Chapter 807 - The Answer

Instead of waiting and watching Coach Ayu grow awkward and frustrated by the day, sitting down with her like this where we’re going to spill out what’s in each other’s mind to come up with a decision was better.

Uh. Wait. That’s wrong. We’re not sitting down but entangled with each other. Furthermore, neither of us had any plans to let go.

Will we really be able to talk properly like this? We’ll see…

“You staggered, coach. I’m just holding you so you don’t fall down.” Upon saying that, my arm holding her waist moved as it tightened around her. Even through the thick clothes she’s wearing, I could feel the well-toned muscles. Her foundation was truly excellent that staggering like that should be impossible for her unless it’s a burst of emotion.

“I know you’re shameless. But not to this extent… Am I too weak now to stand my ground?”

“You say that but you’re also holding me… Anyway, will we continue like this or shall we sit down?”

“On your lap? Dream on!”

Ignoring the first part of what I said, Coach Ayu harrumphed upon following my eyes that focused specifically on her chair.

That assumption was adorable. Although that’s not what I meant by sitting down, Coach Ayu just opened an opportunity for me to tease her. Yep. My urge to tease, on top of the call of my inner perversion, had now superimposed.

Sena was still taking her shower at the moment or probably not yet since more women were in need of a shower after sweating a lot earlier.

I had the necessary time for this.

“Mhm… If that’s what the coach wants, why not?” Letting go of her chin, I now used both of my arms to firmly embrace her. Following that, I acted as if I was going to drag her down the seat.

But as I expected, Coach Ayu reflexively pushed my face away from her while grumbling in slight annoyance, “I didn’t say I want that!”

She also stabilized her center of gravity and focused her weight on her feet by bending her knees slightly to prevent me from dragging her.

“But you mentioned it. I told you, Coach. Let’s be honest. Do you or do you not want to?” Even with her hand pressed on my face, my lips stretched to a smirk as I stared intently into her eyes. She’s clearly conflicted and for sure, it wouldn’t be long before she mentioned Sena.

Before that happened, I would aim to unearth everything she’s keeping inside her head.

“And since we’re talking about honesty here, I’ll also answer that question. I want to, Coach.” I said that in a whisper, even blowing breath on her palm.

Well, in this way, I also got to check her current state. Her temperature was still a little high. Despite how she acted like nothing was wrong with her, her fever hadn’t subsided completely yet. That’s probably the reason why I got to this point without much struggle from her. Her strength hadn’t returned to its peak yet.

Coach Ayu shuddered upon feeling the warmth of my breath. She pulled her hand away. However, because of our current situation, her options were limited to completely pushing me away and not answering my question or remaining like this and thinking hard whether to honestly answer my question or not.

A few seconds later, Coach Ayu lowered her head and began contemplating. Her breathing also started to quicken. Nonetheless, she remained in my embrace, she even used the table behind her to lean her back on it.

“Why do you want to?”

A minute later, instead of an answer, Coach Ayu threw a question instead, to have me elaborate on what I uttered.

“Coach, that’s unfair, isn’t it? In any case, to ease your mind, I’ll continue being honest with you… Let’s just say I like to be this close to you more. That won’t happen if I returned to that chair.”

I slightly moved my head as a gesture to point at the chair where I was sitting earlier. Coach Ayu twisted her head a bit to look at it before looking back to her own chair.

Following that, she closed her eyes again. She took in deep breaths for a while before opening it. This time, the light in her eyes changed. The earlier conflict that could be seen in it had disappeared. It’s more like, she suddenly switched to her ‘battle mode’ whenever she would step up in a ring.

Right. That’s what I felt upon seeing it. It’s like we returned to that day when I sparred with her. Stalwart, sharp and dangerous.

As her eyes narrowed to focus completely on me, her hand then moved to her backside, pulling my arms off her.

I thought she finally decided to push me away and end this once and for all… However, I was wrong once again.

With my arms gripped by her hands, she carried it and settled on her shoulder or rather, just above her chest. If I straightened my fingers, it would naturally slide down to her modest chest.

In any case, I didn’t do that and just waited for her next move.

“You want me to be honest, right? Then I hope you’re prepared for this.” Upon saying that, Coach Ayu’s arms pressed on my chest. And at the same time as her lips curled into a smirk, she pushed me down to her seat.

However, because I was holding onto her shoulder, she got dragged with me.

Obviously, she anticipated that. When my butt pressed down on her soft chair, Coach Ayu followed suit, settling on my lap in a straddle.

“Here’s my answer. Remember, you’re the one who pushed me into this. Don’t come to me later while crying and blaming me that I seduced you.” Coach Ayu heatedly stared at me as she said that. Her fingers slid across my chest up to my neck and settled upon cupping my cheeks.

And without waiting for me to respond to her, Coach Ayu went onto the attack, taking hold of my lips using her own.

It’s a kiss yet Coach Ayu only pressed her lips on mine. That’s because doubt, hesitation and even guilt started to cloud her mind.

With her eyes closed and our face in close proximity, I could only observe her through her bodily movements. Her warm hands that were delicately pressed upon my cheeks gradually turned cold and sweaty.

Despite what she said before doing this, she still got caught by her conscience.

What to do here? Should I tell her that it’s fine? Should I stop her?

Last time, I responded in kind. Returning the kiss and facing the outburst of her feelings for me.

This time, what she was feeling was still overflowing, however, she’s trying her best to close it up and prevent it from spilling.

The situation might be similar but the circumstance was entirely different.

Right. It’s my time to make a decision.

It’s only one of the two.

To answer Coach Ayu’s feelings and let my restricted desire out of its cage.

Or to reject her right at this moment, closing all doors towards the next level of our relationship. In time, Coach Ayu would recover and continue treating us as a little brother and sister. She would also become free to find a new man that could make her happy and fulfilled…

After presenting myself with those two choices, I closed my eyes. And with my sense of sight disabled, the other four senses promptly heightened.

Her soothing scent accompanied by her refreshing breath filled my nose.

Her sweet taste as I started moving my lips to savor the kiss.

The sound of her heartbeat racing inside her chest as well as the soft rustling of our clothes as she began moving.

And lastly, the feeling of her cold sweaty hands, her soft lips as well as her entire body pressing on mine.

Would I be able to give this up and see another man crawl his way into her heart?

Ah. It’s hopeless. Even from the start, I already knew the answer. I couldn’t step away from this, especially when I became aware of her interest in me.

If it’s only me who developed an interest in her, that’s still salvageable. I would be able to restrict whatever desire it would develop to.

But that’s not the case if she also expressed the same interest. We’re just both running away from the inevitable…