Chapter 186

My heart beat fast, and for the first time, I became inarticulate and even made a low-level mistake of logic confusion when I expounded my views.

I saw that some colleagues looked at each other, seemingly questioning whether I had drunk fake wine today, how could I become so mentally retarded.

"When we do this design, we should consider the complex and changeable international market, so I think it is necessary to integrate some international diversified design."

I shook the information in my hand, some unnatural tugged at the corners of my mouth.

The reason why I stopped was because I saw Shi Minyuan frown and looked at me with a lot of dissatisfaction.

I think he must be full of doubts and disdain for my point of view.

"I hope you can give me some advice." I pretended to be calm and glanced at everyone, and Shi Minyuan had lowered his head.

My heart was immediately filled with doubts. What does this mean?

At this time, a high-level speaker reluctantly opened the embarrassing situation.

He agreed with me, and so did others. I hinted several times that I wanted to hear different opinions, but no one spoke.

I looked at Shi Minyuan with a guilty look, but he suddenly got up and left the table.

There was silence and everyone turned their eyes to me.

In a moment, my heart seemed to be pierced by countless iron nails after a few seconds.

My point of view is how bad, let him even "pretend" the courage to go down.

My throat was twitching violently. I took a deep breath and quickly changed into a smiling face. "At present, this is what I have described. Please add."

I forced myself to finish the meeting with you and stayed in the room for an excuse.

Empty conference room, let my confused heart more nowhere to place, I squeeze my temples, close my eyes, breathing hard.

In fact, from the moment I knew that he was working here, I constantly built a psychological defense line for myself and warned myself to face Shi Minyuan calmly.

However, most of the time, the proportion of thinking and doing is seriously unbalanced.

Outside a familiar sound of footsteps, from far to near, I suddenly sat up straight.

Shi Minyuan came in from the door, with a blue opaque bag in his hand, and went straight to me.

He looked at me without expression, and my heart twitched again.

I turned to sneer and said, "even if you don't want to listen to my nonsense any more, you shouldn't be so ungracious."

The view outside the window became blurred in my focused eyes, and I held my palm in secret to suppress the chaotic mood.

"Drink the soymilk." He said lightly.

I was stunned, surprised to turn around, in front of has put a cup of soybean milk.

"I heard that you had a stomachache and asked for leave in the morning. You were not in a state for the meeting just now. Did your stomach feel bad again?" Shi Minyuan slightly frowned at me, the concern in the eyes gradually became clear.

I felt as if I had been slapped in the face.

"Hot, drink it as soon as possible." Shi Minyuan's voice softened a lot, which made me feel more miserable.

I held my glass and said, "thank you."

Shi Minyuan took a meaningful breath, "is that bastard hurt you again?"

"No, No I repeatedly shook my head, raised my head, and explained with a guilty heart, "it's that I have been eating irregularly recently, so my stomach is not feeling well. In fact, I just It's not that bad. "

Shi Minyuan leaned against the table and held up his arms. He frowned slightly and looked out of the window. His side face was so deep that I couldn't breathe.

as like as two peas, the sun shone on his body, and his black hair was coated with a charming yellowish yellow. The outline of his facial features was exactly the same as the man I loved in memory.

My fingers around the cup were intertwined.

It's not going back.

After a few minutes of silence, he opened his mouth faintly. "I don't know what kind of relationship you have with him, but I hope you don't fall in love with him."

"How could it be? No I apologized eagerly, but then felt that such an excuse was feeble, even more than a lot.

"Jena, I said a lot of hurtful words to you before. I admit that I did have some mistakes, but I really hope you are OK."

I bit my lips and looked at his deep locked brows, and my nose was sour.

"I will. Thank you for reminding me." I tried to raise the corners of my mouth, even though I couldn't see my smile from his point of view.

I breathed dryly, "so, how are you doing?"

He didn't answer me, he just pulled the corners of his mouth and left.

Tears out of control of the fall, I tightly clenched fist hit on the knee.

If I was not Tang Jiena, if he was not Shi Minyuan, would we No, no if.

On Friday night, I asked Liu Qingqing for dinner. It was the first time that we had a formal meal since the last reconciliation.Liu Qingqing was dressed in lotus root suspender skirt and horsetail. She was so beautiful.

She put her chin in her hands, raised her eyebrows, curled her mouth and said, "if you have a new friend, forget your old friend, cut it."

I was a little embarrassed to explain, "no, I'm not dating you?"

"No, you are as good as glue with Geng you ye recently. Don't think I don't know." Liu Qingqing said unhappily.

I put my hand on the back of her hand and said with a smile, "I'm sorry. I'll ask you a little more from tomorrow."

Liu Qingqing gave me a look, "is she beyond my position in your heart?"

"How can it be, how long have I known her, and how long have I known you?" I frowned and said seriously.

Liu Qingqing then showed a charming smile and squeezed hard on my chin, "yes, I don't care how many new friends you know, in short, the most important position in your heart must be me."

"Of course." I turned around and hugged her shoulder. What I saw in my mind was our green school days.

We ate and talked, and the atmosphere gradually returned to the former joy.

Liu Qingqing suddenly took a breath, his expression became a little unnatural.

I quickly put down the avocado yogurt in my hand and nervously asked, "what's the matter with you?"

"You and Qin Tian Or that? " Liu Qingqing stammered.

I looked up at the ceiling from my seat and said, "please ask me some fresh questions. When you ask me the day I die, my answer is the same."

"Ha ha." Liu Qingqing's embarrassed smile.

I tilted my head and looked at her. "Why, you haven't got him yet?"

Liu Qingqing shook his head, "he has been abstinence, do you know?"

"What, what, ban Desire? " I suddenly approached Liu Qingqing, "he can't be ill, is he?"

"It's not that he's sick, he's willing to be like that." Liu Qingqing looked at me seriously, and I was scared by her eyes.