Chapter 61

Ning Bai's hand was suddenly swung away, and he stared at the boy in a daze. There were tears in the boy's dark eyes, as if he was extremely uncomfortable, and finally couldn't help but burst out all the grievances, and said to him coldly, "Get out of here!" !"

Ning Bai's heart seemed to have been severely hit by a blunt object, and his face turned slightly pale.

During this period of time, the boy seemed indifferent and indifferent, he didn't seem to take everything to heart, and occasionally even yelled at him... Sometimes Ning Bai would think, maybe it was because he thought too much Now, the boy is actually not that fragile, he won't do stupid things... I don't need to worry about it.

But looking into the boy's eyes at this moment, seeing the sadness in it, he suddenly realized that this was not the case.

Actually he was sad.

I just don't want to be discovered by others, I don't want to show weakness in front of myself, I don't want people to know that he is pitiful...

So try to pretend it doesn't matter.

Pretend not to care.

But now he can't pretend anymore.

Ning Bai's Adam's apple rolled, he lowered his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice for a long time, "You are injured, I just want to help you deal with it."

Lin Ziran was in the worst mood when he lost Chuan Chuan, he didn't want to talk to Ning Bai at all, he got up and left, "Don't worry about it!"

But just after walking a few steps, he was suddenly hugged horizontally by someone, Lin Ziran struggled a few times but failed to break free, and was carried by Ning Bai to the side of the car!

The man's movements were gentle but strong, he gently put Lin Ziran on the back seat, then took out the first-aid kit from the trunk, knelt down in front of him on one knee, held his calf, and said in a low voice, "Don't move. "

Lin Ziran? Are you a prophet? Have you figured out that I'm going to wrestle? There is even a first aid kit in the car? !

He looked at the man kneeling in front of him, and was a little dazed.

Seeing Ning Bai's persistent attitude, he won't let go unless he deals with it. He doesn't want to fight Ning Bai even if he can't fight. So he kept silent, acquiescing to Ning Bai to help him deal with the wound, while thinking about how to persuade Ning Bai to let him go.

Ning Bai gently supported the boy's calf. There were a lot of small stones on the road just now, and the boy's knee was covered in blood. There was a look of pity in his eyes. How could he be so careless...

Doesn't take care of itself at all.

He took out the alcohol cotton ball, raised his eyes and said to Lin Ziran, "It hurts a bit, bear with it."

Lin Ziran pursed her lips and said nothing.

He doesn't feel pain, he just thinks that Ning Bai is so strange...

The contours of the man's face appeared softer under the night. The gentleness in his eyes as he looked at him was probably due to not having a good rest. There were faint red bloodshot eyes in his eyes, and the beautiful face was covered with a faint sadness. , looked a little fragile and embarrassed, so that I was too embarrassed to kick over...

After all, he is also soft but not hard.

Ning Bai felt that the boy was not moving, and began to carefully treat the wound on his knee. The man lowered his head, his whole body seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and his movements were devout and focused.

Lin Ziran couldn't help being a little curious.

Lin Ziran is so strange, as if he really loves me, but why does he love me?

How do I know the system?

Lin Ziran... Although he didn't expect the system to answer the question, he was still a little depressed after hearing this...

Lin Ziran felt that maybe he was thinking too much. After all, ten days ago, Ning Bai swore that he didn't love him, even if he took a rocket, he wouldn't fall in love with him, right?

Falling in love so easily makes Lin Ziran doubt love...

He felt that Ning Bai might still think that he liked him, maybe he thought what he said before was angry! I must clarify this matter with Ning Bai today!

In ten minutes, the wound on Lin Ziran's knee was healed.

Ning Bai raised his head, his eyes were gentle, "I'll take you back."

Lin Ziran didn't move, he just looked at him condescendingly, twitched the corner of his lips, and said in a mocking tone, "You don't think I really like you, do you?"

Ning Bai paused.

Lin Ziran lowered his head, approached him, and said seriously, "I don't love you at all."

Ning Bai looked into the boy's eyes, those eyes were so cold and determined... As if his heart had been stabbed out again, he closed his eyes and whispered, "I always knew."

Lin Ziran was startled, suddenly a little nervous, he knew it all along? What do you mean, could it be that he has seen through me long ago!

System... What, do you think your acting skills are good?

Lin Ziran...

System or did you think your previous courtship looked a lot like true love?

Lin Ziran...

Ning Bai lowered his eyes.

In fact, you don't say it.

I also know.

Maybe at first the blazing, passionate, focused, and serious eyes in your eyes confused me for a moment, making me suspect that you really liked me, as if I was the only important person in your eyes, but that was just a Momentary delusion... You are like a child who is messing around, you will say you like me, love me, but there is never love in your eyes, I understand this later.

You occasionally make me angry on purpose, do things I don't like you to do, and look at me provocatively...

You pursue me for no reason, just because you want to do that, to spend your life in an absurd and rebellious way...

You may have liked me.

But you don't know what love is.

So when you know your life experience, you can say that you don’t like it if you don’t like it, and you can let it go completely. Pursuing me is more like a game for you.

But even though I know all of this, I still fall into it involuntarily...

It was you who made me understand that my self-righteous insistence was all a joke.

Ning Bai's eyes drooped slightly, and he smiled softly, "It's okay, I don't need you to love me."

Lin Ziran asked suspiciously, "Really?"

Ning Bai looked at him dotingly, nodded, "Really."

Lin Ziran "Then don't follow me."

This time Ning Bai did not agree.

He looked at the boy sadly and complicatedly.

Lin Ziran jumped out of the car, turned around and left, but turned around after walking a few steps, and found that Ning Bai was still looking at him in place, he was finally annoyed, glared at Ning Bai angrily, and said impatiently, "Why don't you Walking around zhen039 is annoying! Stop following me! Let me show you again!"

Ning Bai made him want to quit the game.

Unexpectedly, as soon as these words came out, Ning Bai, who had always been restrained before, suddenly turned pale, showing a sad expression, and his body shook slightly.

Lin Ziran "..."

It was as if he was bullying Ning Bai.

Ning Bai stared at him for a long time, and finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, with a hint of pleading, "I don't need to follow you, but can you promise me to take good care of yourself?"

Lin Ziran was overjoyed, did he finally convince Ning Bai?

He nodded and said, "Okay."

Ning Bai took a deep look at him, then turned and left neatly, but his back was a little lonely.

…………………

Lin Ziran got up the next day to look around, and finally couldn't see the familiar black car.

The world is quiet!

wonderful!

Ning Bai finally stopped coming!

Lin Ziran was very happy, it seems that his heart-to-heart talk yesterday still moved Ning Bai, he knew that he didn't like him at all, so he definitely wouldn't come, who doesn't want to show face? After all, he didn't owe him anything. Although Lu Xiaodong was indeed pitiful, it had nothing to do with Ning Bai. It was actually the fault of his scumbag parents.

In short, you and I don't interfere with each other, and we have nothing to do with each other and live our own lives.

Lin Ziran now lives in a dormitory, eats at roadside stalls, and occasionally goes to Internet cafes and eats out of restaurants, living a very chic life.

Xia Hang was also the same as usual, one day when he stayed in the dormitory on a weekend, he suddenly asked Lin Ziran strangely, "Why didn't your brother come?"

Lin Ziran lied calmly, "He's on a business trip."

Xia Hang nodded, "Oh."

A few more days passed.

This day, Lin Ziran chatted with the system boringly while walking.

Lin Ziran, has it been almost two months since I came to this world?

System Yes.

Lin Ziran touched his chin, should he be ready to quit the game, but he hasn't figured out how to die yet...

Jiang Xuan didn't come recently, which surprised Lin Ziran.

At first, he was quite afraid of Jiang Xuan's pestering. After all, he has a fierce personality. If he refuses too many times, it will be annoying for him to attack him at the same time.

Who knew that Jiang Xuan couldn't figure it out, it's really a good thing, a good thing, as expected, he didn't like him much!

Lin Ziran was lucky that Ning Bai didn't come, otherwise he followed me every day, and I still couldn't let him go. Although he had decided to let himself go, he was still Lu Xiaodong in the eyes of others, and Lin Ziran didn't want to make troubles at this time.

The system is here.

Lin Ziran? ? ?

system every day.

Lin Ziran was shocked that I didn't see it!

The system drives a different car every day, today is the white one 100 meters in front of you.

Lin Ziran...why didn't you tell me.

You didn't ask me about the system.

Lin Ziran...

Ahhh Lin Ziran is about to go crazy. I haven't done anything I shouldn't have done recently, have I? This stalker is horrible!

Lin Ziran couldn't take it anymore, he rushed to the car and slapped the window hard!

After a long time, the door was still opened.

Ning Bai looked very embarrassed, he didn't seem to want to be discovered, he was speechless looking at Lin Ziran.

Lin Ziran was full of anger, oh, you also know that you are embarrassed?

You can become a criminal with a high IQ at your level, do you know that!

Lin Ziran pointed at him with trembling fingers, "You just won't leave, right?"

Ning Bai was silent, "I'm sorry."

Last time the boy was so angry that he even said death, which made Ning Bai restless, he didn't dare to be discovered by the boy, he just wanted to watch silently, when he can be sure that nothing happened, he will leave... …

Leave his world and don't bother him anymore.

Who would have thought that being so careful would still be discovered...

Lin Ziran couldn't help crying in his heart, he finally knew the pain of being chased and ran, he really couldn't bear it.

No wonder I used to squat at the gate of his company every day. Ning Bai was so bored and impatient that he didn't even want to look at him. Now that I think about it, Ning Bai has a good temper. He looks like a bastard, harassing the other party every day, and pestering him at his work place every day, no matter how hard he tries to drive him away... If he encounters such a hooligan, he will definitely not be able to hold back and yell! So I hated it so much at the beginning, how did I catch up with Ning Bai? It's incredible...

Brother, you are actually taking revenge on me now, right?

Repay the body with the way of the other?

etc……

Lin Ziran seemed to be inspired! How did Ning Bai torment himself back then, making him want to leave immediately?

Hahahaha, Feng Shui turns around, you can't think of today!

Ben Shao, I am the best at learning and using it!

Since I can't drive you away, why don't you just let you go when you can't bear it? Not to mention anything else, but after a period of pursuit, he still understands Ning Bai's preferences and habits, so I can be too good at making you unhappy!

I didn't force you to do anything, if you can't do it, then leave by yourself.

Isn't this the trick you used to deal with me? You use my tricks to deal with me, and I will use your tricks to deal with you!

Lin Ziran looked Ning Bai up and down, raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Is that why you want to follow me?"

Ning Bai was silent for a moment, then nodded.

Lin Ziran said, "It's not impossible, but I don't like you following me like this. You can appear in front of me in the future, but you are not allowed to sneak around again!"

Ning Bai looked at Lin Ziran in disbelief.

Lin Ziran stared at him, "If you follow me secretly again, don't blame me for being rude."

Ning Bai nodded earnestly, and there seemed to be a faint light flashing in his dark and silent eyes.

Lin Ziran turned his face away, "Come with me, Xia Hang has asked you several times recently, please invite us out for dinner!"

Ning Bai smiled and said, "Okay."

Half an hour later, three people sat in KFC.

Lin Ziran crossed his legs and looked at Ning Bai with a smile on his face. He was sure to take revenge. He still remembered the family bucket that was robbed at that time! This bastard clearly didn't eat it himself, and took away his family bucket just to make things difficult for him. He has never forgotten this hatred! Today I want to watch you eat, see you eat enough! Only then can I relieve the hatred in my heart.

Lin Ziran put a family bucket in front of Ning Bai, and sprinkled a thick layer of the super spicy chili powder he brought from outside, thoughtfully helping Ning Bai, and said softly, "Eat it, it's all you My favorite must be finished."

Ning Bai: "...OK."

He looked at the provocative look in the boy's eyes, and knew that in front of him was the thing he didn't like the most, but his heart softened for a moment, as long as the boy was willing to make things difficult for him, and could vigorously make trouble...he felt that he could do this and very good……

Xia Hang looked at the family barrel in front of Ning Bai, saw the thick layer of red on it, and gasped, even if he was such a hot and unhappy person, he couldn't help being intimidated at this moment, Brother Ning looked decent People, I didn't expect my hobbies to be so down-to-earth, it's really unexpected...

Ning Bai cherishes the time of sitting with the boy like this.

He reached out and picked up a piece of chicken wing, took a fixed look, lowered his eyelashes and bit down.

Tears came out before one was finished.

The man's face is extremely delicate and beautiful, with slender eyelashes. At this moment, there is a layer of mist on the pale amber eyes, and the pale lips are reddened by the heat, and the originally clean and slender fingertips are greasy at the moment, and they are biting slowly...

Xia Hang "..."

He thinks that brother Ning may be the kind of Ye Gong who is not good at eating spicy food, but loves it to death but wants to eat it. This kind of person is really difficult. Swallowing with tears in my eyes, this is probably the legendary pain and happiness...

Xia Hang thoughtfully took a glass of iced Coke and pushed it over, "Brother Ning, drink some water before eating."

Lin Ziran took it over quickly with quick eyesight, and chuckled, "You don't know him, but he just likes to eat dry food."

Xia Hang looked at Ning Bai, very puzzled.

Really?

So oily and so spicy?

Does anyone enjoy torturing themselves like this?

Ning Bai's eyelashes trembled, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he said, "Yes, I like dry food."

Xia Hang... Well, everyone has their own love and cannot be forced.

Lin Ziran ate this meal very quickly, and he was not in a hurry to leave after eating, he just sat there playing with his mobile phone, looking up at Ning Bai eating from time to time.

Seeing Ning Bai like this, he definitely couldn't bear it anymore.

Hehe, just leave if you can't bear it, I didn't force you at all~

Xia Hang felt a little distressed, but Brother Ning likes him so he can't say anything, really, sometimes you can't eat it, so don't force it...

Why bother yourself?

Ning Bai really didn't drink a sip of water, he ate it slowly, finally swallowed the last piece, raised his head and showed Lin Ziran an apologetic smile, gentle and elegant, but his voice was a little hoarse, "I'm sorry to keep you so long waited."

Lin Ziran was a little surprised, this picky ghost really finished eating?

Ning Bai stood up and said calmly, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Lin Ziran "Oh."

Ning Bai walked steadily to the bathroom, closed the door, and suddenly bent down and vomited it all out. He vomited for a long time, and the bile was almost exhausted. A look of endless pain appeared on his face, and his face turned pale. After gargling for a long time, I came back after making sure that there was no smell.

Lin Ziran looked at him angrily, "I fell into the toilet."

Xia Hang pulled him, and said in a low voice, "It's nothing later..."

Ning Bai seemed a little embarrassed, and smiled slightly, "I'll take you back."

Ning Bai looked normal all the way, with a calm expression, nothing but a little red and swollen lips, Lin Ziran wondered if he had guessed wrong...Ning Bai clearly didn't like spicy food in the past, But it's okay if he ate everything today...

Is it true that he can't eat spicy food?

In short, I failed today!

Lin Ziran returned to the dormitory with a cold face, and had to find a new way to make things difficult for Ning Bai tomorrow.

………………

As expected, Ning Bai did what he said and stopped following him. Every time before he came, he would send a message to Lin Ziran and tell him where to wait for him.

Lin Ziran went out to play games that day, and when he came back, he met Ning Bai who was waiting for him at the school gate, and was about to buy himself a cup of milk tea, when suddenly his eyes moved, and he took Ning Bai to the milk tea shop.

Lin Ziran "Two cups of pearl milk tea, one super sweet."

In order to make the milk tea sweeter, Lin Ziran specially asked the clerk to add several spoonfuls of sugar. He handed the milk tea to Ning Bai and said with a smile, "Please drink."

The clerk admired him very much. It was the first time he had seen such a sweet-loving person, and he was an abstinent elite who was very indifferent at first sight.

Looking at the sly smile in the boy's eyes, Ning Bai directly reached out to take the milk tea, lowered his eyes and said softly, "Thank you."

Lin Ziran "..." suspected that he was about to miscalculate again.

Ning Bai still drank very slowly, but he really finished it again!

Lin Ziran was convinced.

This kind of milk tea full of saccharine can't be held by someone with a sweet tooth like him.

Does Ning Bai really not feel like vomiting?

You are more ruthless!

Lin Ziran thought about it, and there are only ways he can make things difficult for Ning Bai...

If Ning Bai ate and drank everything, then it would be meaningless to make things difficult.

As for buying breakfast and supper, Lin Ziran felt that it was unnecessary.

One is that he doesn’t like to get up early to eat breakfast, and the other is that with Ning Bai’s previous stalking, it’s not difficult to ask him to do this kind of thing, maybe he still enjoys it...

He clearly made things harder for him, but Ning Bai accepted everything without any complaints!

"I told you earlier, even if you are like this, I won't like you! It's useless for you to be nice to me..." Lin Ziran kicked the stone by his feet as he walked, and gave him an angry look. .

Ning Bai looked at the boy, suddenly laughed in a low voice, and looked sideways at him, "Can I be your brother?"

Lin Ziran? ? ?

When Ning Bai said these words, he seemed to finally understand what he should let go and what he should not let go.

And finally understand what kind of identity I should use to protect the boy.

He just wants to give what he wants.

Instead of forcing your feelings on him.

Ning Bai's eyes are gentle, although the eyes are very pale, but inside they are gentle and tender, so they don't look cold at all, he lowered his eyes and smiled, "I left home when I was very young and was adopted by others, and my adoptive parents treated me very well. Well, they adopted me because they couldn't have children... But in fact, I always wanted to have a younger brother. I think if I have a younger brother, I can take care of him and protect him. It would be a very happy thing, so when I When I learned that I really have a younger brother, I was actually very happy..."

Lin Ziran's younger brother who slept with?

Ning Bai looked at him apologetically, and said, "Although our relationship was a little inappropriate before, it's all over. I love you because you are like my relatives, the kind of relatives I have expected for a long time."

He doesn't expect boys to love him.

I don't expect my love to be affirmed.

I know what you want most and what you lack the most. You want to have a family who loves you, protects you and affirms you.

What they failed to do, I want to do.

Be by your side as a family member.

Make up for all the things that were lacking in the previous twenty years, and protect you with another identity.

Lin Ziran frowned and looked at Ning Bai, as if to analyze whether what he said was true or not.

But after looking at it for a long time, I still can't understand it.

Although he rationally thinks that what Ning Bai said is nothing but words, but Ning Bai's abnormal attitude can't mean that he really loves himself, right? Could it be that he really wanted to have a younger brother? It's ridiculous...

Ning Bai saw Lin Ziran's doubts, but he didn't press every step of the way, but looked at him with a smile and said, "What you don't know is, in fact, I am really, very glad to have met you."

I used to think that I was very scared, afraid to face the wounds of the past.

Fear of going back to the dark past.

What I thought was letting go was actually just escaping.

until I know you exist...

It's you who let me know that I can still fall in love with someone, let me know that don't be afraid to face the past.

Ning Bai looked at him seriously, with a hint of pleading in his eyes, "Can I stay by your side as your brother?"

Lin Ziran was silent for a long time, and said coldly, "It's up to you."

Anyway, I'm leaving, so why bother with an NC? Waste your own time.

………………

Lin Ziran found that since he thought about it, he didn't feel that Ning Bai was too annoying. Moreover, Ning Bai was very good at observing words and emotions, and knew how to keep a distance. He would no longer follow him all the time. He only came to school occasionally and never interfered. His life, so as long as I don't take it to heart, just treat him as a transparent person.

The weather has been nice recently.

Lin Ziran sipped milk tea and walked on the tree-lined path, Ning Bai followed him half a step behind him, looking at his side face tenderly.

Recently, the boy looks much better. He eats, eats, sleeps and sleeps every day, but his heart is very relaxed. Maybe I thought too much before. The boy is much braver and stronger than he thought, so I don’t need to worry so much... If so If I do, I may not have to come here often, and with friends like Xia Hang, he will come out slowly. If I want to last for a long time, I should keep a certain distance from him, otherwise it will only make people bored .

As for that kind of family, it doesn't matter if you don't want it, you just need to be yourself, and I will take care of other things.

There was a slight smile on Ning Bai's lips, and he suddenly said, "Wait."

Lin Ziran was taken aback.

He saw Ning Bai knelt beside him on one knee, stretched out his hand and began to tie his shoelaces, and said in a faint voice, "Your shoelaces are unraveled."

Lin Ziran was used to Ning Bai's thoughtfulness, he continued to drink milk tea, thinking about other things casually.

Feng Wan went to Ning Bai's office to wait for him every day, but Xue Ze stopped him every time. Xue Ze stopped him tightly and didn't give her any clues about Ning Bai. Obviously, he was instructed by Ning Bai, which made Feng Wan very sad. sad……

She managed to find her son who had been missing for twenty years, but he refused to see her at all. Why? Doesn't he miss himself at all? Why……

Feng Wan shed tears every day, not seeing Ning Bai made her very painful.

Then she finally remembered that she had another 'son', and she heard that she had no money to go back to school and live in school. Feng Wan was very disappointed that he couldn't bring Ning Bai back, so she wanted to come and see Lu Xiaodong...

Who knew that as soon as he came, he saw Lu Xiaodong standing there drinking milk tea carelessly, with an impatient and casual expression on his face, while Ning Bai knelt at his feet to tie his shoelaces.

Ning Bai looked at the boy with such gentle eyes, this kind of expression... Feng Wan had never seen it before.

The warm yellow light at dusk enveloped the two of them together, like a beautiful picture, an affectionate man and a careless boy.

At this moment, an absurd thought suddenly appeared in Feng Wan's mind - Ning Bai loves Lu Xiaodong.

This is a woman's intuition.

Her instincts are always right.

This can explain why Ning Bai cares about Lu Xiaodong so much. If it's just an ordinary friend, why should he accuse her several times because of Lu Xiaodong? It turns out that he refused to come back because of Lu Xiaodong!

She finally understands!

This kid Lu Xiaodong has always been ignorant and rebellious. He must be jealous that Ning Bai is his own child, so he didn't let Ning Bai go home just to get revenge on himself!

Feng Wan was extremely angry.

I feed him and clothe him myself so that he can grow up without any worries. Is this how he repays himself in the end? You are here to collect debts from me, right? I'm not mean to you, but you won't let my own son go home. I shouldn't have adopted you in the first place!

It's all your fault, it's all your fault...Ning Bai didn't want to come back!

You debt collector who will repay your kindness with revenge!

Feng Wan strode over and shouted sharply, "Who allowed you to be with Ning Bai!"

Lin Ziran was stunned.

Before he could react, Feng Wan had already come in front of him, her eyes were red with hatred, she raised her hand at Lin Ziran without hesitation and was about to hit him!

But her hand failed to fall, and her wrist was firmly pinched!

Ning Bai's eyes were extremely cold, and his voice had no warmth, "What are you going to do?"