536 The Two Things Lu Jinwen Could Never Give

Lin Xuanji had already left and yet you're still waiting for her!

Her words replayed in Lu Jinwen's ears over and over again. Was he really waiting for her?

He was especially privileged and innately cold-blooded. Back all those years ago in the temple, he was seriously bored and was probably mad to listen to that monk. He lifted up the bead curtain and noticed that red figure, and their eyes met. That one glimpse had changed their fates forever.

Time flew and took away many of his memories. But whenever it was dark at night, or even when he just closed his eyes, he would still form a vivid image of that red figure in his mind.

She used to be so fresh-faced and he would see her smiling all the time. She was just like a maiden who had romantic notions filled with a fairytale-like romance.

But he was different, he was pragmatic and held great power within his hands. He was the most noble and astute king. He didn't have any weaknesses.

He never expected himself to ever meet a woman like Lin Xuanji. She barged into his life, in the name of love and bit him hard, causing him everlasting pain.

"Lu Jinwen, did you appear at Bangkok No.7 back then? You did!

"Lin Xuanji had been after you for so long and when she claimed that she was going to leave… when she threatened to put away her feelings for you, you panicked. You rushed to Bangkok No.7, you backed down and succumbed to her threats. But what happened after you went there?

"Lin Xuanji didn't appear!"

Lin Xuanji didn't appear.

Lin Xuanji had written that note asking Lu Jinwen to meet her at Bangkok No.7, he had gone, but she hadn't.

Lin Xuanyin prodded herself in her chest. "Everyone knows that I have a heart disease. They say that I have congenital heart failure. Ha. Haha, the fact is that I became like this because of you. I turned out like that because I wanted to save you!"

Lu Jinwen's body stiffened, he lowered his eyes and he was suddenly morose.

Bangkok No.7. It was a taboo subject for him.

It was a hurdle that he would never overcome.

He had appeared for the meeting at Bangkok No.7 back then, just that it was a valley with poisonous gas.

He had waited for an hour in the valley and taken in the toxic gases. Because of that, he contracted a poison.

He didn't even manage to make it out of the valley by himself, fainting in the midst of it.

When he opened his eyes, there was someone beside him. It was Lin Xuanyin.

Lin Xuanyin had taken in the toxic gases out of his body and it was transferred into hers instead.

For the subsequent years, the toxic gases had permeated through her body, giving her congenital heart failure.

He had tried different ways to save Lin Xuanyin's life, but all to no avail. The only way to save Lin Xuanyin was to get her a heart transplant.

He wanted to dig out Lin Xuanji's heart.

Lin Xuanji had set him up, asking to meet at a place that would kill him.

The next time he met Lin Xuanji was at the airport. She stood behind Jun Mosheng, he was the second son of the Jun family and she was following him to the Z nation.

She had given up on him, choosing Jun Mosheng instead.

How could he allow her to leave that easily?

He captured her and made use of his influence in the Capital to chase the entire Jun family out of Karghalik.

His waist was encircled by someone from behind. Lin Xuanyin had gotten down from the bed and hugged him from behind. "Jinwen, I love you. I did everything for you, on my own accord. I know that you hate Lin Xuanji as much as you love her, and so you've given me all the doting that was meant for her."

He loved her so much that he could ruin an entire city just for her.

Back then, he had ordered for the entire Capital to be filled with dandelions while he held Lin Xuanyin in his arms, the two of them enjoying the view while standing on a tower. He had done it on purpose, it was only after Lin Xuanji witnessed the scene and was heartbroken while leaving that place that he felt satisfied inside. He had taken his revenge.

"Jinwen, you should have continued hating her, why did your heart soften? Why did you continue to be tempted by Xuanji?"

Lin Xuanyin couldn't understand his actions, why did his heart soften?

Tang Mo'er was a premature baby.

Why did Lin Xuanji have a premature birth? The doctor had told her that it was because Lu Jinwen had sex with Lin Xuanji that night.

Lin Xuanji was already nine months pregnant then, her stomach was huge. Even if Lin Xuanji was beautiful, she was fundamentally a pregnant lady with a huge bump, but Lu Jinwen still couldn't hold himself in.

What charms did Lin Xuanji have to be able to seduce Lu Jinwen onto her bed over and over again?

She knew for a fact that Lu Jinwen was obsessed with Lin Xuanji's body.

He only had one woman in his entire life, and that was Lin Xuanji.

Even when Lin Xuanji was pregnant, or after Lin Xuanji had left him, he never had another woman.

There are many women who were young and beautiful, but Lin Xuanji was the apple of his eye.

After she gave birth to Tang Mo'er prematurely, Lin Xuanji locked him outside of her hospital ward. He was frantic with worry and his heart ached.

After they returned to the bungalow, Lin Xuanji locked him out of her room every single day and he would pry it open every single night, without the need for any professional help. He would warn her while prying it open, "Little one, you're asking for me to teach you a lesson again? When I'm done with this lock, you'll regret it."

Whenever he comes back from a week-long business trip, the servants in the bungalow wouldn't be surprised to see the bedroom door closed for an entire day.

He would stay in the bungalow and have sex with her, forgetting about everything at that moment and he would never stop. He was relentless.

"Jinwen, Xuanji has always wanted to know whether you love her or not. She has been waiting for your answer for far too long, have you ever told her before, that you love her?" Lin Xuanyin asked.

Lu Jinwen closed his eyes, not revealing any expression on his face. By the time he reopened his eyes, he behaved as though nothing had happened and their conversation had never taken place.

Everything was just like a dream to him, he would forget about it quickly.

Lu Jinwen took her hands off of his body, his voice a little husky as he said, "Xuanyin, you saved my life back then and I've given you everything that I could possibly give you. But I have my limits, there are two things that I can never give you."

"I'll keep my promise and save you. No matter where Lin Xuanji is, I'll make sure to find her. The transplant was halted back then but rest assured, once she comes back we'll continue."

Lu Jinwen then walked away, leaving the place after speaking.

As always, he chose to leave.

Lin Xuanyin stood there, not knowing what to do. She actually wasn't that worried about the heart transplant. Lu Jinwen had already authorized the heart transplant back then and if it wasn't for that incident, Lin Xuanji's heart would have already been transplanted into her body.

But if it wasn't for that incident that ruined Lin Xuanji back then, would he have agreed to the heart transplant surgery?

Lin Xuanyin was aware that she was being too greedy. She wanted everything, things that he was able to give her and those that he wasn't able to give too.

What he couldn't give was, sex and love.

But she wanted it all.