Chapter 135 - Kill Sifeng

Several events suddenly flashed in Sifeng's memory at this time. Sifeng closed his eyes while massaging his temples. The memories overlapped, and made Sifeng's head spin.

Sifeng looked jolted and made his eyes immediately. It was as if he had just experienced an extreme event.

Sifeng walked to the table, Sifeng took the fruit knife that was in the fruit holder, which was on the small table near Sifeng's bed.

Sifeng gripped the knife tightly. Sifeng walked quietly. He walked closer towards Yushen

"Hey, I think I remember it now," Sifeng muttered.

Sifeng was now only a step away from Yushen. Sifeng played his knife right in front of Yushen's face. Yushen didn't know what his sister meant by doing that.

"You! You drowned me in the Sea of ​​Japan first, right? I'll think about forgiving, if you confess." Sifeng spoke, his gaze still cold and threatening.

Yushen was very confused about his younger brother's fluctuating attitude. Sometimes, Sifeng looked like someone else in Yushen's eyes.

Was the man standing in front of Yushen right now the real Sifeng? That's right, Yushen doesn't seem to know about his brother's past.

"Confess! You tried to kill me before, right?"

"What do you mean, Childe Zhang?" Yushen asked, stuttering.

Yushen felt a little scared when he looked into Sifeng's eyes at this time. Those black eyes emitted a sharp and murderous glare. Yushen felt intimidated by his brother's gaze.

Sifeng put the knife he previously held into Yushen's hand. Sifeng forced Yushen to hold the sharp knife.

Yushen, who knew nothing, was forced to accept the knife from his sister. Even though Yushen didn't understand why his brother gave Yushen a knife.

"Hold the knife, Master Xiao Yushen! I'm giving you another chance to kill me. Hurry up!!" Sifeng's orders. His arms were outstretched, his eyes closed as if preparing to receive a knife blow from Yushen.

Yushen's hands immediately trembled at Sifeng's words just now. What did Sifeng mean? Sifeng told Yushen to kill his own sister? Seriously? Yushen asked himself.

"Don't play with this sharp object, Childe Zhang! You could get hurt!" said Yushen, half snapping. His hands were still shaking, holding the knife his sister gave him.

Sifeng ignored Yushen's words. Sifeng instead smiled mysteriously at this time.

"Do I need help, um?"

Immediately, Sifeng grabbed Yushen's hand, who was still holding the knife.

A second later, Sifeng raised Yushen's hand in the air and plunged the knife into Sifeng's own chest.

Yushen was so shocked and his whole body seemed to go numb. Yushen was still confused by what had just happened.

However, Yushen realized it too late. His hands were covered in blood. The blood of his beloved brother.

Yushen's mouth was agape, unsure of what to say. Sifeng's movements earlier were too fast. What does this mean? Sifeng led Yushen to kill him? Isn't this the same as suicide, but using Yushen's hands?

"Thank you, Xiao Yushen." Sifeng's voice trembled with pain. His hand was still on Yushen's, still holding the knife that had been stuck in Sifeng's chest.

Thick red blood gushed from Sifeng's chest, flowing between the fingers of Yushen and Sifeng, who were still holding the knife.

THUD!!

A few seconds later, Sifeng's body collapsed right in front of Yushen. Sifeng smiled before finally closing his eyes.

Yushen was still confused by all this strange occurrence. Yushen fell to his knees, stunned at what his own hands had done to Sifeng.

Yushen looked at Sifeng's body curled up on the floor. Sifeng's chest was still stuck with a knife. And Yushen was the one who stabbed Sifeng earlier.

Yushen shook his head, quickly. He didn't want to admit that he had killed his own brother.

"NO!! DON'T GO, A-FENG!" Yushen shouted, hysterically.

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(Zhang Yushen_POV)

If asked who is the cruelest creature in this world? the answer is me. If asked again who is a heartless creature? the answer is still me.

Well, I'm a criminal that's more violent than a psychopath. Worse than slaughter. I'm crazy, cruel, evil, vile, bastard, jerk, naive and whatever. I deserve to be called that.

I was transfixed in front of my little brother's body, my world. The world I've always wanted to protect. The world that became my reason to survive. The world I've always wanted to see. A world that can mix my emotions at the same time.

It sounds redundant. But, not also for an older brother who ever wanted to kill his own younger brother.

It might also be true if someone said that this was just my attempt to cover up past mistakes. I did good to Sifeng to make Sifeng forget my cruelty back then.

However, the longer this affection is truly sincere. I love the only little brother I have. I want to be a reliable brother. So if people ask Sifeng who is the most meritorious person in Sifeng's life, then Sifeng will mention my name.

However, I have been cruel to Sifeng at this time. Ah, not only this time. I've been mean to Sifeng since we first met.

I stared sadly at the lifeless Sifeng. I grabbed the body curled up on the floor.

I lifted Sifeng's cold body onto my lap. I embraced the body that was also starting to turn blue.

I kissed the top of my sister's head gently. It's okay, right? Sifeng couldn't have protested if I kissed him like this, could he?

"Your hair is getting long again, A-Feng. You must be very happy, um?"

For a moment, I played with Sifeng's slightly long hair. He really likes to grow his hair. I still remember how frustrated Sifeng was when his hair caught fire that time.

I wrapped my index finger through Sifeng's hair.

Silence for a moment.

I don't know what to do. I was confused and shocked by what I had just done. So, it was as if his whole body couldn't react quickly. I've been just dumbfounded ever since.

I just looked at my stupid little brother's face. I admit his face sometimes does look innocent.

I lied when I said I wanted to throw up because I saw Sifeng's innocent face. I admire the handsome face passed down by our father. So, I understand how Xiuxiu Jiejie came to be Sifeng's love slave.

From the face, my gaze descended to the chest. Oh God! Anxiety, anxiety, worry began to take over me. My tears just dripped, seeing the thick red blood still dripping from Sifeng's chest.

"A-Feng! That's enough! I don't want to play with you anymore! Now, open your eyes, A-Feng!"

I patted his cheek hard. However, there was no response, Sifeng remained unmoved. Did Sifeng really leave this world? And it's all because of me?

"Aakkhh ... Don't go, A-Feng!!"

I screamed as loud as I could until my voice was hoarse. My hands are clenched into fists, tightly.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, the wind blew all the light objects in this room. Destroys heavy objects. Is this one of my abilities?

Who knows.

My gaze returned to focus on Sifeng's body, which was lying on the floor.

I pulled out the knife that was still stuck in Sifeng's chest. In that instant, blood was pouring out of Sifeng's wound like a river of blood.

"I'm crazy and I'd be even crazier if I had to live with regrets for the rest of my life, A-Feng! I don't want to live a life full of regrets. I also want to leave this world!"

I muttered.

All right, I'm a coward. I'm sick of all this fate. I'm tired.

I'm a complete loser who often runs away from reality. After destroying my own family back then, I also intended to disappear from this world. The world that has toyed with me.

It's the same right now. I want to run back. I can't imagine what people call me because my own hands killed Sifeng.

The Sifeng I announced to the world as his sister. But ... I just killed Sifeng with my own hands. And I don't want to endure it. I chose to run away from this world. The devil is by my side right now.

I was about to run this bloodied knife through my veins, before I finally heard this familiar giggling.

"Khikhikhikhi!!"

The voice sounded more real.

What is Sifeng Spirit?

Or just my imagination?

I ducked. What is this?

Sifeng opened one eye and stood up just like that. He walked away and left me.

Am I really that crazy to dream that the lifeless Sifeng could wake up again?

Oh look! In fact, Sifeng was currently laughing loudly while occasionally clapping his hands.

What happened exactly? Even the blood marks are still on the knife and my hand. Is this just a dream?

I ... I feel confused. I can't tell what's real and what's just my hallucination.

"Huwaaaaakkhhh!" I screamed so loud that my voice was hoarse.

Ask where is Sifeng?

He instead ate innocently in a chair not far from me. Oh Lord! What's really going on?

I'm still frozen in my place. Kneeling on the floor, still holding the bloodied knife.

My body was so weak and powerless from shock. I still don't understand what really happened. All of this is so confusing to me. Someone, can explain what really happened?

To be continued .....