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Suddenly, I didn't dare to look at her anymore. My heart was filled with guilt towards him. I lit up another cigarette and blankly watched the smoke burn. I didn't dare to look at her.

Xu Jie turned my body, then used her large eyes to glare at me and said: "Why aren't you looking at me anymore? "Do you find it annoying to listen to what I'm saying? Do you think I'm too troublesome? How unlucky must I be to meet such a woman who keeps begging me to listen to him?"

I shook my head. "No, how could I find you annoying? Continue speaking. I'm listening. Why are you so happy? I owe you that."

Xu Jie asked: "What do you owe me, so you also know that you owe me, then you should repay it, don't always say that you, Chen Ge, always keep it in your mouth whether you owe me or not right? Is it really just hanging on the tip of my tongue? There's no action at all. "

I took a deep breath and said, "Other than that, I can pay you back, but I can't, you can't, I dare not pay you back. Really, Xu Jie, you are very well, but I am a little scared, I am just good. I am afraid that I am too used to you, I can't leave you, we are still young, and we still have a long road ahead of us, but who knows what will happen in the future.

Xu Jie said: "I don't want them, I only want you, can't I? "You're the only one left in this life."

I chuckled and said: "Chen Xiaoxiao had said those words before, but you've also seen the outcome of our life, don't easily say that it's too long and too heavy. You can't do it, and I can't either, understand?"

Xu Jie was startled, she stood up and said: "Enough, I'm telling you about us, why are you dragging Chen Xiaoxiao down, she is her, I am me, can it be the same?"

She slapped me, then pushed me away and ran to the door. I froze, not feeling the pain in my face, just a little numb, and didn't know what to do.

It was a good thing that at this moment, Qiu Qiu shouted at me: "Little brother, quickly chase after her. She's a little girl, you can rest assured during the middle of the night."

Xu Jie didn't run far, but squatted on the side of the entrance of the bar, with her head on her legs, crying. It was only then that I remembered, Dong Dong, I told you before that if a woman runs in front of you, she wants you to chase her back, so she won't run far, and she won't run too fast, because she's afraid that she'll wait for you, and she's afraid that if you don't chase, you won't be able to catch up.

I went over to her and squatted beside her, smoking, not looking at her, not daring to look, because I was afraid of her eyes, afraid that I would give in and agree to her request. I didn't know what I felt like, but I felt bad all over, an indescribable feeling, this discomfort, this discomfort.

She was crying with all her might, as if she wasn't the only one who was crying. Her tears were crying as well, and I quietly squatted on the side, not consoling her. I only knew that it would be better for her if I didn't speak.

After she had finished crying, she looked up at me and said, "Why didn't you coax me? Even if you lied to me, my heart will warm up a bit. At least it won't be this cold."

After I heard it, I did not say anything, but continued to smoke. After a few seconds, Xu Jie pushed me again: "I want you to lie to me now, to make me laugh, this way, you won't even do it?"

I said I didn't want to lie to her, and didn't want to lie to her at all. Then I said I was sorry, so Xu Jie asked if I would say anything else besides sorry.

When I didn't answer, she reached over and lifted my chin, and with her other hand she began to stroke my face. I didn't resist, I didn't stop her, I just didn't want to talk, I didn't want to talk.

She felt a little heartache and said, "Does it hurt? That's my temper, and you know it. I got mad and told you not to look for me, it's always a lie. You must forgive me for what I did when I lost my temper. I don't feel safe because I love you, but you don't love me, so I can only lose my temper. "

I pulled her hand and pulled her up. "Alright, I'll take you home. Why are you late? Your family will worry about you."

Xu Jie flung my hands away and shouted at me: "Why the f * ck are you treating me like this, you bastard, you scum, am I wrong? I've offended you, or what did I lie to you about, what deep hatred do I have? Why are you treating me like this, why are you doing this to me, why are you treating me like this, why are you treating me like this, what are you ignoring me for, why are you treating me like this, I'm also a man, I also have my own feelings, I also need someone to care about you, why are you giving Lin Xiao, or even Jiang Yu Fei these even not giving me any!"

I know she needs to vent, and I can only let her vent. Other than that, what else can I do? Could I lie to her and say that I like her, that I will treat her well for the rest of my life? This is not fucking love, it is just guilt, you want to turn it into guilt love, and that is even more so f * cking unfair to her?

Xu Jie looked at me without speaking, and continued: I feel really bad, I also feel wronged, no matter how old I am, I will be a treasure at home, my family will always spoil me, I have never been like this before, Chen Ge, what do you have that I should do for you, if I don't see anything better, I f * * k don't want it, it's all your fault, you son of a bitch, why don't you just go and die!

After saying that, she ran to the side of the road, opened her hands and looked at the cars coming and going, "Aren't you afraid of losing them again? "Then let me tell you, I'm standing here now, waiting for the car to hit me, you don't have to be afraid of losing it. If I get hit by a car and die, I will die with a heart that loves you, you don't have to be afraid anymore!"

"Let me tell you, whether it is now, or ten years later, twenty years, thirty years, or even fifty years later, I will still be here. I love you, but I will not leave you, and there is nothing you can lose!"

I was confused, although it was night time, but there were a lot of people racing and she suddenly ran out, what if something happened? I quickly went up to pull Xu Jie up, and told her not to do anything stupid, a taxi that was quickly approaching us, suddenly stopped in front of her, scaring me to death. If this car did not stop, Xu Jie would probably be sent flying, I would regret it for the rest of my life.

After the driver stopped the car, he cursed, "You want to die, go somewhere else to die, damn it."

I immediately dragged Xu Jie over and scolded her, "You're f * * king stupid. What if you get hit?"

Xu Jie was elated: "I'm fine, in other words, the heavens aren't even willing for me to die. If you don't accept me, the heavens won't forgive me!"

I said that you cried for a while and I really don't know what to say. She said that I didn't need to say anything and that it was fine to know her intentions. She isn't even afraid of death.

I am truly afraid that she will do something foolish again. I don't know why, but when I think about her crazy actions just now, I feel a burst of fear, and my tears start to uncontrollably fall. I don't want to cry, it is too embarrassing on this road, I really love my face, so I can only grit my teeth and endure.

But in the end, she still cried out and hugged Xu Jie: "Why are you so f * cking stupid, I f * * king f * * k you, enough, it's enough already, I'll f * * king take you in, don't mess with me, I'm really afraid, f * * k you, you b * stard, why are you not letting me go!"

The moment I cried, Xu Jie also cried. She hugged me with all her might and cried loudly, even Yan Yunfei and Qiu Qiu ran over, thinking that something had happened.

In this quiet night, the two of us embraced each other. In the end, I kissed her, held her hand, and then we went to the hotel next door and found a room.

She kissed me crazily, and as I kissed her, I opened the door as soon as I opened it. After I finally entered the room, she jumped on top of me, and before I could even turn on the light, I carried her in my arms and carried her onto the bed in the dark.

After that, my hand became dishonest, and so did she. In a short moment, we were honest with each other. I pressed my body against her body, and after looking at her face and asking a question of 'don't you regret', she firmly nodded her head.

Although this is my first time, there are some things that a man can do without a teacher.

That night, we were crazy.

When I woke up in the morning, my waist was still hurting. Xu Jie was lying on my body like an obedient little kitten, I smiled and kissed her forehead, she had also woken up, and after smiling at me, she climbed onto me again. I looked at her and asked a little fearfully, "Still coming back?"

After finishing her sentence, she reluctantly laid on my chest. I knew that she was exhausted, just like me. My entire body was covered in sweat. Thus, I got up and went to the toilet to take a bath.

After he came out, he saw Xu Jie making some calls and arguing with her for a while. After hanging up, he said a little helplessly: "Hubby, it's over, my dad knows that I'm with you, and I'm not home. I'm waiting for you at a restaurant in the city, so you can head over there to negotiate."

When I heard this, my face immediately turned bitter. Damn, how could I have forgotten about this? Her dad is a Rushing Thunder Dragon, how could he let me go?