Chapter 1204

Lin Zhonghuai was stunned. All the unhappiness in his heart disappeared, only guilt and apology.

I'm deeply sorry.

Then, he heard Xia Yuxi open his mouth: "Zhonghuai, I, I, er, do you want to eat something?"

Seeing his little woman blushing and hesitating, Lin Zhonghuai felt more remorse.

I made her incoherent.

He nodded his head in a low voice. "Good."

Step in the rain.

Lin Zhonghuai asked about the smell of her breath, which was mixed with the fragrance of red wine, so intoxicating.

She was drinking.

Lin Zhonghuai was stunned and looked down at her.

Xia Yuxi walked past him, put things down, came back and closed the door.

Lin Zhonghuai looks at her and Xia Yuxi locks the door.

Lin Zhonghuai was stunned and looked at her in surprise.

Xia Yuxi came to him and looked at him with red eyes. His face was even more red. Then, she said in a low voice: "Zhonghuai, I really don't want to tell you that I'm worried. I, in short, I'm really sorry."

Whispering softly, Xia Yuxi's head drooped lower, and did not dare to see Lin Zhonghuai.

Seeing her like this, Lin Zhonghuai sighed at how much pressure he had brought to this woman.

His hand lifted up to gently hold Xia Yuxi's face, let her look up, face himself.

Then, he saw her, and tears came out of her eyes.

Lin Zhonghuai stopped and reached out with the other hand. He gently held Xia Yuxi's waist, and then held her in his arms with a slight force.

Xia Yuxi hugged his waist and said, "Zhonghuai, I regret it!"

Yes.

At this moment, seeing that he was so miserable, she was sure she regretted it.

Never regret the previous decision, always feel that rational thinking, such a decision, leaving him is the best choice, at least for him is the best choice.

But now in the face of such a painful and sad Lin Zhonghuai, Xia Yuxi's heart pulled out the pain and pain.

After the lost and recovered, I found that they were two different moods.

"I regret that I left you. I should face with you, go to America together, and support each other to this day." She whispered softly.

Hearing this, Lin Zhonghuai was stiff, and a touch of sadness flashed through his eyes.

Until now, she was willing to say so, admitting that it was not quite right.

It's not easy.

But time, wasted eight years.

They've been apart for so long.

Xia Yuxi wet eyes, hand tight grip of Lin Zhonghuai's clothes collar, quietly continued to say: "in those years, it was my father who found me, worried that your studies would be delayed by me, so he wanted you to study in the United States."

"Why don't you tell me?" Lin Zhonghuai left her a little and looked down at Xia Yuxi.

"Because I'm not good enough." Xia Yuxi said, with a smile of self mockery on her face, which was a little sad.

If at that time she was confident enough, if at that time she did not have so much inferiority complex, perhaps, the result was not like this.

Lin Zhonghuai looked at Xia Yuxi deeply. All the emotions on her face were seen in his eyes and kept in his heart.

How could it not be his wish?

If he was good enough and gave her enough confidence, maybe he would not have been separated for so long.

Life is like a dream. It can be seen that some things can not be solved by talking about them.

Lin Zhonghuai held Xia Yuxi's shoulder and locked Xia Yuxi's eyebrows with his deep sight.

"I'm not good enough." He said.

"No, no!" Xia Xi, I don't think it's better to break up, but I don't think it's better to break up with you

Lin Zhonghuai's hand slightly forced, pinched Xia Yuxi's shoulder.

She uttered an imperceptible exclamation.

It's a little painful.

Lin Zhonghuai immediately let go.

"Does it hurt?"

Xia Yuxi shakes her head, looks a little trance, and smiles at him.

After drinking the wine, I was warm all over. Now I'm a little bit above the top.

"It's just that time is too cruel. It's fate." Xia Yuxi whispered: "Zhonghuai, don't blame your father. In fact, this matter can't blame him."

"Don't you blame him?" Lin Zhonghuai gave a wry smile: "maybe you are right. You should not blame him all. You and I have responsibilities. I should bear more responsibilities. At the beginning, you said that you would break up. I should not agree. But I, with too strong self-esteem, could stand such cruelty. I couldn't bear it, so I agreed. "

" Zhonghuai, let's forget those unpleasant things. " Xia Yuxi's hand tightly grasped Lin Zhonghuai's arm, pulled his hand down, held his big hand, and whispered, "shall we start again?"Lin Zhonghuai was stunned and looked at Xia Yuxi. He knew in his heart that he should forget, but he still couldn't stand it.

It's hard to be calm.

Looking back on the lost period of time, full of melancholy, not happy.

Xia Yuxi looked at his hesitation, the expression on his face was complex, fell in her eyes, and was tight in the heart.

Too long.

He may be too sad for this lonely time to walk out.

She felt more guilty in her heart.

Xia Yuxi doesn't know how to comfort Lin Zhonghuai, but holds Lin Zhonghuai's hand tightly.

In the room, the atmosphere fell into a period of silence.

"How difficult are you to be obedient?" Lin Zhonghuai whispered: "my father let you leave me, you leave me, why don't you defend our love?"

Xia Yuxi felt very uncomfortable and suffocated heavily.

"Oh." Lin Zhonghuai gave a bitter smile. "How hypocritical I am, I still blame you at this time. In fact, the most important reason is that I didn't do a good job myself. I should have found out that."

"Zhong Huai." Xia Yuxi couldn't bear to open his mouth: "you don't do that, those, really in the past, I don't know how you know, but since you know, I am also relieved."

Xia Yuxi took a breath again, "you always asked me why I escaped twice, in fact, I don't know how to answer."

Lin Zhonghuai was stunned and looked at her, a little shocked.

Is this a complete confession?

"My uncle asked me to leave you for the first time, but I think it's the best choice for you. Although I regret it now, I think carefully, Zhong Huai, if we were together every day, maybe eight years later, we might have broken up."

Lin Zhonghuai was stunned.

"Life goes round and round, and no one knows what will happen next. It is precisely because we can't get it that we know the taste of loss and the taste of love that we can't have. Only by learning these lessons can we cherish our life and be more stable together in the future."