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Furthermore, there was actually another important point. Chen Jiamu had rejected state advisor's offer ten years ago, and now, if he were to donate more, he was afraid that state advisor would think that he actually wanted to become his disciple.

Furthermore … When state advisor came over to talk with Liu Xinyue, Chen Jiamu was standing right next to him. The other party did not even glance at him, perhaps he had long forgotten about this person who almost became his disciple.

Therefore, in order to not embarrass himself, Chen Jiamu decided to put it in his donation. That kind of money was more important to the rise of Chen Family than donating it.

"It's fine. Actually, I was just asking casually, so don't take it to heart. So what if I donated something like that?"

After hearing Chen Jiamu's explanation, Liu Xinyue knew that although the current situation in the Chen Family had already been reversed, compared to the glorious days of the past, it was still far, far off.

But she still quickly comforted Chen Jiamu, and slowly said, "state advisor is such an aloof person, I'm afraid that even if you donate, he still wouldn't remember you or even know you."

"That's why it's better not to donate. Rather than using such unorthodox methods, it's better to raise our value. Once we reach a certain point, the state advisor will naturally pay attention to us."

"Don't you think so, Jamu?"

After hearing Liu Xinyue's words, Chen Jiamu felt that he had become enlightened, and the things that he was stubborn about started to make sense.

In fact, it was just like what the other party said. With so many people, even if you donate, state advisor might not notice you.

On the other hand, if your abilities were stronger, like what Brother Huo is capable of, perhaps your own worth is too high, or even reached the level of a state advisor, then the other party will naturally come here to not be able to ignore you.

If that's the case, will state advisor still not be able to see you? Didn't notice you?

"Hao-ge …" "Actually, there's a knot in my heart that even after ten years, I still am unable to undo."

After thinking about it, Chen Jiamu suddenly said to Liu Xinyue, "Furthermore, I have a feeling that as time passes, the knot is getting tighter and tighter."

"I have a feeling that if I don't remove it now, I will never be able to do so again."

"Oh? Jiamu, if you trust me, you can tell me, what is that knot in your heart? "

After Liu Xinyue heard this, although she complained about Chen Jiamu suddenly treating her as a bosom sister, she was still very willing to understand more about him.

Moreover, she had a premonition that after this conversation, their relationship would advance to another level!

As for Chen Jiahe and Chen Yin, when they heard what Chen Jiamu said, they were actually both shocked and worried, to the point that they were even more worried.

The two of them knew that Chen Jiamu had a knot in his heart, and both guessed that it had something to do with ten years ago. However, because Chen Jiamu was unwilling to say it himself, they were unable to find out what exactly it was that had tormented him for so long.

But now, Chen Jiamu actually mentioned that he wanted to say it out loud, causing both Chen Jiahe and Chen Yin to become worried.

It had already been ten years. How could it be so easy to solve it?

And if Liu Xinyue was unable to help Chen Jiamu resolve this knot in his heart, what could he do?

"Actually, this knot in my heart isn't that big or small. Didn't I mention this to Brother Huo before?"

When Chen Jiamu said this, he only felt that the originally repressed mood towards this topic was gradually lightening up during the process, which made him feel that what he had done was right.

"When I was young, the state advisor had come knocking to ask to be my disciple. However, at that time, it just so happened that my Chen Family suffered a huge change and I almost fell apart."

"Of course, I still chose my own clan in the end. After all, if a person doesn't even have a family, how could they talk about everything else?"

Speaking to this point, Chen Jiamu felt that the suppressed emotions in his heart were slowly flowing away, and replacing them was a somewhat relaxed mood. As a result, he couldn't help but reveal a smile on his face.

Liu Xinyue noticed that Chen Jiamu's smile was not forced, but instead came from the bottom of his heart.

Naturally, she could also notice Chen Jiahe and Chen Yin who were staring at him from the side.

"You made the right choice. If it was me, I would choose my own clan just like you!"

These words of Chen Jiamu made him involuntarily recall his identity in the modern world, as well as the identity he had in this place.

In the modern world, it was because Liu Xinyue's parents protected her and her little sister that an accident would happen to them. Furthermore, she didn't have any other family members at that time, which was why she and her little sister relied on each other.

If nothing had happened to his parents at that time and his family was still around, then he probably wouldn't have ended up being betrayed by his sister, would he?

Here, the original Liu Xinyue died due to her mother's childbirth, which resulted in her being exiled to a village house. Although she was brought back to the capital afterwards, she was still left to fend for herself in the abandoned garden.

All of this was caused by the absence of family.

That was why Liu Xinyue said that if she had a choice, she would make the same choice as Chen Jiamu. As long as she had a family, then she would have a family that was her strongest backing, and the motivation to move forward!

"Brother Huo, you are right. I also thought the same at the time, so I gave up on state advisor's request to take in a disciple."

Pausing, Chen Jiamu took a glance at state advisor in front of him. Because the other party was wearing a hat, he was unable to see his expression, but it did not matter to him anymore.

Thus, he quickly withdrew his gaze and continued to speak with a smile, "However, it was precisely because of this that I had an apologetic thought towards the state advisor at that time, and over time, it became my own knot in my heart."

"Bro, I'm sorry, I didn't think that this was your knot in your heart!"

Chen Jiahe and Chen Yin had only thought that it was because of the separation of their families that the Chen Family had faced back then that caused Chen Jiamu to have such a knot in his heart.

"I know, big brother, you have given up a lot for this family. I also know that every night, you will still pick up your medical skills and study them."

"If... If Big Brother still wants to learn medicine, I support you. Furthermore, I will also go to state advisor and ask him to take you in as his disciple! "

Chen Jiahe bit his lips, looked at Chen Jiamu and said with reddened eyes.