Chapter 115 - Take the Responsibility

Shi Qingxue’s body got burning hot again. Unlike before when she was burnt and unconscious, feeling uncomfortable, she was sober now, but her body was excited.

She couldn’t control her desire to pounce on Mo Junyang and touch him, and it was better to…

She was not an ignorant little girl, but this desire made her feel ashamed and want to hide herself.

However, Mo Junyang still hugged her and they could sense each other’s breaths. If she leaned forward, she could touch his lips and get what she wanted.

This thought lingered on her mind since it appeared and she couldn’t shake it off. She had to grit her teeth and resist this shameful hope while trying to push away the man’s solid and reliable chest. “Let me go. Let me go.”

Mo Junyang refused without thinking, and he had enough reasons. “You will be powerless later and fall into water if I don’t support you.”

“I want to get on shore.”

Mo Junyang still disagreed. “You will feel worse.”

Shi Qingxue shook her head and held her breath, walking to the shore. At the same time, she resisted Mo Junyang’s touch.

Seeing that she staggered and almost fell into water several times, Mo Junyang sighed helplessly and picked her up again.

“Ah!”

“Don’t move. I will carry you up.”

Mo Junyang was afraid that she would struggle again and get hurt, so he added, “Don’t worry. I won’t sleep with you without your permission.”

Most of the time, Mo Junyang had extraordinary willpower and would do as he said.

But when they were on shore and Mo Junyang wanted to put Shi Qingxue on the prepared blanket to let her rest, she hugged his neck tightly and didn’t let him go. She even rubbed her neck against his constantly.

It was like the little animals’ closely playing games and the swans’ crossing necks.

“Shi…Qing…xue!” Mo Junyang gritted his teeth, growling and sat on the blanket like a statue. Blue veins stood out on his fists, but there was no expression on his face, as if it was calm before the storm came.

Unfortunately, the girl intimate to him didn’t realize the danger but started to pull his collar.

She messed up their clothes soon.

Mo Junyang grabbed Shi Qingxue’s hand which moved randomly and clenched his teeth. “Do you know what you are doing?”

Did she try to kill him by seducing him in this way?

Being shouted at, Shi Qingxue paused for a while and looked up, with confusion and grievance in her beautiful eyes.

She looked at him and called softly, “Mo Junyang…”

Her low voice was like a kitten’s but like a bomb to explode in Mo Junyang’s heart. His reason was bombed out.

He grasped Qingxue’s hands and kissed her red lips.

It seemed that he wanted to skin her alive.

Shi Qingxue didn’t resist and grabbed Mo Junyang’s collar with both hands, just groaning when she was bitten.

Mo Junyang got soft-hearted in an instant and released her lips. In his eyes, it was Qingxue’s ruddy and seductive face with moisture.

He couldn’t control himself and lowered his head again, aiming at Shi Qingxue’s fair-skinned neck to force the woman in his arms to make more pleasant and tempting voices.

But it was not enough.

“Junyang…” Shi Qingxue murmured again with no awareness and the power was like the last straw.

Mo Junyang nearly had sex with this woman he loved for two lives regardless of anything.

Just nearly…

When his hand touched Shi Qingxue’s trembling skin, he came to his senses suddenly. He realized that she was not sober at the moment.

“Damn it!” Mo Junyang cursed in a low voice and put her light-skinned arms back to both sides before holding her more tightly.

He confined her like chains, which made her unable to move.

Shi Qingxue still sobbed in pain. “Hot. Uncomfortable. Mo Junyang, it hurts…”

She spoke in disorder and called Mo Junyang’s name occasionally, with ambiguous feelings.

Mo Junyang didn’t know how to describe his feelings.

He was aroused but couldn’t vent his desire. And he got more excited from time to time by Qingxue’s random action, but she called him like a kitten, which made his heart melt.

Even though she was unconscious, she asked nobody but him for help.

He looked at Shi Qingxue with pity, unwilling to hurt her.

Mo Junyang lowered his head and kissed her sweaty forehead gently, with no desire. He just comforted her by saying, “Go to sleep. You will be fine after that.”

Afterward, Shi Qingxue fell asleep indeed. After she woke up, she found she had changed into clean clothes and returned to the fourth prince’s mansion.

She sat and leaned against a big stone behind the rockery. Mo Junyang stood two meters away from her and looked into the distance, lost in thought. He didn’t notice that she had woken up.

“Mo…” Shi Qingxue wanted to call the man’s name, but when she opened her mouth, the memory of what happened after she took the medicine came into her mind.

She remembered everything that should and shouldn’t be remembered. This was another “good” effect of the love flower tea.

Shi Qingxue flushed with shyness and didn’t have the courage to call his name as before. She didn’t even dare to look at him.

Mo Junyang heard her voice and looked back instantly. He walked to her quickly and reached out to touch her forehead naturally. “How are you feeling?”

“I am well.”

Shi Qingxue avoided Mo Junyang’s hand automatically and left it in the air.

Both of them were stunned, and it was awkward for no reason.

Shi Qingxue found that Mo Junyang looked unwell, and her shyness turned to shame.

“I am sorry. I didn’t…” She said awkwardly and then interrupted herself. She didn’t know how to explain. If she said she didn’t mean it, would Mo Junyang believe her?

Obviously, Mo Junyang didn’t believe it. He gazed at her for quite a while and said out of the blue, “I won’t let you go away again.”

“Ah?”

Shi Qingxue didn’t understand what he meant, and Mo Junyang didn’t want to explain but asked, “Do you remember what happened before?”

He just mentioned what she tried to avoid. Did he fear that she wouldn’t feel ashamed to death?

Shi Qingxue glared at Mo Junyang and replied crossly, “Yes, I remember everything. Okay?”

Mo Junyang nodded and was satisfied. “It’s great that you remember.”

Wasn’t Mo Junyang supposed to laugh at her?

Why was the conversation’s trend different from what she thought?

Mo Junyang said suddenly, “I kissed you.”

Shi Qingxue kept silent.

Mo Junyang continued, “I kissed you, so I will take the responsibility.”

Shi Qingxue felt a chill on her back and answered automatically, “I don’t mind.”

Mo Junyang said again, “You kissed me.”

“…So, so what?” Shi Qingxue goggled and asked hesitantly.

Mo Junyang nodded and seemed to accept her reply. But before she heaved a sigh of relief, he said leisurely, “You need to take the responsibility for the rest of my life.”

Shi Qingxue felt that her eyes would pop out of their sockets.

Take the responsibility?

What the hell?

Since she was reborn, Shi Qingxue always tried to avoid being in a relationship with Mo Junyang. She had finally persuaded him to marry somebody else, and she couldn’t ruin it at the crucial time.

She suddenly had a brain wave and blurted out the shameless words. “You are not the only one that I have kissed.”

Then she covered her face with shyness and didn’t see that Mo Junyang’s face darkened because of her words.

When she observed Mo Junyang’s reactions again, he was calm as usual. He just said innocently with grievance, “But you are the only one that I have kissed.”

It was his first kiss, and she couldn’t get away with it.

“How is it possible?” Shi Qingxue didn’t believe him.

Mo Junyang looked at her silently.

The meaning was self-evident.

Shi Qingxue wanted to cry.

She was clear that Mo Junyang might have told the truth.

“I…” Qingxue opened her mouth and was at a loss for words. In fact, she wasn’t so dumb as to unable to understand Mo Junyang’s feelings for her, but she was unwilling.

She had said that she didn’t want to hurt Mo Junyang’s feelings because she couldn’t love him back, but actually, she was just a poor girl. A burnt child dreaded the fire.

“I have promised you…” Shi Qingxue chose the right words cautiously. “I will help you find a suitable wife. You, don’t need me to take the responsibility.”

Mo Junyang sneered. “Do you think some girl would be willing to marry me?”

“Why wouldn’t…?” Qingxue goggled and didn’t believe his words.

But Mo Junyang took it for granted and said, “In nice words, I am the admirable King Rui’s heir, but who doesn’t say behind my back that I am a dog raised by the crown prince? And I am an unwise dog and don’t know how to choose a master, bound to be a cannon fodder.”

Shi Qingxue frowned and didn’t like Mo Junyang to describe himself with those lowly words.

She bit her lower lip and finally couldn’t help but ask the question she had always kept in mind. “You had reached the peak, and you can do more when doing it again, but why…”

She didn’t finish her words, but she had made it clear enough.

Even though Mo Junyang didn’t say clearly, she had guessed that he had come back long ago, so he was able to save Mo Junyu who should have died early. If there was so much time, Mo Junyang could have reached the peak again more efficiently.

She didn’t even doubt that Mo Junyang could conquer the other three countries and unite the world.

Mo Junyang did nothing but hid behind Mo Junyu, without any intention to fight for the throne, although nobody thought he had the ability so far. In the outsiders’ eyes, he was a harmless counsellor, horribly obedient.

Would there be someone who had experienced the good feeling after gaining all power and wealth but left it behind soon and didn’t miss it at all?

It was unrealistic.

Mo Junyang stayed silent for a while because of her question and then raised his head to gaze at her, asking gently, “If I repeat everything in the previous life, would I possibly win you?”