Chapter 143 - I Am Weak, but You Are Not Strong

Chen Kexin sat in the ward with her legs crossed and looked at the blue sky outside the window. Some stars seemed to be flashing, and the moon was extraordinarily dim tonight.

The people who were in a bad mood would see everything listlessly. The corners of her mouth were raised into a beautiful arc. It was not raining tonight. Unlike the days of quarrelling, it was always thundering and lightning. In those days, she always had a nervous breakdown.

Touching the lower abdomen, she began to be agitated. “When did I have the little baby in my belly? I had no reaction at all. I’m a fool. How could I not care about this? So,… did this child choose to blame on me in this way? Threatened abortion…”

“However, why wasn’t the little baby gone like this? Just like my love?” Lying in the bed faintly, she frowned and said to herself, “How can I think so?” She knew that the child was a gift she and Wang Weix had been waiting for. Even if she was alone, she was looking forward to the little life.

“My baby, you will only have a mother in the future. Will you be happy?”

…

In the First Hospital, where Tong Siqi was located, several police cars entered at this time.

Tong Siqi was in a coma, so the police who knew the case stood outside and waited.

Wang Weixi was in a bad mood. When the police appeared, he knew that he was completely wrong tonight. He was wrong since the beginning.

In this world, sympathy could never be given at random. When you showed sympathy to one person, it meant that you indulged that person. For example, Tong Siqi.

Wang Weixi stood at the corner of the ward and leaned against the wall feebly. Li Chunhua listened carefully to the police telling about today’s events. From time to time, she looked at Wang Weixi and reluctantly sighed that such a thing had happened this time.

Then, Tong Siqi waked up. She didn’t say a word but smiled faintly. Then, she left with the police.

This time, she did not know if she would still be alive to see Wang Weixi again, but she knew that Wang Weix would never forgive her. It was not until this moment that she discovered that what she wanted most was not revenge, but that she could free himself and herself. She did not want him to accuse himself or hate her for knowing nothing. She did not want to be foolish in love. She needed someone to respond to her love. She needed Wang Weixi to appear again and stay around her, to erase her pain.

Therefore, she chose to revenge. In this way, he would definitely notice her. However, if the starting point were wrong, the terminal point would be doomed to be wrong. There was not a little hesitation… This was the so-called: A wrong act could cause loss of game…

Looking at Tong Siqi’s back, Si Siqi stood there blankly, with his hands full of sweat. The police car was flashing and uttered a terrifying sound. Wang Weixi stood there watching her… watching the police car disappear.

Li Chunhua looked at his son and knew that he must be extremely upset. As a mother, she still had to remind him. “Weixi, the important thing is how to let Kexin forgive you, rather than stand here in a daze.”

Wang Weixi lowered his head and smiled bitterly, “Forgive me? Mom,… she won’t forgive me anymore.”

“Where is she? Is she at home, or has she left?” He had no idea.

“Divorce… Just like our marriage, it’s abrupt but natural? So ridiculous! How could this be natural?” Wang Weixi blacked out and shouted inside. He knew it was impossible but he didn’t know what to do.

“Do I need to text her back? Does she want me to text her back, or say nothing but agree with her decision? Just over two months, our family… our happy family built up by us with difficulty, how can it disappear?”

“It will be January soon. It will be our first 100th day after wedding soon. We haven’t done anything yet… Why… Why will we get divorced? No…”

He picked up his mobile phone and finally replied to Chen Kexin.

“I don’t want to end like this. I always feel that our relationship is very good… Please forgive me for my fault?”

Right now, Chen Kexin was already sitting in the car home. Chen Keren and Yi Duanfang had already returned to Wang Weixi’s home, and then they would pack up for Chen Kexin.

Yi Duanfang sat on the sofa, without turning on the light of the living room, but suddenly wanted to smoke. It turned out that when people were sad or distressed, there was really no way to solve except smoking.

“I’ve packed up. Let’s go back.” After a while, Chen Keren came out of the bedroom and said to Yi Dingfang, who was sitting there in a daze. At this time, the light of the bedroom shed on the living room through the doorway. Chen Keren could not clearly see Yifangfang’s face, but she knew his expression at this time.

From the moment they entered, he told her tenderly, “Do not turn on the lights.”

Chen Keren knew what Yi Duanfang was afraid of. However, she did not know how to comfort him.

Suddenly, Yi Duan got up and walked over. Hardly had Chen Keren not reacted when he held her in his arms.

“What’s the matter?” Chen Keren asked softly.

Yi Duanfang shook his head and said softly: “I’m suddenly so scared.”

Chen Keren did not speak. Listening to their heartbeat, she knitted her eyebrows slightly.

“I originally thought that as long as two people get married, they will be together forever. I want to marry you soon, I want to… but when I heard Kexin say that she will divorce Weixi, even if she has a baby, she won’t change her decision, I’m really scared… Two people are still in love today, but they will divorce tomorrow because of misunderstanding, sadness, refusal to forgive. Even though they’re wearing rings, they have nothing to do with each other. I’m so scared, Keren… Is the bond between human beings so fragile?”

Chen Keren gently held Yi Duanfang’s waist and listened carefully to every word he said. He was afraid, yes, because he saw from Wang Weixi and Chen Kexin that his belief was easily destroyed.

Chen Keren suddenly felt that she was useless at this moment. Considering for a long time, she could not find any sentence to comfort him.

She felt very delightful on hearing that he wanted to get married as quickly as possible. However, her delightfulness was soon replaced by his fear.

“This is the nature of human relations. We have always been on and off. We may walk before the flowers and under the moon. Before long, we have turned into strangers. We’re not sure if we’re right in every choice because… we don’t know who will hold our hands and who will make us willing to hand over our own hands. Serendipity is the lest trustworthy, just like a blank check. However, there’s more joy than sadness in the world…” Chen Keren slowly loosened Yi Duanfang. She caressed his cheeks with her delicate hands, stood on her toes and gently kissed his lips.

“Dear, as long as we work together, it’s enough. Let’s make each day count, shall we?”

Yi Duanfang looked at Chen Keren silently, and his eyes suddenly fell on Chen Kexin’s suitcase. He sobbed out, “But… I don’t hope that Weixi and Kexin get divorced. Since Kexin has conceived Weixi’s baby, she must really need Weixi. However, Weixi was just deceived by his guilty inside. I don’t want him to live with the guilty about Kexin after paying Tong Siqi’s debt. I don’t want … I don’t want to see him hurt. I didn’t want … I still don’t want…” At this point, Yi Duanfang was more and more confused.

Chen Keren suddenly gave birth to a strange emotion. She looked at the Yi Duanfang who was overwhelmed and suddenly asked, “Your anxiety is due to the brotherhood… or…” Hardly had she just finished this sentence when she felt regretful. She clearly knew that her words were like adding fuel to the flames.

With tears in his eyes, Yi Duanfang looked at her with embarrassment and fear. Chen Keren bit her lip and lowered her head, saying, “I don’t mean that. I just think…”

“Sorry, I never thought that my question bothered you so much… Sorry…” Yi Duanfang stepped back and said awkwardly.

Chen Keren shook her head and said confusedly, “I… I don’t mean this, Duanfang, I…”

Yi Duanfang shook his head, and the golden bangs covered his dull eyes. He looked down, with a contemptuous smile rose from his lips. He shook his head and looked up at Chen Keren, saying, “Sorry, I didn’t think that you’re so worried about me. But, sorry… I can’t help caring Weixi, just like you can’t ignore Kexin. Keren, what kind of love do you think I have for Weixi? Is it the love between you and Kexin? Or a distorted love? Sorry… I have never asked you, I am sorry…” He said as he stepped back. He finally turned back and slowly said, “I’m confused now, sorry… …I’ll go back first. Can you manage it alone? “When he finished, he disappeared from the room like a ghost.”

Chen Keren looked at Yi Duanfang. In the dark, he fled in panic, leaving behind a lonely figure. His figure overlapped with the light projected from the bedroom for a moment. And then, his figure receded from her own sight forever.

Chen Keren sat down on the ground powerlessly. Her tears suddenly fell uncontrollably. “In fact, I’m more afraid than you…..Really… I’m more afraid than you, but I have not shown it.”

“Duanfang… Do you know? I’m very weak. But… you’re not strong. We are all the same.”

…

Yi Duanfang walked aimlessly under white poplars. On the road, the cold night wind blew over his slightly thin body. However, he just walked aimlessly, like walking dead. He wanted to think about, but his mind was in a mess.

Looking up at the sky, he found tears falling from the corners of his eyes. Finally, he yelled out in anger.

“Yi Duanfang, you’re a coward!”

His heartbreaking sound seemed to break through the sky, but it was submerged by the rustling of the leaves and the roar of car engines. In this world, there was no time to listen to a man’s most coward cry.