Chapter 1813

She moved her lips slightly.

"Can't you find another woman?"

as like as two peas in his face, Downing should be a piece of cake.

If it's just because of this face, then a lot of things are easy to solve.

Another reason is that it's easier for Tang Fengting to control than for Xiao Fengting.

There was a little self mockery in her heart, and she felt that she had asked a stupid question.

Sure enough, the man in front of her gave her a slightly sarcastic look, then took a dry towel to wipe his hair and turned out.

Tang Qing stood alone under the flowers, warm water pouring down from the top of her head, her cold skin absorbed the heat of warm water, so that her whole body was not so cold.

She slowly washed her body, and her body did not experience a kind of laziness and relaxation after the Qing incident. The faint dull pain was transmitted from the place where she was entered. Once he brought her pleasure, now there is only this simple tingling and heaviness.

Women and men are not really a species, she can not raise a little interest with Xiao Fengting left love.

*

she simply cleaned up her body and walked out of the bathroom in her bathrobe.

The man stood in front of the window sill, his back to her and looked out of the window. There was a misty smell of smoke flowing in the air along the smell of the evening wind.

She thought that not long ago, when they enjoyed AI in bed, Xiao Fengting also loved smoking.

Xiao Fengting always seems to be at ease when she is in love with her left.

She was pushed to the extreme by him, and he could smoke while he was on her.

At that time, he had a life-threatening sex appeal.

Because of him, she was once infatuated with the light and clear smell of smoke, and the relationship between cigarettes and the charming bed made her think of Xiao Fengting looking down at her eyes as soon as she smelled the smell of this brand of cigarettes.

It's fascinating.

But now, all the charming and graceful emotions have all gone, and there is only empty silence in her chest, like a body hollowed out by him and Tang Yi. All she can give them has been taken away.

However, even with such a body, she does not have the right to make her own decisions.

It is unheard of for a man to be so miserable.

It's ridiculous that she's miserable, but she never wanted to die.

Life is so cheap, but I don't want to die.

So she didn't even have what she took to fight and trade with these people.

She got into the quilt with damp and cold air. Her body was not warm, so she could not sleep warm under the quilt. After lying for a long time, her hands and feet were still cold.

She slowly curled up her body and felt her body without temperature. In the dark, she felt like crying.

Countless times, tens of thousands of times, she has asked this question, but on such a night that even my heart will be frozen, she still wants to ask, why?

Why is she not worth cherishing?

Why, why should she be so miserable from her life? It seems that there is no perfect ending in this life. Every time, every time, it seems like this. When she thinks she can touch the hope, let her despair again

She wanted to cry and didn't know why she was so aggrieved.

Is there some people, life is not worth being cherished, so no matter how hard she tries, others are like me.

She hugged herself hard, feeling that her heart would crack because of such sadness. Some people in this world live so freely, while some people even use all their strength to live

*

in the early morning of the next day, she had finished her breakfast and was driven to a nearby hospital by xialingchat.

All the way over, Xia Ling didn't say anything. She just patted her on the shoulder when she got to the hospital. She told her not to be afraid. Just go in with the nurse and have a physical examination.

Tang pour is also did not say anything, docile and quiet followed the nurse in, Xia Ning chat stood at the door, looking at her back, and then slowly sighed.

It took about four or five hours to complete a physical examination.

At the same time, a copy of her physical indicators report was copied and sent to Xiao Fengting's email address.

Tang Qing's body is very healthy, except for a little hypoglycemia and malnutrition, there is no problem.

I'm afraid that these small problems are caused by too much pressure recently.

After Tang Qing came out of the hospital, he did not speak.

Xia Ning chats to drive a car, the sight looks straight ahead, mouth way: "it is he orders me."

"I know." She was sitting in the front passenger's seat with a little hollow look on her face.

She sighed softly. ,

"I'm alive now, isn't it ridiculous?"Xia Ning chats slightly a Leng, slant head to look at her.

Tang Qing's eyes and expression look a little confused.

"Is it better to die if one lives to this extent?"

The car stops slowly.

"I feel like a product now." She sat there, quietly stating, "because the user felt I had a problem, I was sent to the hospital for maintenance."

Here in Xiao Fengting, she completely lost her dignity as a human being.

She looked at the front, fragile and confused, "if a person lives with me like this, is it better for her to die?"

After a while, she asked softly, "because it's miserable, do you have to die?"

"I tried my best to survive just for this moment - to die?"

"No matter what happens, it's not a reason to die," Xia Ling said in a soft voice

Tang Qing turned his head and looked at her.

"Maybe it's really hard now, but it's going to be over. Sooner or later, it'll be over."

She comforted her in a low voice.

Tang Qing slowly lowered his head and raised his hand to cover his face.

"Do you look down on me She asked in a low voice, "if I were stronger, would I look better? Not so despised? "

Xia Ning chat stretched out her hand and gently hugged her: "Tang Qing, how can you think of yourself like this?"

"I just feel I'm not good enough. I'm not good enough I'm too weak If it was downing, she would have done better than me. She won't let herself live like this. No one can make her surrender, she is so dazzling, and I am just an ordinary person... "

"Don't compare yourself to others."

Tang Qing slowly raised his head to see her, her eyes a little red, pale face, look with a touch of grievance. "But everyone Compare me to her. "