined one's own fate. If only he was a selfish person who wanted to enjoy himself, he wouldn't have so many worries. He was definitely on his way to meet big sister Meng.

Chu Tian could not help but hate himself for being kind.

But if he and Mengjie started to be happy and romantic, then what about Meizi, the child in her womb?

He had taken responsibility for his feelings for Sister Meng, while he had taken responsibility for his conscience towards Plum and the child in his womb.

Chu Tian slowly put away his phone, slowly got up and walked to the balcony, looking down at the endless streets of the city, as well as the blood red sun in the west …

At this moment, Plum came back with two large bags, but he did not know what they were.

"You're here." Mei Zi probably thought that Chu Tian had already left for Wu Zhou, and was very excited to see that Chu Tian was still here.

Chu Tian walked into the living room and weakly sat on the sofa: "I'm not going back to Wu Zhou."

"Really?" Plum's eyes became excited and excited. She sat next to Chu Tian and wanted to jump into Chu Tian's embrace, but she seemed to realize something and didn't dare to sit next to him.

Chu Tian let out a long sigh as he stared at Plum Blossom. He reached out to grab Plum Blossom and said slowly: "You don't want me to stay here? Don't want to be in my arms? You want the child to have no father? "

Plum immediately understood. Oh my god, happiness has really come!

She hugged Chu Tian tightly, as if she couldn't believe that happiness had come so suddenly, as if she was afraid that Chu Tian would fly away again.

Chu Tian lightly patted Plum Blossom's shoulder and said with difficulty, "Everything is over …. "Everything starts again..."

Mei Zi didn't understand half of what Chu Tian was saying, but tears were already flowing down her face. These were tears of joy and happiness.

Mei Zi no longer cared about what Chu Tian said, she already knew Chu Tian's decision. That was the most important thing, everything else was not important.

Plum let her tears of joy flow freely, let her heart drift in the endless space of her heart. She was no longer afraid of loneliness, no longer afraid of wind and lightning, because she finally had a firm grasp on everything.

Plum hugged Chu Tian tightly, sticking close to him.

Suddenly, Plum jumped up, finally waking up from the dizziness of happiness. "Oh god, you have a high fever. The fever is very severe. We have to hurry to the hospital."

Chu Tian's throat was hurting so much that he could no longer speak. His entire body felt like it was being roasted on charcoal, his head was splitting apart and his entire body was trembling uncontrollably.

Mei Zi carried Chu Tian downstairs and drove straight to the hospital.

When they arrived at the hospital for emergency treatment, Chu Tian laid on his sickbed and took his temperature to test for blood …

Plum runs before and after the registration, pricing, medicine...

The doctor soon determined that Chu Tian was suffering from acute tonsillitis due to fever and that his white blood cell count was decreasing. The situation was very serious and he had to be hospitalized, otherwise it would cause sepsis.

The doctor could smell the thick smell of smoke from Chu Tian's mouth, and he especially instructed Chu Tian to not smoke anymore.

"If you become inflamed later, you have to have your tonsils removed." the doctor said.

So when Mei Zi went to complete the registration, Chu Tian laid on the bed in the Inpatient Department and started to drip water.

Plum had a private room with two beds and one for the attendant.

As soon as Chu Tian laid on the bed, his mind started to relax, his body started to feel tired, he lost all the strength in his body, and soon passed out.

Plum had always been sitting beside Chu Tian, holding Chu Tian's hand as they accompanied him.

When Chu Tian woke up again, it was already 9 in the morning of the second day.

The unforgettable Valentine's Day passed just like that.

Plum was half-lying by his bed, dozing off, holding his hand.

Plum didn't sleep for the entire night and looked at him for the entire night. Chu Tian's heart ached.

Plum woke up with bloodshot eyes.

Seeing that Chu Tian had woken up, Mei Zi's tired face was full of joy: "A Tian, you're finally awake, are you feeling better now?"

Chu Tian nodded, then signaled Plum to help him up and lean against the bed.