Chapter 201： Internet chat addiction can not help

Xiao Shuqin took the VIP ward nurse bonus application form and slowly walked back to the ward. Her mind was still chaotic, and her heart was still jumping wildly. She could not hide or hide. She resigned from the People’s Hospital and went to Kanghua Hospital. One reason is Cao Baifeng's sincere invitation. Of course, the salary bonus of private hospitals is indeed higher than that of public hospitals. It is still very tempting for her single mother. Secondly, there is also the meaning of hiding Lin Tianlong. There is always something to do with the holidays. I have no choice but to go to the hospital to find his mother Lin Huiyin's excuse. I have intentionally or unintentionally want to see her and talk to her. This makes Xiao Shuqin very upset and even afraid.

It’s acceptable to chat with Tianlong on the Internet, but once it comes back to reality, Tianlong really came to the hospital to meet her. She feels that this is very scary. After all, this big boy is a classmate of her son Xiaoxin. The son of her colleague Lin Huiyin, in case something is going on, and in the event of any rumors, she really has no face to see. Xiao Shuqin is very worried and very scared because her online chat with Tianlong is gradually upgrading.

I remember talking to my son Xiaoxin a few days later, he told her that a female student wanted to come home to play, Xiao Shuqin knew that this girl should be. She prepared well in advance, packed up the house, prepared the raw materials, and dressed up on the appointed day. At 11 o'clock in the morning, his son Xiao Xin received a call and he immediately picked up the girl. Xiao Shuqin was a little nervous. She thought, "What kind of girl is my son's girlfriend?"

Soon, the girl appeared in front of her eyes, indeed, as she knew before, this is a proud girl. Wearing high heels, the height is about 1 meter 70 or so, the front convex back and upturned, under the short skirt can see the skin of the thighs is fair and clean, it is indeed a beautiful woman. Xiao Shuqin and her casually talked about it. In front of her parents who met for the first time, this girl did not appear to be nervous at all. Whether it was talking or decent, she was very decent and generous. The original girl is Meng Hao, her father is a civil servant in the provincial office, the mother is doing business, from her clothing and accessories, the economic conditions of the family should be good. Xiao Shuqin is very pleased, if the son Xiaoxin can be with such a girl, the mother will be very happy.

After having lunch, she played at home for a while and wanted to leave. Xiao Shuqin thought about it and said to her son Xiaoxin: "You go to send classmates."

The son Xiaoxin hesitated and said: "Mom, she said that she wants to go to Starlight and turn around and buy something."

Xiao Shuqin immediately understood, she said: "Then you go with the family, help people with things, remember to send people home."

The son nodded and answered. When they walked out the door, Xiao Shuqin went to the window and looked downstairs. Soon she saw her son staring at the girl’s waist and appeared downstairs. Two people Qingqing, I got into a taxi. And soon disappeared into her sight. Xiao Shuqin stood alone in front of the window, and a stone fell to the ground, but at the same time, there was some inexplicable loss in her heart, even swearing and unwilling. She stopped for a little while and took out her mobile phone and called Tianlong. She told him that she met Meng Hao today, not bad, and it feels good. Tianlong proposed that they go to the QQ video, and Xiao Shuqin immediately opened the computer. When they appeared on each other's video screen, Tianlong suddenly gave a scream: "Auntie, you dress up really beautiful today, if you let other men see it, chances are that you will have criminal thoughts."

She blamed him: "Small age, nonsense."

Tianlong said: "Auntie, this is true. Every time you go to see Xiaoxin, many of our classmates have said that you look very young, unique temperament, beautiful, and very special. Especially today. This skirt is especially prominent for your body, and it is full of roundness and sleekness."

Xiao Shuqin listened not only to some blush, but also where the eyes of these boys looked. She interrupted him and told him to see Meng Hao's situation today and learned something about him.

Tianlong suddenly said: "Auntie, I really envy your son, not only have you so gentle and beautiful, warm and generous mother, and so **** and beautiful girlfriend, it is so happy to die. This is what men dream of. ”

Listening to his half-size man and talking to the man, Xiao Shuqin couldn’t help but laugh.

Tianlong suddenly became serious and asked: "Auntie, ask you a question."

She asked what it was. He said, "Are you guessing Xiaoxin or not?"

This problem made Xiao Shuqin somewhat surprised. She thought about it and said, "He is a very awkward child. It is also very good for me to watch Meng Meng. They are not casual."

Tianlong said: "Auntie, you are old-fashioned, and now it is different from yours. You were always married before you were, and you can only let your husband get married after marriage. After marriage, there is no other than your husband." The men have done it. It’s different now, the middle school students will do that. The same is true in our university.”

Xiao Shuqin was very surprised. Tianlong actually used a few vulgar words. At the same time, his words reminded her of the past. She had some words at the moment. In order to adjust the atmosphere, she joked: "Are you still, your beautiful girl?" There are also quite a few, do you have a girlfriend?"

Tianlong immediately replied: "I don't have a girlfriend, because I don't like girls who have no minds and only faces. I like mature women with temperament, such as a mature and temperamental woman like Auntie. If Auntie is my girlfriend, I am willing to give my body to you immediately."

Xiao Shuqin suddenly became red, and made a movement to hit him. Tianlong laughed. At this time, someone on QQ added her, Xiao Shuqin looked at it, the above request was written "Auntie, add me."

Looked at the information, is a 20-year-old boy, Xiao Shuqin did not know how to add the other side.

When the other party came up, he asked: "Auntie, I see your information saying that you are almost 40, how old is your husband?"

Xiao Shuqin did not know who the other party was, and she returned: "I am a single mother and divorced her ex-husband."

I didn't expect the other person to immediately say: "Then you are not very lonely, no one, really pitiful. You are like a wolf-like age, wanting a young and strong boy."

Xiao Shuqin was very angry and said: "Who are you, then say that I am blacking you."

The other party immediately did not speak. At this time, Tianlong asked her: "Auntie, is there someone else to chat with you?"

She was busy saying no, they talked for a while, he went offline, and she shut down the computer.

Since then, they often chat, Tianlong is a big boy who understands her mind very much. Chatting with him makes you feel the difference of age, very comfortable and happy. Sometimes Xiao Shuqin really feels rejuvenated. Sometimes he will make jokes with a bit of a special word. She is getting used to it, and sometimes she is joking with him, but she always insists on a bottom line: that is, I can talk about it by chance, but only As a life adjustment, you can't cross the Leichi step. After all, he is a classmate of her son, and is the son of her colleague Lin Huiyin.

However, sometimes it is related to his topic, although it is suitable, but there are some things in Xiao Shuqin’s mind that have been wild but have been suppressed. It seems that the body has not been soothed for quite some time. Slowly wake up. One interesting thing is that she noticed that the boy who is also about 20 years old will also be online when she chats with Tianlong, and he sometimes appears after they chat or Tianlong goes offline, and there is nothing to say, come up and say These are very explicit and very vulgar, sometimes he will also ask her if she is very hard. In fact, she thinks that he sometimes speaks right, he is too depressed to be right.

"You are less than 40 years old. Why don't you find a man to love you? Can you talk about it? Auntie?"

"In order to take care of my son, I am afraid that finding it will affect him."

"This is not a contradiction! How hard you have been on this road!"

"In any case, it is coming anyway."

"Do you use your hands every time you want to be empty?"

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Gradually, Xiao Shuqin feels that since her divorce, her self-enclosed heart seems to usher in the second spring, but this time it was brought by two boys. One is the reality of Tianlong, the understanding is good, and the other is the illusory QQ. The number, straightforward, and the purpose of chatting with her is to satisfy her own. Gradually, Xiao Shuqin is accustomed to communicating completely different content with them at the same time. Sometimes I feel that my body has the characteristics of both the mother and the mother. Perhaps this is because human nature is complex and multifaceted. To be honest, after divorce, I have not been able to close myself in spirit for a long time, and I have closed up on it, and I have no self-consolation. The appearance of this netizen made him sleepy and ready to move. However, Xiao Shuqin repeatedly warned herself that it can be used for online chat, but it can only be virtual, and definitely can't meet, and can't really do anything with him.

On a quiet night in the night, when there is a strong heartless sleep, Xiao Shuqin will turn out their chat records, and with the words, with their hands or cold tools to get a little satisfaction. Sometimes she will think about what he is like. He said that he is very tall and physically strong, but they only exchanged texts. For privacy reasons, they did not have voice or video. According to his description, it seems to be similar to the height of the Tianlong.

One night, Tianlong was not online. Xiao Shuqin and the netizen chatted for a long time. He seemed to be particularly strong this time. He stimulated her with various plots and words. At the end, Xiao Shuqin found that she was already wet. Thorough. When she was eager to turn off the computer, she lost her clothes and lay on the big bed, anxiously climbed her left hand to her chest, put her right hand into her body, and looked at the blushing self in the mirror, she Can not help but cry, she hopes to enter his body at this moment is not his own fingers but a powerful young and handsome man Kong Wu powerful weapon. Xiao Shuqin closed her eyes and imagined being conquered by the young boy who had just chatted with herself, but what did he look like? She tried hard to imagine, but it was the face of Denon that came to me. It seems that he is looking at the naked self and asks: "Auntie, what are you doing?"

Xiao Shuqin immediately felt ashamed and self-confident, but the image of Tianlong was lingering. She tried to convince herself: "If Tianlong is not a son's classmate, not a colleague's son, you will not feel anything. This is completely secular prejudice. You have to be brave in pursuing true love. At this moment I need him to help me."