Chapter 256 I Am The Monster

The moment Isiah stood on his feet and said those words to her she stopped talking to him and kept being silent afterward, because only then she realized that Isiah got back to his senses.

She was not even upset because she thought that it was understandable now, and that was a sign of him being in a good condition .

' Please hate, okay, I really don't mind now'

After seeing him in that condition she just thought that his being in this state was too awful to see even if that meant that he goes back to his senses and hate all of them .

Heigl showed up later with bruises on his face, he smelled like burning but the look in his eyes was terrible, he looked at Isiah with an angry look because he thought that Isiah was being ruthless and he was jeopardizing their  own existence there .

Being powerful like that required a huge sacrifice that Isiah was not willing to pay, and for that Heigl thought that he was being dreamy and childish.

When Heigl heard about this first he thought that Isiah was just an amateur to the point where he couldn't afford to be bad which he was .

Heigl wiped his face with his palms because he was too exhausted then said :" I just wonder why are you acting this way, what are you trying to prove? This power you have is too messed up, you managed to hide it from us all this time but I think that you can do it anymore, you have to be more realistic here, if you killed these damned people then there is no difference between that and between eating them"

Heigl sighed because only thinking about that he remembered what Yogev did to the people of Xavier back in Delwias Island .

" There is another choice which I think that you are not even willing to consider which is …you don't have to kill people at all …what is your purpose here ? " Heigl said as he headed towards a chair and wanted to sit on it .

Isiah was very pissed to even look at him after revealing that information to Ciel, he was still considering punishing him like before but he looked him with dead eyes and then said:" I think that you really have a death wish"

" A death wish ? I think I am good as dead by just staying with a monster like you " Heigl said sarcastically .

Eijar noticed that Isiah's heart was racing so she just crawled towards Heigl and placed her body on top of his knees then said:" You have to keep your mouth shut, you are not even that strong to talk to him"

When Heigl heard what she said , he smiled and then added:" You are a dark creature and this means that you need to feed on what you kill, this is messed up, yet , I think you are being punished for not being a human again "

Isiah was about to snap when he heard those last words but he gave Heigl deadly looks again then said :" I am keeping you here because you are the son of Dakkar Lumas, this is the only advantage you have here, to be the son of a rebel who revealed secrets that he should never reveal, your father is a huge figure to me, he is so interesting , you are not like him, but I am hoping that you would be one day, what he did was not easy, it was a huge thing, I am assuming that he had some sort of powers but let's leave that to another day"

When Isiah said those words he put his finger on the cut, Heigl's weak point was that he never believed his father , therefore Isiah just hurt him at the most hurting point in his life .

" Don't talk about my father" Heigl shouted.

Isiah smiled this time at him because he made his point then said:" Ahmmm, you better leave now, or I'll enjoy eating you alive "

Heigl was very angry and in a messed up situation so he just left all of them there and went to the upper floor .

Seeing that Lexie just backed off then started to walk away from Isiah because she knew that he was about to throw all his anger at her .

She didn't want to get stuck in there so she started to walk again .

" You…come here " Isiah said when he saw her walking away silently .

Unlike all the other days, Lexie just came towards him walking slowly, she didn't know what thing she did wrong but she walked towards him with her eyes fixed on the ground.

When she stood in front of him , Isiah was more upset about her than he was with Heigl, she couldn't possibly understand why but she kept silent all that time .

Isiah said to her :" Don't you ever touch me again, you better go to your room now or else "

Lexie was more terrified about Isiah so she just said to him with a slow and quiet voice:" I was very scared about you , I didn't want to get closer to you but you were in a terrifying state, I only wanted to help , you looked like you could need all the help that you can get "

She was trembling in front of him, she didn't want him to punish her after all that she had been through so she just closed her eyes then said:" I will never do this again"

When she said those words she thought that Isiah was going to hir or even think that she was messing with him but he didn't say a thing, he just went away while she stayed there for a few minutes not able even to tell whether he was there or not .

Her ears were not listening to his steps because her heart was beating so fast at that moment .

Isiah didn't even go to check out the basement he was too tired to even see a thing, he went to the upper floor where Ciel was sleeping.

" Go, make him sleep, I can't tolerate seeing that look in his eyes " Isiah said to eijar who was following him still .

Eijar went ahead of him while he kept walking slowly as if he was about to fall after every step, he sensed his divine energy and therefore he followed him to the room .

Eijar did exactly what Isiah asked her .

When Ciel went to this room he was so afraid, there were more terrifying things in this world but Isiah was the most terrifying one of them .

He was shaking and trembling in that dark room knowing that Isiah hated him and didn't want him to be close to him .

All that time he locked himself in that room shaking from the fear he felt towards Isiah.

He didn't even notice when Eijar entered the room and went towards him and tried to make him sleep as Isiah ordered.

He was sitting next to the window on the ground and when she made him sleep , she called for Isiah who was standing in front of the door and was waiting for her signal.

The moment Isiah saw his state he hated himself so much for making Ciel go through all of this, he lifted his little body with his strong arms and then headed towards the bed when he put him.

He looked for tears in his eyes but he didn't find any, Ciel was not even crying after all that he made him go throw.

" Master, he was shaking a lot, I didn't know, but the kid was feeling terrible " Eijar said while crawling towards Isiah's neck .

" I rejected him, and he hates rejection a lot" Isiah said while looking at his cute little face .

" Master, I don't want to see you hurt the kid like that " Eijar said knowing that he was going to be mad at her too .

Yet , Isiah stayed silent while looking at his face, Isiah was tormented by the idea of hurting this little kid whom he thought of as a family.

" Eijar, that's it, I can't do this anymore , I can't put him through all of this all over again, I thought at the beginning that I am going to save him from hunger, from the monsters, from every enemy on the way, but I realized today that there is no enemy , there are no monsters here, there is only me , I am the monster, I am the danger in his life, as long as he stays with me , he is going to be harmed "

Eijar rested her head on Isiah's neck and then said this time :" You are doing your best, master "

Isiah was more comforted by Eijar than any other person in his life, it felt like they were one at moments like these .

" I am not , I am only thinking about me , my powers, my revenge, my plans , my rule , I am only thinking about me " Isiah stated .

" Why are you saying this ? " Eijar said when she sensed that he was about to do something huge .

" I am going ….to leave him "