Chapter 821

Shang Lin said so many words in one breath. Every word was choked, and every word was conveyed to Lin Chengyun's ears.

And each word was also conveyed to Gu Hao and Gu Xiaozhu's ears, listening to them are also a fog in the eye.

For a time, the whole ward was quiet, no one spoke, only Shanglin stood there quietly looking at Lin Chengyun, eyes are full of tears.

And Lin Chengyun's bald head on the hospital bed turns to the inner road.

Her face is indifferent, look carefully, but slowly condense in the eyes of moist fog, the fog in that full of sick face is more crystal clear, only because she faces inside, no one can see.

"Mom, why don't you apologize to your sisters?" Shanglin continued: "didn't you say that you want to be a dare to be

"Get out of here!" Lin Chengyun seemed to have done his best and roared: "you all get out of here. I don't want you to tell me what to do. You all get out of here. Don't let me see you again!

When I see you, my whole life's misfortune will come out. It's because of you that I am so unfortunate. If I didn't have you, I would be very happy! "

Some complaints roared out, if put in the original, Gu Hao must be turned around and left.

But now, listening to her mother's roar, she felt extremely sad in her heart. She suddenly realized something, and walked to the side of the hospital bed.

Gu was surprised to see her tears in her eyes.

But because of this tear, Gu Hao's heart was relieved a lot.

She sighed softly and looked at Lin Chengyun. Her eyes calmed down.

And Lin Chengyun also looked at Gu Hao with a kind of begging eyes, no words, just quietly praying with eyes.

Gu Hao seems to feel the connection between mother and daughter at this moment. She knows that Lin Chengyun is actually doing all this for Shanglin. Because she is also a mother, she knows that if she wants to forget her mother and live well in front of others, she must get rid of Shanglin's attachment and missing for her mother. Only in this way can he break his back and let him accept the real life, So that he can be integrated into life in the future.

It was a kind of hard work, and the woman used it even herself.

Gu Hao gently pulled his lips: "don't hide your ears and steal the bell. You've already done this. Xiao Zhu and I have nothing to worry about. This is heaven's punishment for you. I think it's cruel enough."

Lin Chengyun's eyes are complicated. He takes a breath and swallows his tears. His muddy eyes become clear and bright.

Gu Hao said again: "we really don't care about anything. We just hope you can be fair to Shanglin. Don't be so cruel to an eight year old child.

At the end of life, give him some good things, let him know the warmth of the world, let him also know that his mother really loves him.

That's much better than you yell. When he grows up, he knows that you can't do anything, and he won't resent you or the society. He can become an independent person.

That's also a reward for your hard work. Instead of kicking out like this, let him tremble and carefully seek warmth from us. "

These words, let Lin Chengyun twist eyebrows, her eyes once again flash out a touch of crystal clear tears.

Tears congealed in the corner of his eyes, but did not say a word, Lin Chengyun just looked at Gu Hao, perhaps Gu Hao said all her inner thoughts.

However, she pursed her lips and said in a cold voice: "you go, I take the blame for it or I can't get rid of it. It's my destiny."

"Mom Shanglin also rushed over. "Can't you be moved by my sister's words?"

Lin Chengyun's eyes sank and said coldly, "moved? Why should I be moved? My heart has long been gone. I don't need to be moved. Get out of here and don't waste my time here. "

Shanglin cried and cried, "Mom, how can you do this? Why can't you admit a mistake? Why can't you tell the truth? Why can't we face it calmly? Why do you have to do this to my sister and me? Why can your heart be so cruel? "

Shanglin a series of why let people listen to the heart ache!

Lin Chengyun is still unmoved, still cold mouth way: "don't ask me why, don't appear in front of me, I don't want to see any of you again."

She was very resistant.

Xiaozhu has never opened her mouth. With tears in her eyes, she slowly walked in from the door and looked at Lin Chengyun at the bedside.

Xiaozhu opened his mouth word by word: "I really don't know what your heart is made of? How can you do that?

Do you know what it's like to be a child without a mother?

There is no self-confidence. Do you know how we are calculated by Gu Mei?

Do you know we were not around when grandma died?Do you want us to experience all this regret again?

My sister has already said that she doesn't care about anything you have done.

You don't have much time. Don't say what you do to us. We don't care.

Can't you be kind to eight year old Shang Lin?

Life really can not be so self righteous, how can be ruthless to such a point?

If you don't like it, why give birth to us?

Three children, three fathers, you tell us how to evaluate you? "

Lin Chengyun immediately turned around and glared at Xiao Zhu with hatred: "I don't need your evaluation. Why do I need your evaluation? You don't deserve to give me any evaluation, and I don't need what you think of me

"There is no way to ask for it? Because you know in your heart that what you do can't really go on the stage and can't move to the stage. " Xiaozhu said coldly: "so you can't face yourself, shame, embarrassment, all in your heart, you will be hysterical, you will be shameless."

"Xiaozhu!" Gu Hao gently opened his mouth to stop: "don't say it."

Xiao Zhu closed her mouth and gently turned away from her face and stopped speaking.

GU Hao understood that she was not a mother, and she might not have experienced the feeling of loneliness. Besides, Xiaozhu didn't see the tears in her mother's eyes just now. Only she could understand that mood. Shanglin was very smart and sensitive, so Shanglin could understand a little bit of her mother's kindness to him care.

"Xiaozhu, Shanglin, you go out first and buy some daily necessities. You don't have to go there yourself. Just tell Lu Yun to do it."

"Sister, let's not waste our time." Xiao Zhu said coldly that he had lost all confidence in what his mother had done.

"Be obedient." Gu Hao said softly.

Xiao Zhu lost his temper in an instant. She took Shanglin and went out together.

Only Gu Hao and his mother face to face in the room. Gu Hao pulls a chair and sits down by her bed and looks at Lin Chengyun quietly.

In the face of Gu Haolin, Cheng Yun's eyes twinkled. She wrung her eyebrows and said, "what are you doing here? I said let you go, let you go. Do you understand me

Gu Hao nodded his head gently and said, "naturally I understand."

"I understand. Why don't you go and die here?" Lin Chengyun looks very irritable and impatient. He is out of breath when he talks, especially when he speaks loudly. He doesn't have much physical strength at all.

Gu Hao light mouth way: "you gave birth to us, life is only two months left, perhaps shorter time, I also you some accompany time, should."

Smell speech, Lin Chengyun a Leng, frown tight, looking at bad, for a long time did not say a word.

Gu Hao gazed at her deeply. From top to bottom, he saw his mother's old look. He sighed, "fortunately, grandma has gone. If you let Grandma see how you become, you will be very sad."

Hearing this, Lin Chengyun's eyes hurt, and he turned away to look at the direction of the door. He didn't want to face Gu Hao face to face, and probably didn't want to let Gu Hao see the mood of her eyes.

Gu Hao was used to it. She pulled her lips slightly and laughed at herself: "can you tell me who my real father is?"

Lin Chengyun froze and the whole person was stunned. He turned his head and looked at Gu Hao fiercely. He said in a deep voice: "I thought you really want to return the love I gave birth to you by staying here. It turns out that you just want to know who the man is, right?"

"Yes, I do want to know!" Gu Hao didn't explain anything. "I want to know who my father is. I hope you can tell me."

"I've said I won't tell you, I'll never tell you this secret. I'll take it to the grave." Lin Chengyun is still that attitude. He has made up his mind completely and won't tell Gu Hao.

"Why should we be so persistent? It's my right. I have the right to know who my father is

"You have the right to know, but what can you do to me if I don't tell you?"

"I can't do anything about you." Gu Hao sighed. "What can I say about your life's recklessness?"

In fact, Gu Hao also knows that there is no point in saying anything.

If this is what my mother insists on concealing, it is useless for her to say anything.

"It's true that I've had three men in my life."

"But are you really happy? I'm afraid you are not happy at all in this life. What can three men do? What can be proved? It's just proof that your private life is chaotic. What about leaving three children? You have not been kind to everyone, and you have failed everyone, including your children. "