Chapter 1621

Yan Ruyu went out and took the sobering tea back, "do you want to drink it?"

"What?"

"Sober tea."

Lu Ming you raised his hand to him, "I'll try it."

Yan Ruyu handed it to her.

Tea is just made, some soup, deer Ming you leaning in the bathtub, head down, blowing the heat, slowly drink a few.

It doesn't taste very good, but it's too cold inside. It's good to fill your stomach with something warmer.

Yan Ruyu looked at her cold face and sighed: "what do you want to eat?"

She vomited up a pile of wine, thinking that she didn't go down to eat anything.

Lu Ming you holding the cup of hot tea, bow to drink, "Yan Ruyu."

"Well?"

"Are you so kind to everyone?"

"Only for you."

"What do you think of our relationship with each other?"

Yan Ruyu walked over and leaned over to hold her cold hand. "Can we talk about it after taking a bath? If you soak in it, the hot water will be cold. "

Lu Mingyou takes her finger out of his palm. She raises her head and looks at Yan Ruyu. Her eyes look moist in the mist: "is it enough to be gentle to me? I don't want much, but why can't you cheat me all my life? "

Yan Ruyu was slightly stunned and looked down at her.

She looked up at him with a stubborn expression, "as long as you can let me not know, even if you cheat me, it's OK. I can be your fool to relieve loneliness. Why did I find out about you? "

She looked at him, trying to find some answer in his face.

Maybe she didn't want to find the answer from him.

Because there is no answer in itself.

Why promise him three months?

Why do you want him to pester her for a whole year?

Knowing that there was someone in his heart, he was still willing to be in his ears.

But no matter how intimate the body is, it can't reach the bottom of a man's heart.

She knew that Yan Ruyu liked luonanchu for a long time. Why did she still give him a chance again and again?

She just wanted to cry.

In this matter, she is so passive and helpless.

He has lost a child for him. What else will he lose in the future?

Her life, long after falling in love with him, has stepped into the wrong track. When on earth can she extricate herself?

Maybe in the end, she couldn't let go.

On the one hand, he can not accept his love for other women, while he is greedy for his gentleness and accommodation to her.

Finally

Can only hate him, hate him why can't hide from her for a long time, so that she can make this dream a little longer

Yan Ruyu raised her hand, gently stroked her eyes, and said in a warm voice, "you take a bath first, and we'll talk after washing, eh?"

Deer Ming you lips slightly pursed up, showing a trace of want to cry expression, she do not open eyes, low voice to him: "you go out."

Yan Ruyu stood up and looked at her for a while, then turned and left the bathroom.

Lu Mingyou stayed in the bathroom for more than an hour. After a long time, Yan Ruyu felt whether she was drunk and fainted in the bathroom. When she wanted to break in, she came out of the bathroom in her bathrobe.

Slightly picked to pick eyebrow to look at standing in the bathroom door the man with bad face, deer Ming you asked: "why?"

"Why have you been washing for so long?"

Don't you know that girls take a long time to take a bath

Lu Mingyou went to pick up the hair dryer and handed it to Yan Ruyu: "help me blow my hair."

She seems to have been completely awake, tone and action are very light, Yan Ruyu looked at the hair dryer in her hand, went to stand on the sofa, blowing curly hair for the deer.

"When you blow, roll my hair in."

"So?"

"You're rolling out. Oh, how stupid Lu Ming, he directed him and make complaints about him.

Yan Ruyu was silent for a while, blowing her curls in her way.

By the time everything was done, it was more than three o'clock in the morning.

The jet lag is not reversed. Both of them are awake now.

She raised her hand and took Yan Ruyu, "sit down."

Yan Ruyu took a look at her and came to sit opposite her.

Lu Mingyou smiles at him and asks, "what do you think is the relationship between us now? **Do not want to * *, lovers are not like lovers. It's been more than a year since you said I'd give you three months. Is what you said still true? "

Yan Ruyu eyebrows gently frown up, low voice called her a: "you."

"Don't call me that." Lu Mingyou shook his head, "I am also very sad. In fact, the most sad is me. I'm not going back to London for anything else. I just want to see if you still like ronanchu“……”

"No matter how gentle you are to me, you can't compare with one tenth of the way you look at her. I'm jealous, but it doesn't make sense to be jealous of her. I've wasted four years on you. I think it's time for us to say goodbye

She sat there, talking, with a calm smile on her face.

The 25-year-old woman, has taken off the young childishness, more mature charming and steady.

"I like you very much, I like you very much. Otherwise, it will not give you so many meaningless opportunities It's not a chance for you, it's a chance for me. " Deer Ming closed his eyes and sighed softly, "sometimes I can't imagine how much I like you."

It was more than three o'clock in London, and there was silence in the hotel.

Outside the window, the lights are on and off, and the sound is quiet.

The cold evening wind, blowing in from the slightly opened window, stirred her fluffy curls falling on her chest.

Her smile was calm and sad, and her eyes were as quiet as snow.

No sorrow is greater than death.

It has been accepted that there is no love.

I'm not ashamed to say that I love him, but this love, which has not been rewarded, has begun to tire.

"You have done too much to me. I should hate you." Lu Mingyou stood up from the sofa, "but I'm really happy to be with you. This happiness should not make me hate you. Ruyu, I want to go back to four years ago and to be the deer that used to be. "

Always thinking about love gain and loss of their own is too boring, late at night to buy drunk, borrow wine to worry about what, even they began to hate themselves.

There is no way to compete with luonanchu. She can only rely on self abuse to eliminate the pain. Why does she want to live so miserable.

Although very painful, but leave this man is right, he is the source of all pain.

Soon will be able to extricate, as long as leaves him, will no longer tear the heart crack lung pain.

"I've made a reservation. It's a five and a half hour flight in the morning. As I said, don't come back to the United States. "