Always.

However, even if he couldn't see now, it didn't matter. He wouldn't be this strong.

Bei Chen Han didn't leave the room for the whole day. He had the imperial physician take another look at Su Nuo's pulse before accompanying her.

Zhou Fu Hai was still worried that the emperor wouldn't go to court the next day, but the next morning, Bei Zhen Han went instead, but before leaving, he gave a detailed warning to Zhou Fu Hai.

Once Beichen Han left, Su Nuo woke up and got out of bed. Zhou Fu Hai did as Bei Chen Han instructed and gave her the Swallow's Nest red jujube porridge, and Su Nuo also drank it. Zhou Fu Hai watched from the side. In truth, with Su Nuo's current state, Zhou Fu Hai felt he could understand a little, but not quite. In the end, Zhou Fu Hai could only sigh, and nothing more.

Su Nuo ate and lay down under the rattan chair and looked up at the sky. Su Nuo's face was still a little pale. Spring had arrived, but winter had not yet passed. In short, it was a light white color.

A hand gently caressed her belly. That was her child, and it would be born in ten months. She and her master's child, a boy or a girl. Whether it was a girl or a boy, it didn't matter. She loved them all, more than anything else in the world.

Suddenly, she remembered what Bai Qian had said. One day, she would also have a child. However, the moment Su Nuo thought of Bai Qian, her thoughts immediately snapped. It was an instinct that she could not imagine!

Su Nuo knew that she would love this child very much. She would love him very much and give all the love she had never received in this world to this child double.

Child, in fact, this child was not just a child. Su Nuo was very clear on this point. It was a kind of hope. The miracle of a dream being realized from afar was everything!

Su Nuo's fingertips were filled with gentleness and her eyes were filled with love. How could she not love a child like this? Besides, look, her master also liked this child. Because of this child, he treated her so well, and because of this child, he doted on her so much.

So good, no matter what, no matter how much he had been through, it was so good now, it was really good.

Then, let's do it like this!

It didn't matter if it was suffering or joy, this was the end!

She no longer had the energy to endure any more suffering, nor did she have any more greedy hopes. Therefore, everything was fine here, it was fine to give her a child, stay or leave her master, just like that, as long as it was fine.

Okay.

"Xiao'er, why are you outside alone? If you're in the wind, do this." Bei Chen Han who had just returned picked Su Nuo up from the rattan chair, as though she was a child who had no ability to take care of himself!

Su Nuo let him hold her in his arms and smiled. "I just want to bask in the sun."

Bei Chen Han placed a kiss on her forehead, his eyes filled with love: "It's still early, and there's still no heat. I'll just wait till the afternoon to bask in the sun with Na'er. If it's now, why don't you accompany me to read the imperial reports first?"

Su Nuo nodded and was carried in by Bei Chen Han.

The moment Su Nuo saw that pile of reports, her heart started beating rapidly, and her originally pale face turned even paler. Her back to her, Bei Chen Han did not see, Su Nuo did not say anything, and even the expression on her face did not change, there was still a faint smile on it, but, intentionally or unintentionally, one of her hands was pressed against her chest, as though to prevent something inside from suddenly rushing out and ripping her to death!

Bei Chen Han took the imperial report, and smelled Su Nuo's scent: "Nuo'er will not be bored if you keep her company."

Su Nuo didn't say anything, but leaned her body against his. She was a bit like a lazy cat, except her expression was a bit fuzzy and wasn't so clear.

A day later, when he was still in court, he had already accumulated a lot of memorials. When he looked at Bei Chen Han normally, he realized that Su Nuo had fallen asleep in his embrace. Coincidentally, Zhou Fu Hai came in and saw him, and he said, "Your majesty, this is not convenient, or —"

Without waiting for Zhou Fu Hai to finish speaking, Bei Chen Han already stopped him with his eyes, afraid that he would wake up Su Nuo and let him out. The noon sunlight was much more intense, and it was a little bit dazzling when entering from the outside. Beichen hugged Su Nuo from a different angle, so as to not let the light fall on Su Nuo. With just this one action, Beichen watched as Su Nuo's sleeping face was momentarily stunned, slowly bending over, and then he kissed Su Nuo. Just at this moment, Beichen's heart pounded violently. He froze, as if he was hallucinating.

Su Nuo opened her eyes and met with Bei Chen Han's gaze. Then Su Nuo smiled at him. His smile was not bright, but it was like a summer flower. It was quiet but beautiful.

"Master." Su Nuo called out softly.

Bei Chen Han reacted, stroking Su Nuo's eyes, Su Nuo's cheeks, deepening the kiss, and Su Nuo accepted it with a smile.

This was a gentle kiss, just like the afternoon sun. It did not have any color, and was pure and transparent!

"It's the empress's fortune." The maids stood to one side to pay their respects, and Bai Qian told them to get up and head towards the main hall. When the head eunuch saw Bai Qian, he secretly complained to himself and quickly went forward to pay his respects.

The Chief Eunuch gulped. Although he had just taken up his post, he had still been following Beichen Han. Although he did not know as much as Zhou Fu Hai, he still understood most of the things he knew, including where he had been these days.

"The Emperor just left." The Chief Eunuch replied that he knew the lie.

Bai Qian frowned slightly. "Didn't they say that the emperor went to the imperial court this morning? Could it be that he left the palace after going to the imperial court?"

The head eunuch hurriedly said, "Yes, Empress, from what the Emperor said, there are some matters outside the palace that are very troublesome, so we have to spare some time."

Bai Qian nodded and was about to leave when the head eunuch said, "Empress, no matter where the emperor goes, he places the Empress first. The Empress only needs to rest and recover in peace."

When Whitesnow heard this, her furrowed brows slightly relaxed. After saying a few more words, she left. The head eunuch watched as Whitesnow left, then he summoned a young eunuch to watch over him as he headed towards the Imperial Forbidden Palace.

Zhou Fu Hai heard a knock on the door and looked through the gap. Seeing that it was the eunuch, he opened the door and asked softly: "What are you doing here?"

The chief eunuch looked in and saw that Beichen was holding Su Nuo in the sun, so he lowered his voice and said, "The Empress has come quite a few times. Look —"

Zhou Fu Hai understood what he meant, and also looked in. He also lowered his voice and said, "I will tell the emperor later." When the chief eunuch heard this, he heaved a heavy sigh of relief.

Although Zhou Fu Hai agreed, he really didn't know what to say. Moreover, right now, the Emperor could say that he was not separated from Su Nuo at all times, so what was he supposed to say?

In truth, Zhou Fu Hai didn't know what was going on. No matter where or when, he could always say it. It was just that he cared about Su Nuo's feelings so much now, that's why he thought this way.

After dinner, Su Nuo sat on the stone steps. Bei Chen Han wrapped her up in his coat and picked her up from the back, "What are you doing, Xiao'er?"

Su Nuo leaned her body against Bei Chen Han: "Xiao'er is looking at the stars." As he said that, he raised his head to look at the night sky. The night sky was rather clear, and it was as beautiful as blinking his eyes.

"Is that good?" Bei Chen Han also followed Su Nuo's line of sight and looked up, and stuck his face against Su Nuo's.

Su Nuo replied softly. There was no more talk between the two of them. After a while, Su Nuo suddenly asked, "Master, do you like maple trees?"

The maple tree forest was bright red like blood, and it carried the unique beauty of autumn along with it the insolence and craziness of hugging each other.

Bei Chen Han froze for a moment. Endless bright red flashed through his mind, and two blurry figures embraced each other. His heart tightened for no reason, and he even forgot to answer.

Su Nuo continued, "Master doesn't like it? There's nothing we can do if we don't like it, but I do like the Maple Forest very much, very much. "

Beichen only felt his heart tighten again, that strange feeling she could not express, but only said: "I like it too, I like it a lot."

Su Nuo froze, looking at the distant sky, murmuring to herself, "Really?"

Bei Chen Han held her tightly, but this time he said with certainty: "Really, I really like the Maple Forest." He paused for a moment before continuing, "When Na'er is better, I'll take her with me to have a look."

Su Nuo did not say anything but just turned around and hugged Bei Chen Han. Bei Chen Han's heart skipped a beat and an indescribable feeling filled his heart. This was the first time his pet took the initiative to hug him. "It doesn't matter where you want to go," he said, his tone softer.

Su Nuo remained silent, burying her face in his chest, hugging Bei Chen Han tighter.

There were many things that he could not say, and some things that he did not want to say. Some things — I don't know what to say at all.

Su Nuo understood that even if she did not know what to say, she could not say it! He could only hug the person beside him. There was no other way out.

There was nowhere to retreat to, there was only death.

No, even though this place was a dead end, it had at least left some light on her!

Bei Chen Han did not see Su Nuo move for a long time, so he thought she was asleep. He picked her up and carried her into the house. Seeing that it was an opportunity, Zhou Fu Hai quickly stepped forward and whispered: "Your majesty."

Bei Chenhan stopped walking and said unhappily: "What is it?"

Zhou Fu Hai looked at the sleeping Su Nuo and said, "Empress has already come several times to look for me, is the emperor —"

Bei Chen Han frowned, he hesitated for a moment, then looked at Su Nuo who was still sleeping with a pale face and said: "I'm not going today." Seeing that his family's emperor had made up his mind, Zhou Fu Hai didn't say anything further. He sensibly left the house, and once he was far away, he couldn't help but turn back to look.