"It's disgusting. I'm blind."

On the way back, starlight didn't cry, but Xia and Xia cried bitterly. The tears had been flowing down and couldn't stop.

Starlight several times to see her, are very worried, can only quietly take up the tissue, constantly wipe her tears.

"I'm so stupid. I deserve today. How can I like people like that? It's black and white."

Xia Xia murmured while crying.

The driver was driving ahead, surprised.

Ruixi also sat in front of him and looked back at Xia Xia, who was crying.

"Why cry? What is there to cry for? " Rui Xi finally couldn't help but reprimand. "For an idol, as for crying like this? I didn't see you cry like that when my aunt and uncle went back

"Can that be the same?" Xia Xia couldn't help but retort.

"Why is it different?" Ruixi frowns. "I think you are one track minded."

"It's not that I can't see my mom and grandma back. I don't need to cry." Xia Xia sucked her nose and cried, "now it is, my idol is dead."

"Dead?" Rui Xi was scared and looked at the starlight. He asked in dismay, "ronglichuan is dead."

Starlight is also scared, immediately shake his head.

She understood the meaning of Xia Xia this time, referring to Rong Lichuan's death in his heart.

It's not really dead.

Rui Xi relaxed tone, also instantly understood, "met with Rong Lichuan?"

"Can you not mention him?" Starlight also immediately sink down face, think of Rong Lichuan, is also very angry.

Rui Xi touched a snuff of ashes, also a bit muddled, this in the end how to return a responsibility?

"My idol, dead, he is not black and white, he is simply a person who has no more mistakes, his world is a paste, I like that idol, I am blind, I regret it." Xia Xia was so sad after all. She cried out so many words at one breath.

Her grievances may not be understood.

Brain powder won't understand.

She now a little hate their brain damage, hate themselves should not be so blind to like a person.

This guy, it's like this.

She was very sad.

"If you regret, you don't like it." Rui Xi said: "but I don't think Rong Lichuan is so bad. Did you misunderstand something?"

"Shut up." Xia Xia roared: "you help that thing say a word, I throw you down."

Ruixi flattened his mouth and looked at Xia Xia in front of him in amazement, and then looked at the starlight.

The stars are silent.

Rui Xi Leng next: "it seems that Rong Lichuan is completely to the summer to offend, so frightening, I still see it for the first time."

"Shut up. Don't mention that name again." Xia Xia is really injured, injured to the bone marrow, so even Rong Lichuan's name do not want to hear.

Back home, Xia Xia Xia's eyes are swollen with tears.

Seeing her red eyes, the housekeeper was frightened and asked, "what's going on? Why did Miss Xia Xia cry

"It's OK." Rui Xi helped the rescue, holding the housekeeper's shoulder directly, whispered: "children are in a bit of a mood. Please prepare some delicious food. I think we may have to eat a lot in summer tonight."

Sure enough, that night, summer and summer began to eat and drink.

She ate three drumsticks in one breath. When she chewed on the drumsticks, it was like hating them again.

It's just a kind of venting anger.

Starlight and Ruixi are looking at her, worried very much.

Xia Xia didn't cry, that is, she didn't speak. She ate everything just like she saw her enemy. She was extremely jealous.

Xingguang understands her mood, in the end Rong Lichuan is the idol she has liked for a long time. It suddenly said that she did not like it. It also had something to do with herself. She was very sorry.

Several times, the starlight stopped.

Summer and summer are still eating, three chicken legs finished, also ate a bowl of rice.

"Xia Xia Xia, don't eat it." Chen Xingguang is really worried, so eat, summer gluttony, will hurt the spleen and stomach. "If you eat too much, you should have a stomachache."

Summer a meal, fundus float up a trace of pain color, voice also hoarse with a trace of astringent tone: "I am in a bad mood, I want to cry now."

"Is it worth wasting your tears for an idol you don't like?" The starlight whispered.

Xia Xia was stunned.

Is it worth it?

Yeah, it's not worth it for an idol who doesn't distinguish right from wrong.

"But I can't help it."

Starlight didn't go on preaching in a hurry, just sighed. "Maybe he's not so bad, just because he doesn't want to believe my aunt did something like that, so he can only question me, and you don't want idols because of me. I'm sorry.""It has nothing to do with you." Xia Xia shakes her head. "The idol in my heart should not be like this. I think he is perfect, but it doesn't matter if he is not perfect, but he is so ugly that I can't accept it."

Starlight still blames himself.

Rui Xi looked at two people, eyes fell on Xia Xia's body, and said thoughtfully: "I have said that chasing stars should not be blind."

"Isn't Rong Lichuan your friend?" Xia Xia immediately asked back, with complaints in her tone.

"So." Rui Xi said: "read well, life has a lot of things more meaningful."

"I see." Although Xia Xia is not comfortable in his heart, she still nods. Indeed, there are many meaningful things in life, and it is not necessary to pursue stars like this.

"We have chosen a major. Do you have any plans for the college and major we are going to go to?" Rui Xi still raised a question to change the topic.

"I'll go to Oxford University to see the interview results. I'll major in English language and literature, minor in economics and management."

"Are you going to study economics?" Xia Xia and Rui Xi are stunned.

Chen Xingguang nodded and his eyes were filled with confidence. "I choose what I like and what I may like."

Although she didn't say too much, Xia Xia and Ruixi are very clear that she chose to minor in this major for Gu Xiaomo.

She has taken into account, in the future life, with Gu Xiaomo, put him into the expectation of life.

"I support you." "I chose the University of London," Xia said

"You're not going to Cambridge?"

As everyone knows, Rong Lichuan is at the University of London.

But now, Xia Xia still chose to go to London University, which made them all very surprised.

Xia Xia seriously said: "I went to London University, not because of Rong Lichuan, my current choice has nothing to do with anything, just because London University is suitable for me, I will study here in the future."

"I'm going to Cambridge." Ruixi smiles.

Three people looked at each other with a smile, and they all had some emotion.

They, after all, went to three different universities.

But every weekend, they will take the train or subway back to London's residence, get together, so that the life is very rich and happy.

In a flash, four years passed.