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Bai Qian walked in and closed the door behind him, walking to Bei Chenhan's side. His drooping face made the already low voice lower even more, "Han, I'm sorry."

Bei Chenghan did not expect Bai Qian to say that. His eyebrows creased slightly, but his tone was already soft. Bai Qian's hand touched Bei Chen Han's hand, and with a slight tremble, she said, "I shouldn't have said that in the day, and, and —" At this point, Bai Qian began to cry in extreme pain.

Bei Chenghan saw Bai Qian's fingers curling up tightly as tears flowed down from the corners of his eyes. He began to feel uncomfortable as he held Bai Qian in his arms, "Qian'Er, don't cry. Qian'Er, don't cry."

Bai Qian was still sobbing, lifting up her red, crying eyes to look at Bei Chen Han: "Han, could it be that you don't love me anymore, I, I didn't know what I was doing at that time, really, really, Han, at that time our children were gone, and then I heard about what happened to Na'er, I, I really don't know what to do, so, that's why, Bai Qian …" Bai Qian was completely at a loss, afraid that Bei Chen would just abandon her like that.

Hearing Bai Qian's words, Bei Chen Han suddenly remembered. He and Bai Qian's child were gone, but he was with Su Nuo at that time. He should have gone over, but he didn't! His mind instantly became chaotic. There was a strange voice saying something, but the voice was too soft and was quickly overshadowed by the chaos. However, a sense of guilt soon filled the air.

"No, it's my fault, Qian'Er was not wrong, it's my fault." Bei Chenghan comforted Bai Qian. The irritation in his eyes had mostly disappeared.

Her fair face was buried in Beichen's embrace. For a moment, her expression froze, but very quickly, her tears fell again.

Bai Qian pushed Bei Chen Han away and said tremblingly: "Han, do you still love me?"

Beichen's expression froze for a moment, and he immediately said: "Of course I love you, I've always loved Qian'Er alone." As he spoke, he held onto Bai Qian's chest even more tightly.

"Then —" Gentle White had something to say, but he withdrew it.

"Qian'Er, if you have anything to say, then say it." Bei Chenghan could see that Bai Qian had something to say!

Bai Qian left Bei Chen Han's embrace: "Han, then can you agree to one of my requests?"

Beichen nodded: "I will agree to anything, as long as it is Qian'er who says it."

Bai Qian was silent for a while, as if mustering up his courage, before he finally said, "Han, let Xiao'er go." Just as he finished speaking, Bei Chen Han's expression froze, and even the air in the room froze.

Bai Qian also noticed this and hurriedly said something, "No, no, Han, I don't mean to let Xiao'er leave you, I know that you raised Xiao'er since young, you have feelings for Xiao'er too, I just, I just thought, Xiao'er just woke up, so I thought, you should reject Xiao'er for now, wait for her situation to ease up a bit, this way, it can also reduce Xiao'er's feelings of rejection towards you." As Bai Qian spoke, she looked at Bei Chen's reaction in the corner of her eyes. However, the hand under her sleeve was firmly gripped, as if it wanted to break her own hand.

Bei Chen Han frowned. Yes, Bai Qian's words made him uncomfortable, especially the two rejections, but he found that he could not refute her, he did not even utter a single syllable.

Indeed, his Na'er had a strong aversion towards him, and treated him like her enemy the moment she woke up. She didn't even give him a friendly smile, but suddenly, even he wasn't sure if his Na'er wanted to face him, so she pretended to lose her memories.

Regardless of which it was, Beichen realized that as long as he thought of it, his heart would be in pain, even more so than suffocation, to the point where he wouldn't even be able to breathe.

He did not want to be like this, even if his Nono was provoked by this, he was unwilling to admit it. If he admitted that Nono was provoked, it would be the same as him admitting that the damnable Viscount had a very high position in his heart. He would definitely not admit that his Nono cared about him, and that he was nothing more than a Duke of North.

As long as it cared about him, he would be fine. He wouldn't need anyone else, he wouldn't even need to look at her.

Bai Qian bit her lips. That movement was very quick, but it was also very heavy. Perhaps, if she were a little bit more ruthless, she would be able to directly bite off the flesh on her lips. Bei Chenghan did not notice such an action, his mind was in a mess, an unspeakable mess. Right now, he just wanted to bring back his Na'er, and place her beside him, in a place where he could see, touch, and reach out and hold Su Nu in his arms. And now, he did not even know what she was doing.

However, he did not dare to do so. Su Nuo's pale white face, his desperate face, and his angry look were all repeated in his mind, especially when his Na'er, without any hesitation, pierced her own chest with her sharp sword. The blood was bright red and extremely glaring, but his Na'er was as serene as if she had gotten rid of him and would never see him again.

His heart throbbed in pain again and again, causing him great pain. However, he could not stop it. He could not stop it at all!

So painful!

So, he suddenly didn't dare anymore. It didn't matter if Xiao'er's amnesia was real or fake, he didn't dare to forcefully tie her to his side. He was afraid that if he looked at the looks that hated him again, he wouldn't even dare to get as far away from him as possible.

"Han, we can wait until Na'er slowly forgets about that and slowly accepts you again. After all, Na'er loves you, so she won't always hate you. We just need to give her time, give her enough time, and she will come back. Everything will be the same as before." As Bai Qian said that, her voice was filled with a sense of oppression, but Bei Chen Han did not notice at all.

Bei Chenghan lowered his head to look at Bai Qian and suddenly asked, "How long will that take?" Just at this moment of his life, confusion flashed across his eyes.

How long? Bai Qian questioned himself. No matter how long it took, he would still need to spend the rest of his life to return to the original. How could he possibly return to the original?!

If life were like the first time, why would he feel sad about those years? Bai Qian wanted to laugh, she really wanted to laugh. Her Na'er had been tortured by him to the point that she didn't even have the heart of a normal person.

It was impossible in this life!

"Han, don't worry, it won't be long. As long as you don't interfere with her and allow her to slowly adjust herself, everything will be fine. Perhaps in a few months, Xiao'er will be fine."

"It'll only take a few months?" Bei Chen Han asked.

Bai Qian nodded. "Yes, it's very likely that Na'er will understand. As long as she does, everything will be fine."

"Oh." Bei Chenghan seemed to have heard Bai Qian's words, but he didn't seem to have heard them!

Bai Qian observed his expression and said, "Let's let Xiao'er stay at Xi Ling for now."

"No." Beichen refused without thinking. How could he let his Na'er live in another man's place? At that time, there was no other way around it. How could he do that now? How could he be at ease? What if, what if …

Bai Qian was not in a hurry as he slowly said, "Han, don't worry, I think so. Now that Xiao'er thinks of Xi Ling as a dead man, that is to say, Xiao'er doesn't think that he is alive, and she has always felt that he is. As long as Xiao'er has such a consciousness, it would be very difficult for her to walk out of the knot in her heart, but if Xiao'er lets Xi Ling live with Xi'er, then Xiao'er will slowly realize that the person she thinks of now is completely different from the one in her memories, and she will slowly accept him. She will have no choice but to wake up to face the truth."

Bei Chenghan frowned. Although he was moved, every word from Bai Qian made sense, but he was still very resistant to it.

Bai Qian added, "Besides, Xi Ling has always hated Xiao'er and won't cause any trouble. So no matter how you look at it, Xi Ling is still the best candidate." As she said this, the meaning behind her words became clear.

After hearing what he said, Bei Chen Han suddenly remembered that Xi Ling seemed to hate his Na'er, so he would never have any presumptuous thoughts towards his Na'er. Yes, he could not tolerate anyone having any presumptuous thoughts towards his Na'er, not even the Xi Ling that he trusted the most!

"Yes." Although he was unwilling, he still agreed.

Her current abilities were insufficient, she could only do this for the sake of her daughter. She could only let her son enjoy this temporary freedom, but during this period of time, she would definitely think of a way to let him enjoy his freedom, she definitely would!

Her goal of coming here had already been achieved, and things went smoothly without any expectations. Just as she was thinking about how to leave, Bei Chen Han opened his mouth, "Qian'Er, it's getting late, I still have some matters to take care of. You should go back and rest first."

She really didn't know if she would be able to resist killing her like this. Of course, she was very clear on the result, no matter what, the one who died wouldn't be the man in front of her. So, she must endure it until she had the confidence to kill this man!

Seeing Bai Qian agree, Bei Chen Han actually felt relieved. However, when Bai Qian reached the door, he said, "Qian'Er, rest early. Don't get tired."

Bai Qian was stunned for a moment before she turned around with a smile. "Alright, Han. You should rest early as well. Tomorrow, we'll go watch over Nuo."