C1698

On this day, Gu's mother's mood fluctuated too much and she was already exhausted.

Close your eyes, and soon fell asleep.

But sleep is not solid, also did not dream of any good things, eyebrows have been deeply wrinkled, did not stretch out.

Gu Ye Bai bowed his head and looked at it quietly. He was in a mess. He didn't even know what he was thinking. His mood was complex and indescribable.

After sitting by the bed for ten minutes, half an hour, or even longer, he finally reached out and smoothed the mark between his mother's eyebrows.

"Mom, there's nothing you can't do."

"You and dad need to be fine, don't worry about me anymore, OK?"

Every word in the mouth is full of bitterness.

All his life, he has been sorry for his parents.

At the beginning, because of the death of Nian Nian, they were blamed for refusing to go home.

Now they know that they are wrong and know that they were too ignorant, which broke their hearts.

He wants to repay, he also wants to have a child, let them have grandchildren, fulfill their two old wishes, but he can't do it, what to do?

They had such a simple wish, he thought. He wanted to accomplish it, but he couldn't do it.

This is the saddest thing in the world.

With a long sigh, he finally got up from his chair, walked out of the room and gently closed the door.

Walking to the terrace, he leaned against the railing and felt for a cigarette.

One by one.

He has been smoking, but there is no addiction to smoking, just upset things more easily smoke.

Always feel that cigarette is a spiritual sustenance.

After Yueran got married, cigarettes became his only spiritual sustenance.

He spent countless days and nights with him. Later, when Guo'er appeared, he slowly smoked less, and recently, he smoked more.

After smoking a pack of cigarettes, he rubbed the cigarette box and threw it into the garbage can. He sat quietly on the terrace in a daze, until the mobile phone rang, which dragged his thoughts out.

He looked at the mobile phone notes, wife two words, let his heart like a big stone.

I can't take it out, and I can't fall down. I feel terrible. I've been bored for several seconds before I slide through the answer button, "hello..."

Guo'er two words have not been able to say, the phone that end of the people can not help but speak first, "Gu Xiaobai, are you still home?"

"Well, I'm still at home."

"How are your uncles and aunts?"

"Fine, thank you for caring about them."

Oh, that's a good idea.

They are Gu Xiaobai's parents. How can she not care?

It's just a little lost. She hopes to go home with Gu Xiaobai. She doesn't want to stay at home alone and call her.

But

Uncle didn't want her to enter that door.

Forced down the heart of the loss and suffering, "then when can you come back, what do we eat in the evening?"

"It's said that there's a new hotpot shop on Jingning road. It's delicious. Gu Xiaobai, can you take me to eat in the evening?"

"We haven't had hot pot for a long time. I really want to eat it. I want to eat with you."

Gu Yebai stretched out his hand and pinched the bone of the beam. His voice was hoarse, "Guo'er..."

"Well?" All of a sudden, you call her so seriously? What's up?

"I'm afraid you can't have hot pot with me tonight."

"Why?"

"I'll have dinner at home tonight..."