I have to find him now and ask why he did it, why!

He turned off his cell phone and I drove to his company.

The front desk lady saw my expression and immediately became very strange. I didn't care so much. She had the cheek to ask her to call Shi Minyuan's office for me.

The front desk lady looked at me in surprise, "he has resigned for three days, don't you know?"

Quit?

I was stunned for a few seconds, shook my head awkwardly, said thanks, and left in dismay.

On the car, I immediately ran to the studio to go, but also rushed empty.

The studio's house has been rented to someone else. The other party told me that it was the house taken over last week. As for the reason of subletting, the other party did not know.

I sat on the sidewalk across from the studio, powerless on my knees, heart stuffed.

Divorce, resignation, even the studio has been sublet out. What does Shi Minyuan want?

I think Li dan'er should not be in Shi Minyuan's house, no matter whether they have been divorced or not, so I decided to go to his family to take a chance.

Driving around the city, I suddenly feel a little afraid and strange, such a man can not touch his heart, love him is not an unknown adventure?

Can love really be great enough to risk recklessly

When I got to Shi Minyuan's house, I got another bad news.

The house has been sold to others. It was the neighbor who told me. She asked where Shi Minyuan was going. Shi Minyuan didn't say that he just wanted to go out for a walk.

I was stabbed again, the more I couldn't find him, the more I wanted to find him.

I called him while driving, and I wandered around the city, but it was as hard to find someone in the huge city aimlessly as it was in the next game.

I had no choice but to brazenly send wechat to our former classmates and friends, pretending to ask him about the copyright of a work and whether he was with him.

Asked a lot of people, do not know his whereabouts, he really does not like to socialize a person, I think many students almost forget him.

Finally, when I was about to despair, a high school classmate came back to me, "he won't go to the clock tower again for inspiration, will he?"

Bell Tower!

My blood was boiling again. It was a place he used to visit when he was a student. An art bell tower built in the late Republic of China contains many artists' works. Shi Minyuan said that it can give him a lot of inspiration.

Later, the bell tower was redecorated by the government, which added a bit of modern artistic flavor. Shi Minyuan no longer went. He said that the bell tower is full of the smell of paint and plastic, and has become a waste product.

It's almost ten o'clock now. Will he be in the place he already hates?

Before I had time to hesitate, I lifted my soft foot and stepped on the gas pedal and sped towards the clock tower.

Located in the northernmost part of the city, the bell tower is hidden in the thick night, revealing a kind of medieval depth and mystery.

The glimmer from the window made my eyes ache. I raised my wrist to block my forehead and walked over with a deep foot and a shallow one.

At this time, there are no tourists in the bell tower. I hold the stairs and drag my stiff legs up one by one.

On the top floor, in front of the huge French windows, a black figure sat by the window. The fireworks in his hands tore the darkness apart.

"Shi Minyuan!" I exclaimed excitedly. I ran out of control and crouched in front of him. "Why do you want to divorce Li dan'er?"

The moonlight shines through the window and carves the patterns on the glass into shadows on him. He looks like a sculpture of ancient times, deep and charming.

He still side face, gently smoked a cigarette, exhaled smoke, light asked, "do you like the bell tower now?"

I was stunned for a moment, some angry grabbed his arm and asked in a loud voice, "I asked why you did that. You are very sorry for Li dan'er. Do you understand?"

Because of too much force, his shoulder was shaking a few times by me, every time there was a kind of tottering feeling.

I let go of my hand in pain.

"You shouldn't be like that. You love each other so much. She just lost her child..." I choked, my eyes blurred to see his side face.

"I'm here tonight to see the clock tower again, to recall what it was like, and to remember what I was like." Shi Minyuan said quietly and slowly turned to look at me.

Against the light, his eyes are like meteors, breaking my heart.

"Sometimes because you get something, you lose your original self, and that really doesn't make sense."

He took a smoke, put his arm down and looked down at the fireworks.

"What do you mean? If you think I'm a friend, can you tell me clearly? Please." My voice has a strong cry, I really can't help it.

His light fragrance and the smell of sunshine, as before, fascinate me, but now more is to let me heartache."I'm going to France. I'll go home first."

"Are you going abroad? Why? Is it really uncomfortable here? " I let go of his arm, but his temperature was still in the palm.

"Our marriage is a mistake. I lost my freedom and lost myself. She also became unlike her. I went to France. I thought about it for a long time. It will not be wrong." He held up the smoke and gazed at the fireworks with an eerie calm expression.

"Don't you take marriage too casually, she will be very sad if you do this. Can you think about it?" I sucked my nose and closed the overflowing crying cavity. "You forget that you told me you fell in love with her. Did you forget the firmness at that time?"

"At that time, we didn't know it was going to change, did we?" He looked at me with an expressionless look that made me speechless.

My whole heart was filled with pain and suffocation, and I couldn't speak.

"If the deteriorated things are still lingering, it is disrespect to the other party." He turned to look out of the window and said faintly, "for example, the bell tower is no longer the flavor of that year. Those people think that rebuilding can be better. They are just patching things up."

I shook my head and said, "no, the bell tower has no feelings. It is a passive change, but people can change through communication. You can't..."

"Jena, you stay with me for a while, don't say anything, OK?" He put his arm on my shoulder and gently rubbed the back of my head.

"Wu --" a sound, my tears are like the flood that broke through the gate, I covered my face and cried fiercely in front of him.

Who changed in the end, love is not really a safe, it can not keep fresh, also can not guarantee quality?