Chapter 1989

Finally, finally said this sentence.

Finally, at last, we have come to this step.

In countless nights and dreams, he is not willing to soberly think about these two words. He would rather deceive himself and brainwash himself again and again. He would rather believe that one day, his beloved girl will change her mind, really fall in love with him and spend a lifetime with him.

So many days and nights, he is relying on this idea to survive, people always have to give themselves a little hope, will feel alive, heart beating, blood is hot, rather than a cold walking corpse.

But now, after all, everything has become a mirage, they finally come to the end, he thought he would never put forward the word divorce in his life, but now he really put it forward, after countless efforts, it was in vain.

After watching her suffer again and again, crying for that man again and again, calling each other's name in a dream, and recognizing him as Gu Yebai again and again, he chose to let go when he saw her becoming thinner and skinny.

As long as you let go, it's a relief for Guo er. He doesn't want to get rid of it. He would rather be trapped in this hopeless marriage all his life. But he wants Guo Er to get rid of it and can't bear to see her become less and less like himself.

What he wants is a fresh fruit. If you can't get it, you'd better not destroy her. It's better for him to despair alone than for three people together. Since she can't let go of Gu Yebai, and Gu Yebai has sacrificed everything for her, please help them.

He is not a great person. He just can't bear to ruin his beloved girl's life. The love of three people is too crowded. In the end, one of them will quit. He chooses to leave ahead of time instead of staying with them.

Hearing what he said, Tang Guo'er couldn't believe it. His eyes were dim. At this time, he was so full of tears that he seemed to doubt that he had heard it wrong. That's why he asked, "what are you talking about?"

Zuo Yichen painfully closed his eyes. When he opened them again, he had recovered his old tone. Although he just looked, he thought it was enough to deal with Tang Guoer.

"I said, Guo'er, let's divorce. Let's divorce." Word by word, the words are clear.

Enough to let Tang Guo'er hear very clearly, know that he is not dreaming, this is reality.

He did propose a divorce.

The distance between them was so close that Tang Guo'er could feel the temperature of his fingertips, which was cold and trembling.

She knew how reluctant he was.

Throat slightly choked, voice line is trembling, clearly this is the best result, Zuo Yichen is willing to divorce with how much courage, she should immediately agree is, but she can't be so cruel, she also hate her weakness, but she thought of Zuo Yichen's pay, how can she answer?

She opened her mouth and squeezed out a few words, "why?"

Left Yi Chen wry smile, "have no why, is I tired, don't want to, is so simple."

"You're not." Tang Guo'er denied his words, "you are for me, right?"

"Don't think I'm so great. I'm not a saint. I'm not for you. I'm for myself." Zuo Yichen pinned her broken hair behind her ears and tried to make her tone sound normal and calm enough. "Guo'er, I'm a man too. Men are selfish."

"I used to think that I could be generous enough to give you more time, but over the past year or so, I found that my patience with you has come to an end. This relationship has only my wishful thinking, which is too unfair for me."

"I can't stand that you don't let me near, I can't stand your resistance to me in bed, and I can't stand that you still think of Gu Yebai, calling his name in your dream, and taking me as him to rely on when I'm hazy."

"I don't want to be a double, and I don't want to spend all the time with you. It's not only you but also me who suffer. Just when you fell down, I suddenly realized that it's better for me to let go than to torture each other like this. It's a relief for me."

Yes, at the moment when she fell down, he figured out everything. He would rather hurt himself and fall down than fall down. The person who hurt was her. He said that the fall was not just just just their marriage.

"Zuo Yichen, it's my fault. It's my failure to fulfill my wife's responsibility." Tang Guo'er felt very sad and said, "I'm sorry, I hurt you again and again. I really thought I could do it well. I didn't expect that I would. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"You're right. It's me who's wrong. I overestimate myself. I'm the one who forces you to stay with me and marry me. I know you're soft hearted and you can't bear to refuse, but I took advantage of you." These are the true words of Zuo Yichen.

He said, "but I don't regret it. At least I've tried, I've tried hard, and I have no regrets in my life. Now it's the best result to let go. At least I can make a good impression on you and leave a little place in your heart for me before you feel disgusted with me. It's very good."

"So, it's over like this. I'm relaxed and you're free, aren't you? You can go to your Gu Yebai. He's waiting for you all the time. You'll have a good life later. Don't let him down any more. He can't stand the toss at his age any more."

Tang Guo'er shook his head in tears and kept shaking his head, "Zuo Yichen, don't do this, don't say these silly words, I can't feel at ease, I know, I know, you won't be happy, you won't be free, you just want to help me, you want to carry for me, I know all."

"I will be happy and I will be free." Zuo Yichen gently stroked his face, "I will, believe me, because I have more than you. Do you forget that I'm cheating, I have other girls."

"She has fallen in love with me since she first saw me. She loves me very much. There is no one else in her eyes and heart except me. She is sensible, gentle and considerate. She is different from you, so I want to have a try."

"I'm tired of paying unilaterally. I want to try to be with this girl who is full of me. It's more meaningful to go in the direction than single love, isn't it? Maybe she is my salvation, and I'm willing to fight for her once. Will you support me, Guo'er?"

Tang Guoer didn't know what he said was true or false. If it was true, how could she not support him? She can't give Zuo Yichen happiness, but she hopes that other girls can give it to him, hoping that he will have a good result.