Chapter 1623

The reason is that she doesn't want to think about it.

I have made up my mind to leave him, and I don't want to waver because of anything.

Lu Mingyou looked at him for a moment, then shook his head and said to himself, "forget it. I don't want to know about you and her past. " How much does Yan Ruyu love luonanchu? Why does she know how to do it? It's nothing to do with her anyway.

Yan Ruyu sighed and grabbed her hand, "don't do this. You're good to hear me

Deer Ming you pursed his lips and looked at the man's face. His voice was dumb and asked, "are you holding me?"

"I never want you to leave me."

"Why?" Deer Ming you shook his head, "you don't love me. You won't love me, but you won't let me go. You are so strange. You can't get luonanchu. I look different from luonanchu. Even if you want to empathize, you should not empathize with me. Don't you think it's unfair to me like this? I can marry a man who doesn't love me, but only if I don't love that man. Do you know what I mean? I can't look at the people I like and like others. I've been putting up with it for a year, and I think I've had enough. "

her voice was a little confused, but her clear eyes showed a little pain.

Lu Ming you turned his head and didn't dare to look at him again.

She felt very sad and aggrieved. She liked him very much. He was the man she fell in love with for the first time. Just as all the rich women abandoned their family property and went to love, she did something stupid for him. She had been coaxed into doing all the stupid things in the circle as jokes.

She let too many people down for him.

Even myself began to be very disappointed with myself.

Before falling in love with Yan Ruyu, she did not know that she could be so stupid.

For the sake of a man's grievances, she must have felt impossible four years ago.

"You always ask me to give you a little more time. I gave you a lot of time. We've been together for four years, but you still like Ronan Chu. What do you want me to do? Keep waiting? But I'm 25 years old. I haven't even had a good love. Do I have to waste time waiting for you? How can you be so cruel to me when you treat Ronan so gently? You know that it's very painful to ask but not to be. Do you have the heart to let me suffer all the time? "

Lu Mingyou's aggrieved eyes are red. She gently sucked her nose, lowered her head, and opened her mouth. She smeared it on her lips. Then she pushed Yan Ruyu away and stood up from the chair. "I don't wait for you. No one has been waiting for others to wait. If you really miss me in the future, you can come to me by yourself. Your heart is not clean. I can't accept it. "

Yan Ruyu had to grasp her wrist. He was a little upset. Looking at the deer's bright red eyes, he was flustered for no reason.

"I still have a lot of people who like it." Lu Mingyou wants to open his hand. She purses her red lips and stares at Yan Ruyu, "even if those people don't have you, there will always be someone who loves me. I'm worthy of being loved. "

The last word is a little sad.

"What are you doing back in America?"

"Fall in love, get married. I'm twenty-five. What else can I do? "

"Didn't you say I'll come back to you when I miss you?"

"Then you can come to my wedding, just like you came to ronanchu's wedding. You're used to it anyway, aren't you? "