Chapter 2161

In the nightmare, I felt a hand holding her hands. She opened her eyes and reflected a white light in her retina. In the blurred vision, there was a man's fuzzy face and pale ceiling on his head.

Body consciousness gradually awakened, she smelled the bitter taste of disinfectant in the air, which belongs to the hospital. She moved her sight slowly, and saw the hanging bottle on her head.

"What's wrong with me..."

She couldn't come back for a moment. The darkness in her dream was still in front of her. The whole person was convulsed with extreme sadness.

"You are ill." Xiao Fengting road.

Tang Qing lay on the bed for a long time, the mind slowly closed in general, she took her hand from Xiao Fengting's palm, "I have a nightmare."

Xiao Fengting looked at her, "you have been crying."

"I dream of Nanchu." She looked at the void. "She's the best friend of my life."

"You will have other friends in the future."

"No more friends like her." She shook her head and looked at the small area above her head with empty eyes. The retina was empty and did not reflect anything. "She called me in her dream, but I couldn't stand up. I can't see her off. "

she always used "I", as if this matter had nothing to do with him but her own.

Ronan's funeral, she can't go through, she seems to have this matter to her own blame.

Xiao Fengting said, "I will take you to worship later. "

" I have no face to see her. " Tang Qing said, "she worked so hard to help me out, but I came back by myself. Finally, she couldn't even see her last face. I'm not qualified to be her friend. "

Xiao Fengting was silent for a moment. He held her face in his hand and looked down at her. "Tang Qing, what am I in your heart?"

Her eyes fell empty on his face, black pupil, reflecting his face, but it seems that he did not print him.

He gritted his teeth: "look at me!"

"You What do you want to know? "

"If I die, would you be sad for me for a second?"

Tang Qing laughed at his ridiculous question: "you won't die. How can you die? Even if I die, you won't die. "

In her mind, he was already a terrible existence.

Omnipotent power.

She witnessed his ability to call the wind and rain in the Xiao family, and the struggle between mother and son. She felt ashamed and fell into his hands. Only when she was taken out to replace the dead, how could he possibly die.

He made her afraid, he made her hate, but he couldn't make her heartache.

All her tragedies come from her own weakness, just like a withered leaf drifting with the waves in the waves. All her tragedies are due to her own reasons.

She has no courage to blame Xiao Fengting.

Blaming him is like shirking one's own responsibility. It seems that she is so miserable that she can't catch up with her best friend's funeral. It's someone else's problem.

Thinking like this will make you feel better.

But she couldn't make herself feel better.

It was her weakness and incompetence that caused all her tragedies, and she was not entitled to make herself a little happier.

Her eyes are empty, only sad light, as if with the departure of Ronan, a part of her life, also with her disappear also left.

He hated that a woman had such a big place in her mind, but he had some vague regrets. He couldn't help thinking whether she would be better if she was allowed to attend the funeral of Ronan Chu.

However, many things have been unable to go back.

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