Chapter 2807

A slight sound of closing the door rings in my ears, isolating each other's breath.

Tang Qing is lying on the bed, looking out of the window, thinking about Xiao Fengting's face, and getting upset.

She couldn't sleep, and her body was uncomfortable. She couldn't lie down in bed with her pregnancy, which made her feel more uncomfortable. She struggled to sleep in the middle of the night.

The next morning, Xiao Fengting came over in person.

To have a blood test on an empty stomach, Tang Qing didn't eat breakfast and was lying on the bed with a white face. He looked even worse than he was yesterday.

The nurse took her blood pressure. "Oh, the blood pressure is a little low. You're not good for children like this."

Tang Qing "um" a, brow tired, a little indifferent.

The nurse gave her another tube of blood, "you can eat."

Xiao Fengting opened the thermos bottle, and immediately there was a strong taste of chicken soup. He took it out and filled it with a small bowl and put it on the small table. "Five year old hens have been stewed all night. You can have a taste."

Tang Qing did not make a sound, just stretched out his hand over the bowl, lowered his head and drank slowly.

Xiao Fengting sat by the window and looked out of the window. His side face looked a little silent, and there was no sound in the room.

Tang Qing asked, "did you eat it?"

"Not yet."

Tang Qing was silent for a moment, "Xiao Fengting, do you think we are like this Is it interesting? "

Xiao Fengting looked back. He seemed to be shocked. There was a shadow in his eyes. He looked at Tang Qing and didn't speak.

"The child Although it's ours, I don't think it's happy to be born. " She put down her spoon and suddenly sighed, "sometimes I am too emotional. I always want to satisfy others first, and then satisfy myself In fact, it is irresponsible to give birth to this child, isn't it? "

One night, she stayed in the hospital alone and didn't go to sleep until late at night, and finally came to the conclusion that she could not reproduce the next fruit.

Just to meet the needs of parents, born in this world, is too unfair to children.

She did not bring fruit how happy childhood, even if she can give it a lot of love, but Xiao Fengting?

He did not participate in the pregnancy, as before, are his unexpected children.

She was happy when she promised to give birth to this child. She was also happy during the whole pregnancy, but Now it's like waking up from a dream.

Tang Qing raised her hand, some headache on her forehead, she didn't sleep well, the pain of a puff in her temples.

The next words were difficult, but she felt she had to say them.

"The child I don't think I'm ready. Shall we Forget it? "

Xiao Fengting looked at her, he sat by the window, the winter sunshine fell on his face, making his face appear a trace of inorganic cold.

He asked, "because it's me, that's it, isn't it?"

Tang Qing looked at him and thought, "you are not a good father."

“……”

"It's not a good time for us to have a child now." At least, Tang didn't want to

It's not very responsible to give birth to children in this mood.

She can't face a man calmly now.

She couldn't calm down at the thought of him coldly watching her tossing and turning in pain these days, and he was hiding there silent.

Blame her? So punish her in this way? But didn't I try to save you? Are you going to let me watch you die? Why can't you give me a chance? Am I the only one who is wrong?

How can you look at her so painfully, indifferent, until now?

Xiao Fengting did not speak, just stood up and walked around the room.

After a while, he stopped, stood at the door and said to her, "I'll go out first."

Tang Qing nodded and watched him go out. Then he closed his eyes and breathed out a breath.

The nurse took the blood test results back, blood sugar is still a little low, even progesterone began to be lower than the normal value, the next need to focus on observation.

Tang Qing took a deep breath and waved the chattering nurse aside. He looked down at his protruding abdomen and frowned.

It was not until Xiao Fengting came back that she suddenly realized that the child had come at a bad time.

She is so happy with the sub personality that she has forgotten the specific differences between the master and him. The contradiction between her and him has not been resolved, which is not the time to give birth to life.

She slowly stretched out her hand and gently stroked her abdomen. Thinking that there was a life in it, she suddenly felt sad.

*Xiao Fengting returned to the warm room with a cold air.

He seems to have gone out for a walk, his face is a little white with cold, the whole person looks more like a sculpture made of ice and snow.

Shaking off his chill, he came and sat down on the sofa across the bed with his long eyelashes drooping. His pale eyes looked obscure and could not see the light inside.

"If you decide," he said, "I support your decision."

Tang Qing was not surprised by his words. She remembered that he said he didn't want children, and the fruit was an accident for him.

However, she was silent for a while, then nodded slowly, "OK."

The man raised his eyes to her, his eyes deep, with her can not understand the mood, slowly withdraw the line of sight, stood up and said: "I go out to have breakfast."

Tang Qing looked at his back and called out: "Xiao Fengting."

The man stopped and turned his head with his back to her.

"You remember to see a shrink." Tang Qing said, "do you remember that psychologist? It is... "

"Yes." He said hoarsely.

Tang Qing was silent for a moment. He knew everything.

She pursed her lips. She said, "you remember to go to the hospital regularly. She said that if you can't cure it, you may split into other personalities. It will be very troublesome at that time."

Xiao Fengting took back his sight, and his tone was a little cold, "I know."

He opened the door and went out.

Tang Qing starts the chicken soup again. The bowl is cold and the chicken soup is greasy. She put the bowl down and lay down on the small table and couldn't help crying.

*

when Xia Ling got the news, she went to the hospital to persuade her.

"Well, why don't you want this child again?" She did not expect that after Xiao Fengting woke up, things would become more complicated.

Tang Qingwan, lack of sleep and bad mood make her face very bad.

"It's not the right time to have children. And he did

"Little Lord How can you not want children? " Xia Ning chatted and frowned. After thinking about it, she still felt incredible, "impossible."

Tang Qing said in a low voice: "he is not a child lover, don't you know?"

"But..." She shook her head and said, "you are different."

"I can't let my child be born in this kind of mood any more," Tang Qing frowned, exhausted. "He's not a good father. He can't bring us a normal family."

She was sad to think that she did not think about it clearly. She was begged by that man pitifully, so she didn't care about anything.

It's really happy to be with Xiao Fengting, but that happiness is also false. He with deep mind is the real one.

"He's doing his best," she says. "Don't deny him now. Aren't they the same person? "

Tang Qing sneered and asked, "they are the same person, do you believe it yourself?"

She was silent and chatted for a moment.

"You know what? He didn't think of it. He just didn't want to see it. He just didn't want to see it. What kind of person do I deserve? I am not for him, but am I going to do this? " She was so angry that her eyes began to be red. "Not only is he not suitable for being a father, he is not even suitable for a boyfriend. How could he do this to me? "

Xia Ning chat did not expect to have such a relationship in it. She was shocked for a moment and sat by the bed in a daze.

If Tang Qing's statement is true, then Xiao Fengting's practice is really too much. No wonder Tang Qing once again began to distrust him.

In itself, the basis of their trust is very shallow and there are many misunderstandings. In the face of life and death, they can not care about anything. However, there is no threat of death, so the problem is very big.

At this time, Xia Ling chat can't help. She dares not call Tang Ning. I'm afraid that woman knows about this. She will stand by Tang Qing's side without saying a word. She will support her abortion, and then pack up the person directly.

Xia Ning can only say: "you think clearly, this is a small life after all, don't make the wrong choice because of this kind of thing, or you will regret later."

Tang Qing shook his head, "he also agreed."

"Abortion is very harmful. Are you sure you think it over?"

Tang Qing said with a bitter smile: "is it not harmful to have children? I shouldn't have had this child. I thought it was too simple in the beginning She also wants to wait for Xiao Fengting to come out, two people raise a child together, think now, also enough naive.

Why does she think Xiao Fengting will be liked by this child?

In fact, he is not a suitable man to be a father.

Xia Ning doesn't know what to say for a moment. She looks at Tang Qing's pale face and says in a low voice: "if you think clearly, I can only support your decision. But what are you going to tell your family and friends then? "Tang Qing closed his eyes, full of exhaustion and worry, and uncontrollable sadness and loneliness.

She couldn't help thinking, is she and Xiao Fengting really unsuitable?

Three outlooks are not suitable, personality is not suitable, family is not suitable, a little bit of small problems, can cause endless contradictions.

How can we live together in the future? How to give fruit a good family environment?