1152 What Will It Take For You To Leave?

Yu Lili could tell from Ou Ming's tone that something was wrong. Panic began to overwhelm her, making it hard for her to breathe.

She pulled her hand back and didn't knock any further. She kept her eye on the door, but took a step back and leaned on the balustrades of the second story.

From below, Jiao Ziqing saw Yu Lili leaning over and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Lili turned her to face her and shook her head. Immediately after, an idea flashed through her mind. She stepped forward to knock on the door once again.

"Ou Ming, if you're asking me to leave, you have to let me take my things. My bag is still inside," she said.

When Ou Ming heard that, he felt around the couch for her handbag. He identified it quickly. Lifting it by its strap, he groped his way to the door.

His steps were big. Every step he took was done slowly and methodically.

Ou Ming opened the door and held the bag out, but no one took it from him.

Yu Lili looked into his lifeless eyes dejectedly. She suddenly leaped forward and wrapped her arms around his waist.

Her action was completely unexpected and caught Ou Ming by surprise.

"What's wrong? You should be feeling lot better on a full stomach. Why are you in such a bad mood?" Yu Lili gently rested her head on his chest. She spoke in a warm tone. "You didn't get to clean up yesterday, isn't that so? I'll help you take a shower and wipe your body now, is that alright?"

Her voice was gentle. Each word was spoken tenderly. But, it wasn't Yu Lili. His Little Carp would never have spoken to him as if she were trying to placate a little kid. She would also have never been this gentle and tender with him for no reason.

This was the difference. Their attitudes clearly conveyed a painful truth to him. He was officially handicapped.

Ou Ming pushed Yu Lili off him gently. Without any expression on his face, he said, "Leave." As he spoke, he shoved the handbag toward her. "I'm tired. I want to sleep."

"Did you not sleep well last night?" Yu Lili refused to release him and nudged him back into the room. "I'll stay with you."

"I said no!" Ou Ming's voice suddenly changed. His frustration and anger boiled over. "What will it take for you to leave?"

Being hollered at shocked Yu Lili. She looked at him in disbelief and asked, "Ou Ming, do you really want me to leave?"

"Leave!" he yelled again, his anger bubbling to the surface.

Yu Lili pursed her lips. Her breath quickened when she saw the emotional state he was in. She accepted the handbag from him and said in a low voice, "I got it. I'll leave now."

Ou Ming felt his heart shatter. It was as if someone had stuck a knife right through him and dug out his heart. The pain of his bleeding heart consumed him.

He was about to chase her, but he changed his mind at the last moment.

Yu Lili didn't notice his minute action. She turned around and said, "I'll come back when you're in a better mood."

Ou Ming re-entered his room and slammed the door shut with a loud bang. The sound carried all the pain and despair he was feeling. Tears began to well up and blur everything.

Yu Lili's mouth opened against her wishes. She stopped in her tracks mid-step. She slumped down against the wall and began to sob.

Ou Ming locked the door upon shutting it. When he turned around, everything remained dark. Nothing had changed at all.

An uncontrollable grief welled up in him and came gushing out of his eyes in a flood of tears. Ou Ming bit down hard on his knuckles to prevent his cries from being heard. From a distance, a sound of a man sobbing came and went from within the room.

余里里听出了欧铭的不对劲,心里更是被紧紧攥住了一样,被扼住无法呼吸.

将手收了回来,余里里没有再拍门.

看着面前的门,余里里往后退了一步,靠在了二楼的栏杆上.

底下的乔子青看见余里里靠在那边,问道:"怎么了?"

余里里转头过去,摇了摇头.

随即,脑袋之中一道白光闪过,上前去拍了拍门,说道:"欧铭,你让我走,总要让我拿起东西吧,我的包包还在里面呢."

欧铭听言,摸索着在沙发上找她的包包.

很快就摸到,拿起肩带来,摸索着朝着门口走去.

脚步不大,每走一步,都十分缓慢.

开了门,欧铭伸出手去,正要将包包递给她,然而却没人伸手来接.

余里里看着他空洞无神的眼睛,眸色黯然.

迈上前去,余里里伸手抱住了他的腰.

欧铭一震,显然没料到余里里会有这样的动作.

"怎么了,刚刚吃完饭,心情要好好的才行,怎么可以这么差劲."余里里轻轻靠在他胸膛上,说话的声音放缓,"你昨天不是没洗澡没擦身吗,我帮你洗澡,帮你擦身,好不好?"

声音轻缓,每一句话,都温柔到了极致.

但,这个却并不是余里里.

他的小鲤鱼,不会用这种像哄骗小孩一样的语气跟他说话.

也不会这样莫名其妙对他这么温柔.

这就是差距.

她们的态度,清清楚楚告诉他这个残酷的事实.

他残废了.

轻轻将她推开,欧铭面上没有什么表情,道:"回去吧."说话间,将余里里的包包朝前一递,道:"我困了,想睡觉."

"昨晚没睡好吗?"余里里却不放开,将他轻轻一推进去,"我跟你一起."

"我说了不用!"欧铭语气突然就变了,怒意之中带着不耐,"你到底走不走?"

余里里被吼得一懵,看着他,难以相信:"欧铭,你真的想让我走?"

"走!"又是一声喝,隐约间,怒气冲起.

余里里的唇线抿起,看着他那模样,呼吸逐渐快了些.

将他手中的包包拿过来,声音低落:"我知道了,我这就走."

欧铭的心口,亦是疼得歇斯底里.

像是被活生生拿刀撬动一样,血液汹涌喷射,里面的东西全部被血液模糊了原本模样,鲜红一片.

欧铭脚步微微迈上前,但是很快,就收了回来.

余里里没有察觉到他那细小的动作,微微侧过身来,道:"等你心情好点了,我再来."

进入房间之中,将门狠狠甩上,发出巨大的声音.

悲伤,伴着这样的巨响汹涌而来.

滚滚溢上眼眶,水光模糊了一切.

嘴巴不听话地努开,余里里顿下脚步,身子一下倒在墙壁上,低低呜咽出声.

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欧铭关了门将门反锁,转身之时,周围依然是一片漆黑.

没有半点的改变.

难以遏制的痛感冲上来,刺得眼泪疯狂夺眶而出,欧铭咬住了拳,强行压抑的男儿声,在房间之中悄然出现,又悄然消失在了虚无之中.