"My mother is an outhouse. She doesn't have much money. Before, my father would secretly give my mother some money, but then my father disappeared. In order to live, my mother put me in a boarding school, she went out to work to earn money to pay for my expenses. I have been raised in boarding school since I remember. Later, my father's family suddenly found me, saying it was to let me recognize my family and give my mother a lot of money. My mother didn't refuse, but accepted the money. She said to me, Niuniu, I can't give you the best life, but your father's family can. Take this opportunity to become a human being. " "I cried and begged her not to go. But she finally left. Then I was brought home by my grandparents. I knew at that time that my father and his wife had been married for more than ten years and had no children, so their family thought of me, a child born outside the house. They promised mom that they would raise me well. So mom gave me to them. " "At the beginning, they did give me good clothes and good food. But my father's wife always beat and scolded me when my grandparents and father were not at home. I swear that I must rely on my own efforts to control my life, rather than being pushed around and called "So I read like crazy, and then I took the best test abroad. When I got the offer of University, my family was against my going to study abroad, so I told them that I would not spend a cent on them. All the tuition and living expenses, I earned by myself. Then I resolutely left that terrible home and went abroad to start my hard-working life. " "At the beginning, my family will ask about me. But I didn't ask about it for a while later. I inquired about it and found out that my father's wife was finally pregnant. They have their own lineage in their family. Naturally, I, a child born outside the family, is no longer important.

So, I said, I have no home. Mom doesn't know where, Dad As if not. That's not my home either. " Niuniu said with a chuckle, "so I'm trying so hard to make money. Only money can bring me a sense of security."

Shen Mo suddenly held Niu's hand and said, "Niu Niu, it's not easy for you." Niuniu shook her head and said, "I don't think it's hard, but I think it's very good. To live by oneself is stronger than anything. I'm not short of money now. Even if I graduate to find a job, I won't starve to death. So many years of honing, let me understand a lot of truth in advance. In fact, I really envy you. I have been hurt since I was a child. I can't, I can only rely on myself. "

"I will let brother Jianqing hurt you more in the future." Said Shen Mo with a mouthful. "No, it's impossible for me and him." Niuniu shook her head and said, "his lintel won't accept the illegitimate daughter of a woman in the outer room. You are all giants, the most important bloodline. It doesn't matter even if it's civilians, but we must have pure blood. And I... I don't even know who my mother is and who my grandparents are. From the time I remember, only mom and myself. Besides, my mother didn't marry my father before she gave birth to me. This kind of thing can't be accepted by the giants. "

"A girl of unknown blood, no one will accept it. What's more, I don't want to stain the lintel of a rich family. " Niuniu laughs and says: "it's very good to be friends with you. It's my best luck. How can I be greedy for everything?"

Shen Mo looks at Niu quietly.

At this moment, Shen Mo seems to see something different from what she always heard and saw.

It turns out that not all girls in the world are born lucky.

Her luck is really rare in the world.

Niuniu is actually about the same age as her, but she has experienced many times more than her.

Originally, life can be so cruel.

Shen Mo couldn't help but ask, "do you miss them?" Niuniu shook her head: "I don't remember my mother anymore. When I was a child, I lived in a boarding school. I couldn't see her once a month, but at the end of each month, she would make money to my account to pay for my boarding school. Then I'll come to see you once a long time, but once an hour. When I was seven years old, when I came back to my father's house, she never appeared again. So I don't remember her anymore. "

"Then do you hate them?" Shen Mo thinks he's tangled up. "Hate? Why hate? " Niuniu said with a wry smile, "they all have their own necessities and their own difficulties. Mom left with tears in her eyes. I know she won't give me up. But I also know that if she doesn't let go, with her meager salary, she will not be able to pay my boarding fee in the near future. I will lose the opportunity to study, learn at the bottom of society, and then waste my life. " "And my father, he did love my mother. But he couldn't match the arrangement of his family, and he married a woman he didn't love. At that time, he was probably suffering and struggling, right? So he compensated me in this way. Although up to now he has not given me much fatherly love, at least let me

avoid dropping out of school and avoid learning bad because of lack of education at the bottom of society. "

"So why should I hate it? After all, when I was born, they really loved each other. " Niuniu tidies up the quilt, smiles and says, "I'm not as vulnerable as you think."

"I can't hang up. You always hide from brother Jianqing. You are afraid that even if you are together, you will be separated in the future, right? " Shen Mo's rare enlightenment.

Niuniu nodded, "yes."

"Then, Niuniu, is your name Niuniu?" Shen Mo asked again. "I have a lot of names, which my mother gave me, my father gave me, and my name in foreign countries. My favorite is the name my mother gave me. Niu Niu. Simple and easy to remember, pure as ever. " Niuniu replied, "my father's surname is Dai, and my Chinese name should be Dai

Niuniu. But I don't like this surname, and I don't want to have any trouble with it any more, so you'd better call me Niu Niu. "

"Well, sister Niuniu, I will support you to the end!" Shen Mo reaches out and bravely holds Niu Niu's hand and says, "it's good to call Niu Niu! We don't want the last name! "

Niuniu chuckled out: "well, don't give me your last name. Well, it's late. Go to bed early! "

"Good night, sister Niu." Shen Mo took back his hand and fell asleep. Listen to Shen Mo's even breath, but Niu Niu can't sleep.