Chapter 1978

His hands were stiff, and suddenly he didn't know what to do.

It was a long time before he began to laugh, and then again.

He was trembling and numb with laughter. He couldn't stop laughing.

In fact, I knew I had chosen such a road, didn't I? So now what qualifications do you have to make a dejected look, as if your heart has been betrayed.

Zuo Yichen, Zuo Yichen, you tried your best to let her marry you. If you have the ability, she won't burn too much. She also talks about her ex husband. You can only blame yourself for not having the ability. You can't let her fall in love with you, just for you wholeheartedly.

He only gave himself a few minutes, then he restrained all his emotions. He took his hand out of her hand and called the family doctor. The other party rushed to take her temperature and hung up the water.

Midway, she burned badly several times, vomited and trembled, cried and called en'en, called mom and Dad, and even called Gu Xiaobai again and again. Wrongly, she shed tears and said that she was so hot and painful, but she didn't say Zuo Yichen in her mouth.

He used a towel to cool her down, changed the dirty sheets and quilts she vomited, comforted her when she called out other men's names, and was so tired that she was sweating. It was not until the middle of the night that she finally got rid of her fever and fell asleep.

The bowl of porridge on the bedside table was very cold. He covered the quilt for her. Her sleeping face was pale and quiet under the wall lamp, like a delicate doll. He sighed and got up to smoke on the balcony.

He didn't smoke before and didn't have any addiction. Now he thinks that smoking is really a good thing. At least it can relieve people's boredom for a short time. He doesn't think so much about it.

He believes that as long as he does not give up, one day she will wholeheartedly accept him, so long in the future, he has plenty of time, right?

Two years is not enough, ten years is not enough, and twenty years is not enough. They may have fifty years left. He doesn't believe that fifty years are not equal to the six years of her and Gu Yebai.

But is it really worth it?

Why give oneself brainwash to the end, still have no confidence at all.

After smoking a pack of cigarettes, he took a cold bath. Just as the liquid in the infusion bottle bottomed out, he pulled out the needle and lay beside her, closing his eyes and sleeping.

This time, he didn't know whether he was afraid to wake her up or for some other reason. In short, he didn't hold her to sleep as usual.

His world fell into a trance.

He was so tired that he thought he would sleep very well, but he didn't think he was in a daze. He seemed to be back when they were young. Her crisp voice was all in his eardrum, and he kept calling him, "Zuo Yichen, Zuo Yichen!"

At that time, he liked to bully her most. She cried and went back to complain, "Auntie, Zuo Yichen is a villain. He threw worms into my clothes to scare me!"

Then, he was chased and beaten by his mother with a stick, "Stinky boy, don't run, stop for me."

When she grew up, she would never cry again. Every time he played tricks on her, she would not complain, but chased him to fight, "Zuo Yichen, I can't beat you to death!"

They planted a pomegranate tree in the old yard together. Before he went abroad, when the pomegranates bear fruit every year, he would climb to the tree and pick the first ripe fruit and put it in her palm.