Chapter 358

Gu Xiaozhu's words, like a sharp blade, stabbed Chi Jingxi's heart fiercely. In an instant, it was extremely painful and unable to resist.

Apologies gather at this moment. What he did to a young girl six years ago affected her deeply and even formed such a shadow.

He's miserable, he's blaming himself.

Looking at the girl in front of him so painful and even disgusted with her own appearance, his heart is really remorseless.

"Xiaozhu." Chi Jingxi's voice is so difficult, "you are not dirty."

"How can it not be dirty?" She asked with a bitter smile. Her eyes were misty with tears: "I'm seventeen. I haven't grown up yet. I lost myself. I'm not clean anymore."

Thinking of that night, thinking of that, her heart was almost dead.

Dazed want to be drunk, drunk to solve a thousand worries, but how can not drink drunk.

I didn't eat anything. My stomach was burning and I was very uncomfortable.

Chi Jingxi looks at her painfully, reaches out his hand, holds her shoulder, and looks at her.

He looked at Xiao Zhu's eyes with pity and heartache until he saw the deepest part.

All of a sudden, Gu Xiaozhu reached out and pushed him, but he didn't want to drink wine. He didn't have much strength. This push seemed to be a kind of soft flirting.

"Don't look at me with such pitiful eyes. I don't need your sympathy."

"I don't sympathize with you." Chi Jingxi explained immediately.

Gu Xiaozhu picked pick pick show eyebrow, eyeground flits a do not understand.

She seems to see Chi Jingxi looking at herself with that kind of deep eyes. His eyes are so deep, full of strong sense of massiness.

She didn't push him away just now. Maybe she didn't have enough strength.

She hesitated and reached out to push him again, this time on his chest.

However, the man extended his hand and took her hand.

Small hand in the man's generous palm, his hand is very warm, also moist.

Gu Xiaozhu slow response frown at him, think of him a big man, why are the palms of sweat?

"You, what are you doing?" She asked.

"Xiaozhu, I'm serious." He gazed at her more deeply, word by word, saying his heart seriously: "I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

Xiao Zhu raised his eyes slightly and looked at him again.

His eyes are so deep.

Outside the window is quiet, the night sky in the early morning is so quiet.

Gu Xiaozhu once again gave a bitter smile and said, "even if I have been abused by others, even if I may not be able to do with you in my life, will you want to spend the rest of your life with me, what husband and wife should do?"

Chi Jingxi's heart is pounding. He doesn't know all the meanings in Xiaozhu dialect.

In other words, he could not really understand how much the damage had brought her.

Why does she say that she can't do what husband and wife should do?

Gu Xiaozhu laughed again: "Chi Jingxi, I feel uncomfortable when I am close to any man. I am a little better with you. We even kiss each other, but I'm not sure if I can't bear it when you go further."

He opened his eyes wide, a little incredulous.

Gu Xiaozhu said again: "well."

"What?" He asked.

"Let's try." She said, leaning forward, reaching out to hook his neck, chin on his shoulder: "you said you don't dislike me, I also try once, if successful, we are together, if not, you don't waste time on me, I really don't want to delay you."

"Try it?" Chi Jingxi is stunned. He finds that he can't keep up with Gu Xiaozhu's thinking rhythm. "How do you try it?"

"Let's sleep together today." Her voice muffled from his shoulder: "I just want to try, but I don't think we can succeed."

Hearing Gu Xiaozhu say so, Chi Jingxi's face is startled and frightened, and then deeply distressed.

He shook his head: "Xiaozhu, don't try it!"

"Why?"

"I'll wait until you like it." He had been ready for everything, and had the patience he had never used in his life to deal with it.

He won't hurt Xiao Zhu.

"I'm willing now." Xiaozhu put his hand on his shoulder, raised his eyes, and said to Chi Jingxi's eyes, "Chi Jingxi, have you ever heard of the courage of wine

Chi Jingxi frowns and nods.

"That's me." She pointed to herself, self mocking way: "I am a counsellor, strong outside but hard at work, I now drink wine, just met you, I think, maybe I can try."

"What are you going to try?" Late Jing West surprised looking at her: "what is the definition of sleeping together, do you understand?"

"Just doing that." She blurted out.I was shocked again.

Chi Jingxi is really surprised. She is such a wench that he is too shocked.

"Try it." "Let's try it together," Xiao Zhu said

With that, she reached out and pushed him down on the ground, and people pressed him down.

Chi Jingxi was so shocked that he called out in a hurry, "Xiao Zhu, you are not awake. Be obedient. Get up."

"I can't get up." She shook her head. "In my life, I don't want to be like this. I don't want to be an evading inferiority complex."

She wanted to break through.

"It's dangerous." Chi Jingxi said in a loud voice, "Xiaozhu, it's very dangerous for you."

Few men can bear to be attacked by women and do nothing. He is not Liu Xiahui.

However, he could not hurt her again for his own selfish desire.

"Chi Jingxi." Xiaozhu said softly: "you don't have to be nervous. In fact, you may not succeed. Er, ha --"

she suddenly belched.

Then, she awkwardly pulled her lips, face, suddenly red, has been beating the root of the ear.

"Sorry." She added.

"It doesn't matter." He put his hand around her waist gently to prevent her from falling to the ground.

"Try it." Xiaozhu said again: "I want to try, can I, I want to try, I can."

"Xiaozhu, is it OK or not? It's a special term for men." Chi Jingxi is helpless and gentle to correct her.

"Well, can you do it?" Xiaozhu looks at him, a small face, very close.

How could he not have been able to take the initiative.

If he could, he would like to turn her into his own woman now.

"I can." He nodded, "but I can't hurt you."

Can't hurt her again.

Gu Xiaozhu looked at him, and suddenly his eyes were a little hot. "If, if, for a lifetime, you can't sleep together, you still wait for me?"

He pursed his lips and nodded without hesitation: "yes, I can wait."

"Fool." Gu Xiaozhu's eyes filled with moist tears: "Chi Jingxi, are you a fool?"