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Liu Liu felt so sad that she had failed to live up to a person who loved her most. She felt so miserable in her heart. It seemed that every time she breathed, she felt pain that she couldn't move.

Chunan is so good that she really doesn't want to delay him.

If there is a time machine, she must go back to the past and try her best to prevent her past self from calling him for help and from promising him the rest of her life.

By doing so, she was harming him and almost killed him. If she didn't say so, she would make him bear the pain he shouldn't bear.

But, if never.

How can she do it, so that he can easily live, not to bear the responsibility that does not belong to him, "Anan..."

Chu Nan pressed her head into her arms and forbade her to speak again. "Liu Liu, can you listen to me? If you leave me again, I will be driven crazy by you."

"I know you don't want to go home with me. You don't want to delay me. You think it's unfair to me. But I want to tell you that it's always my choice to be with you."

"No matter what happens, I will not regret it. You are not delaying me, you are redeeming me. Without you, I may have no idea what feelings are in my life."

"When I didn't meet you, I didn't know anything except fooling around. Although the women around me came and went, no one could make me feel my heart beat and feel that I was alive."

"No matter who I wake up with every morning, my heart is numb and empty. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm living for and why I'm living."

"My life has no color, like a pool of mud, no light can be seen. I think, my life is like this, will rot in the soil forever, until you appear, everything will be different."

"At first, I just thought you were interesting. I didn't mean anything else. But gradually I found that when I was with you, my own heart was alive and I could feel it beating."

"I began to look forward to your phone call and to meet you. As long as it was the time I spent with you, I cherished it. I was afraid that the happiness would be stolen and would disappear soon."

"If you ask me for help, I am very happy, especially willing to help you. Every time I can't help, my whole heart is lost, afraid to see you, afraid to see your disappointed eyes."

"I hope you will always smile, I do not want you to be disappointed, do not want you sad, more do not want to see you shed tears, I will be distressed, especially painful."

"Every time when I see you secretly with Sheng Youting, I still feel envious and sometimes even think maliciously that if he disappears, it will be better if he disappears."

"I've never experienced it. I don't know that's the feeling. But when Zhao Chengjing drove his truck towards us, I suddenly understood when I stood in front of you, willing to use my life for your life."

"I fully understand that I have always wanted you to accompany me for the rest of my life, not because the days are too boring and I want you to accompany me to pass the long years, but because I fall in love with you."

"I love you, willow..."

His voice is so soft, tender and sincere

Liu Liu only wanted to shed tears.

He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed her hair. "I remember that you once told me that the person who wanders in the place of wind and moon all the year round is actually the most lonely and lonesome. Liu Liu, I admit, you are right."

"So, will you redeem me? Would you like to take my hand, pull me out of the mud, clean the dust, and take me out of loneliness and loneliness? "

Liu Liu's shoulder trembled with tears, "I do, how can I not?"? There will be no one else in the world like you who is good to me from the beginning to the end

"In this world, there will be no one like you who will never unconditionally trust me, help me with all my life, and try my best to protect me. I look at all these things, how can I be indifferent?"

"What's more, you are so excellent, so perfect, anyone will be moved. However, it's really unfair for me to take other people's children with you."

"I cherish your love for me, but I can't bear to be such a cheap father. You are born into a famous family. Do I want you to be a joke of the upper class?"

"Let you be scolded for being stabbed in the back? Chunan is the best man in the world. He doesn't want me to be wronged, so do I. otherwise, I can't forgive myself

Chunan held her face in both hands, lowered her head a little, and kissed her on her forehead, "silly girl, why are you so stupid? There is no justice in the world, only willing or not."

"I'm very happy to hear you say yes. I like you, with all that I like about you, including your unborn child.""Don't worry, silly girl. I'll treat him as my own child. I'll tell the world that it's my child. No one dares to say anything. You believe me."

"We will have our children in the future, and a group of children will circle around us. How nice, I promise, they will love each other. This secret will never be known."

"But, Anan..."

"There's nothing but it. Do you forget that you sold me the rest of your life. You have no right to go back and take it back..."

"You are mine, I need you, I need you to accompany me, accompany me to walk through my life..."

"Liu Liu, I will not love anyone in my life except you. What should I do if you don't want me?"

"Am I going to be paralyzed by alcohol every day, carrying different women to bed, trapped in the mire of darkness, numb and desperate as before?"

Liu, you don't want to save me

Liu Liu, you save me

The words hit the softest part of her heart.

Her heart, like a rotten hole, is constantly bleeding, the smell of rust, spread in the air.

If this sentence comes out of Sheng Youting's mouth, she has enough reasons and excuses to refuse to reach out to him and pull him out of the dark mud, but

The man who asked her to save him was not Sheng Youting, but Chunan.