Chapter 143： self is hell

Chapter 143 Self is Hell

Lin Shourong stepped through the door and caught sight of countless people, who were young or middle-aged couples.

Some of them got the most important baby in their life when they were newly married, and some of them worked hard for half their lives to get a child.

But all the happiness was eventually destroyed in the desert in City B.

Lin Shourong knows all too well that these are all sacrificed parents.

In order to feed the fins over the years, he has given up a lot of children so that Shazhen can have sufficient spiritual power and become a paradise.

Most of these children are innocent babies brought by their parents through this desert.

Of course, there are also a small number of Sand Town's own children.

Those couples didn't have any violent movements or words, they just kept silent, staring at Lin Shourong with haggard eyes.

The faces of those couples are indescribable, not like sadness and pain, not hideous.

But like a pool of stagnant water, his eyes are empty, like a ghost wandering the world, without a trace of vitality, and his whole body is full of despair.

Lin Shourong closed his eyes slightly, he was not a pervert who killed other people's children for pleasure.

He is a normal person who will feel guilty and heartache,

But the only thing that won't be regret.

Closing his eyes, the stagnant faces of those couples will still appear in Lin Shourong's retina.

seems to be directly imprinted in the brain through the eyes, which is 10,000 times more terrifying than the most terrifying horror movie, making people feel numb in an instant.

It was useless to close his eyes, so Lin Shourong simply opened his eyes again and looked directly at the men and women.

The two sides just stared at each other.

After a long time, Lin Shourong bowed deeply to them, then knelt down slowly, knelt down on the ground for these couples and kowtowed three times.

He was the youngest and most promising boy in Sand Town since he was a child, and when he grew up, he became a respected mayor.

He never made a fool of himself and never needed an apology even if he did something wrong.

But this time, he should kneel.

"sorry."

This sentence of apology came from Lin Shourong's heart.

"But I don't regret it."

The phrase    also comes from the heart.

Sand Town is an ancient and mysterious tribe. It is natural to have some unknown unique ability to survive in this complex world with the lowest sense of existence for generations.

After this famine came, Lin Shourong felt bad.

And through a special method, he has calculated that there will be a major crisis in Sand Town in the near future.

is not an ordinary crisis, but a big crisis of genocide.

He knew that the turbulence in this world would continue, and even more terrible things would happen.

But he is too old to do anything on his own, nor can he protect his family.

So what he can do is to seize all the time and opportunities to make Shazhen stronger and have a greater chance to successfully face the crisis and continue to inherit.

When he took over the burden from the previous generation mayor, he swore that he would use his life to protect his homeland, his tribe, and everyone here.

Today, he does the same.

Whether it is to sacrifice or come here to get the spiritual pearl, he is not for himself.

Those things he did might be sorry for too many people, but he was worthy of his tribe and his mission as the leader.

Even if he will go to **** after death and be tortured, he has no regrets or regrets.

Lin Shourong's eyes are magnanimous, if the time comes again, he will still do the same thing and will not change.

He should bear the bitter fruit that he should bear alone.

The faces of those couples suddenly turned ugly, and they stretched out their hands like Lin Shourong grabbed them.

Lin Shourong didn't dodge, he just waited for the attack.

The imaginable pain did not come. After those figures touched Lin Shourong's body, they became transparent and disappeared into the air.

His eyes became empty again, but before Lin Shourong could breathe a sigh of relief, a childish voice exploded in his ears.

"Grandpa, is that you?"

"Xiaoyi?"

Lin Shourong's voice became trembling.

That is his favorite grandson, the smartest and most sensible child he has ever seen.

But in the first two months, he couldn't find any travelers passing by in this desert. He had no choice but to send his most beloved child to that secret room...

Lin Shourong struggled for a long time, but finally felt that if he wanted to do this, he had to do it.

Xiaoyi is still young, no matter how smart he is, once Shazhen loses the protection of his spiritual power, he will suffer disaster sooner or later.

Since he can't support him growing up, he might as well make a contribution to his own tribe.

Behind the terrible reason are countless struggles and tears in the endless night.

"Grandpa, I am in pain, Xiaoyi is in pain."

Lin Shourong raised his eyes tremblingly...

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Abin's first level is Lisa. Lisa, who is already covered in blood, is trapped in the herd and shouts Abin's name hoarsely.

And a silver-white light was lying quietly about 300 meters away from Abin in the opposite direction.

Without any hesitation, Abin just glanced back at Lisa and walked towards the bead firmly.

"Abin, Abin, I love you so much, don't you love me? I have done so much for you, you can save me as long as you turn around."

Lisa screamed in the direction of A Bin, next to the deafening and terrifying roar of the alien beast.

"Of course I love you, but since you've done so much for it, this time it's the last thing you do for me."

This time, A Bin didn't even look back.

Maybe Abin didn't have any struggles and fluctuations in his heart when he passed, which made the spirit wave who set the level feel that the inner desire and fear of the test failed, and Abin had a second test.

His second test was that he finally obtained the Spiritual Power Pearl easily, not only the Spiritual Power Pearl, but also the other four beads were finally collected by him.

Abin became a hero who saved the world and was admired by the whole world.

Fame, status, beauty…

All the most primitive desires of human beings have been satisfied to the greatest extent, and he has lived the life of his dreams.

But the only difference is that it's all fake.

In this beautiful dream, unreasonableness is revealed everywhere, so that those who experience it can clearly know that this is just an illusion, and all this is not the most real reality.

But even though he knew it was an illusion, Abin still enjoyed everything in the falsehood, constantly escaping the more obvious flaws, and immersed himself in endless fantasies...

(end of this chapter)