Chu Nan was silent because he knew that the favorite man in sheng'er's mouth was him.

At least it was him.

"I liked him since I was a child. I dreamed of growing up quickly. How much milk did I drink at that time? Just because my mother told me that drinking milk will grow faster. I want to grow faster. I'm afraid I grow too slowly. The person I like will be old. What if I can't wait for me?"

"So I tried my best to grow up. It was not easy to grow up, but there were other women around him. That woman was still my own sister who had been separated for many years. Do you think it's funny? Anyway, I think it's funny. Fate seems to be deliberately teasing me."

"They look so beautiful. They have only been dating for a few months and are about to enter the palace of marriage. I have worked hard for so many years, but I can have it without effort. How can I like it?"

"So at that time, I dreamed that she would disappear quickly, leave my parents, leave you, and return all the things that originally belonged to me. Little uncle, I'm not a good girl. My heart is very dark and vicious, isn't it? Because I really hope so."

"But I never thought that one day she really disappeared and completely left the world. She will never compete with me or rob me again. I should be happy. I should applaud and set off firecrackers to celebrate, but why am I so sad?"

"At that moment, I'd rather she was still there, and I'd rather die." sheng'er sat there, saying and saying all the time, as if to vent all her emotions. She didn't know how long she had said it before she found that her face was full of tears.

There was a pair of hands that wiped her eyes and wiped her tears. Through the blurred tears, all the lights and shadows were like meteors. They were once so bright and beautiful, but they couldn't go back.

She lost Chu Nan. When Liu Liu left the world, she lost not only her own sister, but also her favorite man. She knew that he would never love her again, so she chose to give up instead of entanglement.

"I'm sorry, little uncle. I shouldn't have had that terrible idea at the beginning. I shouldn't have cursed her so maliciously. I'm just too jealous. I'm sorry!!" she choked and cried. She said sorry in front of Liu Liu's tomb and repented for the past here.

"Sheng'er..." Chu Nan held her face, "don't say it, it's all over..."

"It has nothing to do with you. You don't have to feel so guilty. Besides, it's been 15 years..."

Sheng'er shook her head, shaking her head while weeping. She wiped her tears ruthlessly, but the tears were more and more. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't finish or clean them.

She even trembled with tears all over her body, and her lips trembled uncontrollably. "Over the years, I regret that I couldn't sleep well all night. As soon as I closed my eyes, my sister fell in a pool of blood, and my parents criticized me with disappointment."

"They say they don't have a daughter like me. They say they only have a sister. They only recognize their sister. They say I'm not their daughter. Let me go away and never go home again. Therefore, I didn't dare to go back for the first few years abroad..."

"I'm so scared. I'm afraid to face them. I don't dare. I don't know why I can be so selfish. I'm too selfish to accommodate my own sister. I always lose my temper with her. From beginning to end, I refuse to give her a good face and call her sister..."

Her face flushed with tears and she had difficulty breathing. She held her chest tightly, as if to pull out her heart, "little uncle, she didn't hear it until she died..."

"Sheng'er!!" with blurred vision, she couldn't see anything clearly. She only heard him shouting her name and interrupting her. Then the next second, she was rubbed into a hug, "stop, you didn't say anything, okay?"

"Don't say or think about it. You were young at that time. It's normal to be afraid that your own things will be taken away. No one will blame you, won't you?" he held her, patted her on the back, told her again and again that it doesn't matter, and kept calming her emotions. "The third brother and sister-in-law won't blame you, nor will I."

"I believe Liu Liu will not. She is your sister. Although you didn't grow up together, believe me, she still has you in her heart. Similarly, you also have her in your heart. Otherwise, you won't be so guilty and so sad."

In fact, it's hard to imagine that a young girl didn't dare to go home in those years. How did she survive and sustain herself in those years, "well, it's all over now. This matter should be turned over. We won't mention it in the future, okay?"

"Little uncle, I can't turn the page. I'll live forever with guilt." sheng'er cried out of breath in his arms. Even his hug can't comfort her. She knows that this hug doesn't belong to her.

Just as she stood by the tomb and heard what he said to her sister, "I'm sorry for sheng'er. I bullied her, but I can't be responsible. I'm an asshole. How could I do that? How could I take her as you? I've always regretted it for years."

He has only guilt, only regret, and no love.

Because all his love was given to his sister, she didn't even have a chance to fight for it.

Even in his next life, he wants to meet his sister and be with her.

Only sister, without her.

Only Chi Xiao, no Chi Sheng.

In fact, fifteen years ago, when he knelt in front of the tomb and she stood beside him with an umbrella to protect him from the rain, she had seen clearly and had given up, but she still felt sad when she thought of it.

Just like today, fifteen years later, they are also here. Her sadness is still so strong and so painful.

I know it, but I can't control it.

"I can't turn the page. Just like your little uncle, you can never turn the page, because you can't let go of your sister forever. You always love her, so after her death, you'd rather not marry for life, but also accompany her and meet her again in the next life."

Chu Nan didn't speak, his lips closed tightly, and the red of his eyes opened a little.

"Little uncle, your whole heart has been guarding your sister over the years. In fact, it's very happy?" Chi Sheng really feels so happy that she doesn't even have the qualification to guard.

"I don't know." because he prefers her to live, even if she doesn't stay with him, as long as she is happy and happy.

He can even stay away from her without disturbing her, never look at her again, and then, like an ordinary person, find a suitable object to marry and have children, and spend his life plain.

But it backfired.

"And you..."

"You are married and have a lovely child. Are you happy..."