C177 heartache

Gong Yichen had always been a workaholic, and now that he had the mind to use his work to numb himself, he stayed up all night. The company's people were in a miserable state. Gong Yichen was also extremely haggard.

The moment he had time to rest, he could not help but think of Song Jiayin. Thinking of what Song Jiayin might be doing with him, he felt extremely pained in his heart.

Thus, he filled his life with business. He only ate as much food as he wanted. He then continued with his work. After he fell asleep, he would dream of Song Jiayin. to the point where Song Jiayin looked at him with cold eyes. Then, he turned around and held Wu Zihao's hand, and left without looking back.

Thus, he slept soundly. He felt like he had given up. The others were all resting. The light in his office was still on. The performance of the company has improved significantly. But the result was … Gong Yichen was exhausted. Weak and in the hospital.

Song Jiayin was preparing to leave the hospital. But when she heard the news of Gong Yichen being hospitalized, she immediately went to Gong Yichen's room. Gong Yichen lied on the sickbed. Up, lack of sleep for many days made him have very heavy dark circles under his eyes. Gong Yichen had lost a lot of weight. There was barely any flesh on his face. His cheeks were sunken, and the contours of his face were visible.

Song Jiayin looked at the weak Gong Yichen, and then thought about his previously high-spirited look, and felt even more sad. Due to the irregular diet that damaged his stomach, Gong Yichen could only rely on intravenous drip to supplement his nutrition.

The doctor gave him a sedative to rest and replenish his sleep. Gong Yichen had been sleeping the entire time. Song Jiayin accompanied him to the side of the sickbed to take care of him.

At noon on the second day, Jia Yin went out to buy porridge for Gong Yichen. Gong Yichen just happened to wake up. Looking at the empty room, he sighed sadly. Was it really a dream? In his sleep he felt that someone had been taking care of him. He thought it was Song Jiayin, but opened his eyes. The room was empty.

Gong Yichen closed his eyes, his face turning even paler. He told himself

"Don't think about Gong Yichen, she won't come looking for you. You can only see her in your dreams. "

After a while, Gong Yichen fell asleep again. Song Jiayin returned to find Gong Yichen still sleeping. Worried that he wouldn't eat anything. With even less experience, she woke him up. Gong Yichen opened his eyes and saw Song Jiayin holding a bowl, preparing to feed him some porridge.

"If this is only a dream, then let me never wake up again," she said greedily, thinking of Song Jiayin's warmth. He wanted to stay in the dream forever.

Song Jiayin fed them spoonfully, feeding them as she lectured Gong Yichen.

"They are all so grown-up. He wouldn't take care of himself. Have you ever thought about how sad it is for someone who cares about you when you're sick? "

Hearing the concern in Song Jiayin's tone. Gong Yichen's mouth revealed a slight smile as he hugged Song Jiayin.

If I can hug you again, it's only in my dreams, isn't it?

Song Jiayin was suddenly hugged and jumped, thus she hurriedly tried to struggle free, but Gong Yichen's hand strength was too great, causing her to be unable to struggle, but she was also worried that she would lose. Thus, she could only obediently allow Gong Yichen to hug her.

Gong Yichen looked at Song Jiayin who was peacefully staying in her embrace without saying a word. It is only in dreams that you are so obedient.

Thinking of many things that he wanted to explain to Song Jiayin, but he did not have the time to say it out loud. He suddenly wanted to go crazy. It was all in a dream. No one would know. He hugged Song Jiayin, and spoke in a low and deep voice, as if he was talking to himself.

"I really regret it. I didn't stay with you when you were in trouble. When I knew you were okay. God knows how happy I am. It doesn't matter if you have no memory. We can create new memories. "

"I know I'm arrogant and rude, and words can hurt you a lot, so just forget it. We'll do it again. "But I don't know. You forgot about me, but you didn't forget about Wu Zihao."

"I'm jealous, I admit it. When you shouted out Wu Zihao's name without recognizing me, I was so jealous that I was about to go crazy. I wish I could take you to a place with only us, but I know, I can't … "

This was the first time Gong Yichen expressed his feelings in such a sincere and comprehensive manner. Song Jiayin realized that she did not understand Gong Yichen. She had always accused Gong Yichen of not understanding her, but when had she ever cared about Gong Yichen before? Gong Yichen would never explain his actions, but she insisted on it herself.

If it wasn't for the fact that he saw everything as a dream, he would still have kept his mouth shut.

Song Jiayin put down the bowl and hugged Gong Yichen back. She doted on this man, this man who looked strong but had a soft heart.

Gong Yichen continued to speak, "I didn't try to do anything bad to you, even though you are really attractive sometimes, I almost couldn't control myself. But I really didn't. I really saw that Wu Zihao only hit him because he had ulterior motives towards you, and I really did not do it on purpose. "Of course."

Song Jiayin thought about the fight between Wu Zihao and herself when Gong Yichen came to visit him, and how she treated him at that time. It might have hurt him too, right?

"It doesn't matter. I believe you. You're not that kind of person …"

Hearing Song Jiayin's words. Gong Yichen heaved a sigh of relief. He was afraid that Song Jiayin wouldn't believe him.

Gong Yichen continued to chatter. Song Jiayin listened to what he said one by one. Surprised that he had remembered everything so carefully. She noticed something that pained him. She had misunderstood him too much.

Gong Yichen's voice became softer and softer. Song Jiayin realized that he had gone back to sleep and gently stroked his back to ease him up. She heard faint snoring sounds coming from her shoulder. She knew that Gong Yichen had fallen asleep.

He gently released Gong Yichen's hands and wanted to leave his embrace, but did not expect to startle Gong Yichen, so he opened his hazy eyes. The eyes he looked at Song Jiayin with were full of injuries.

"Even in your dreams, do you still want to go? If you want to stay with me, why leave? "You already hate me to the point where you can't stay with me even in your sleep?"

Song Jiayin looked at the weak Gong Yichen, and stopped what he was doing. "I will not go, I will stay here with you. "Sleep, if you wake up, we'll watch a movie together."

Receiving Song Jiayin's guarantee, Gong Yichen was relieved and went back to sleep. But his grip on Song Jiayin's hand was still very strong.

Looking at Gong Yichen's sleeping visage. Song Jiayin's mind suddenly flashed with the scene. But the scene was fleeting. It was too fast for her to catch.

Song Jiayin had experienced this before. It was as though she was about to remember something. It was always unclear. The more sshe thought about it, the more he felt a tearing pain in her head. Song Jiayin's intuition told him that this memory had something to do with Gong Yichen. She wanted to remember, she wanted to know what kind of past was with Gong Yichen.

He endured the bone-piercing pain in his head. She desperately tried to grasp the memories. The pain caused cold sweat to trickle down her forehead. She continuously applied force to the hand that was being held by Gong Yichen, and it was as if Gong Yichen felt pain. He opened his eyes and saw Song Jiayin's pale face.