130 What they los

Pangu held each of the 'Fate Threads' in his hands, this threads connected him with his family, no his previous family with whom those threads tied him. As long as this tied it to him no matter how they deny each other he was still there family. As his touched each of the threads his memories since his birth flowed to his head the first time his parents held him on their arms, the first time he met his baby sisters, learning to walk, to speak playing with his sisters as he lived through though those memories a small smile graced his visage as he saw himself grow up with his sisters how he befriended Megara then he fell in love with her he looked at his life passed before his life until the point where they turned theirbacks on him and disregarded him as a trash as there harsh words echoed in his mind. Unlike last time he did not feel sad neither disappointed but an understanding as a small smile came to his lips as he whispered to himself, " I am grateful to you all who had tried to be my family who had tried to love but it seems I was not the one you all wanted I hope you all forgive me for being the son, brother or lover you all had wanted and I hope you all behappy without the likes of me as such goodbye."

With that he tore the 'Fate Threads' that connected him with his family thereby disowning them forever, Pangu felt relieved after he did so even after he achieved Moksha he felt as if something was still missing but now after severing the Fate threads not only he felt free but he felt the most calm and fulfilled than he had felt in his entire life.

Then he once again sunk into deep meditation as he had completely detached himself from the outside world.

Meanwhile Nuwa had been trying to find the whereabouts of Pangu yet she was unsuccessful it seemed as if Pangu had managed to block her somehow which seemed to be an inconceivable idea to her after all because at the end of the day Pangu was only a Peak level Chaos Lord compared to her who was Peak level Samsara Dao lord it should have been easy, the only thing she could detect was her son was alive nothing more nothing less.

Maheswara shook her out of her meditation as he spoke, "My wife what happened to you it would have been easier for you to search for Pangu what is taking so long?"

Nuwa spoke with uncertainty in her voice, "We do not know we have been trying to find him but something or someone is blocking him."

Maheswara frowned at that as he spoke, "That is troubling my love I suggest we combine our power in order to search for our son."

With that the both sat on meditative position as they held each other's hands as they combined their powers to search for Pangu. This time they had a better result soon they were able to sense him in a much better way but before they could pinpoint their son's exact location both of them were bombarded with memories of old from Pangu's birth as they taught him to walk and talk, teaching him how to cultivate his toothy smile as he held his younger sisters in his arms a plethora of emotions went through them a mixture of emotions went passed them being a mixture of their emotions along with their child until the fateful day arrived they felt the desperation from Pangu the disappointment and anger from them causing their hear to cry out in pain, more so when they felt the sadness anger self loathing and the horror and heartache when they chose an outsider over their own son they saw him rage until they felt the pain changing him causing their heart ache then they felt emptiness and sudden apathy, then to their ever growinghorror and sadness they saw him gaining Moksha and subsequently thereby he heard him whisper out clearly asking for forgiveness for not being their ideal son, to Nuwa and Maheswara Pangu was more than anything they could ask for as a son they could not be more proud of him but now because of their folly they watched with eyes widened with horror as Pangu caught hold of his "Fate Threads', they understood what was going to happen.

Nuwa tried to plead for him to stop even Maheswara a proud man who would rather die than lower his head wanted nothing more than fall on Pangu's feet and beg for mercy if only two get a second chance but it was not to be as Pangu with a swift tug tore the "Fate Threads that bounded him to his family his parents, he disowned any form of relationship that was supposed to exists between them ceased to exists between them they were nothing more than strangers.

Both the parents vomited blood as tears steamed from their eyes, Nuwa gave a piercing scream, "PANGU!!!!!!!!!!!", before she fainted from the shock where as Maheswara kneeled as he kept muttering "Sorry I am so sorry", over and over again like a delirious person.

Meanwhile with others, Veena had just finished treating the people who were greatly injured during the skirmish some of them being her closest friends, thinking about how 'Jose' duped them made her grit her teeth in anger not only he played with the feelings of one of her daughters because of him they even betrayed their only son their flesh and blood. No not because of Jose they did themselves, just thinking about how much their actions had made Pangu suffer made her eyes moist she felt so disgusted with herself but now they will just have to wait before Nuwa would find him, even Celestia was using her Divination to locate Pangu with both of them working and she was sure Maheswara would also help with the trio of them working together the only thing they have to figure out is how to bring him that.

She knew that Pangu might hold a grudge but they will apologizeto him until he comes back but before she could do anything she heard the loud cry of Nuwa but before she could react she fell on her knees as tears streamed from her eyes she felt as if someone tore her heart out and an immense sense of guilt and lose hit her she sped off towards where she sensed both Nuwa and Maheswara.

A couple of minutes before the incident Antariskh and Shamiran made their way to Sylvana's room, "Do you think big brother will forgive us?"

Antariskh bit her lips as she replied, "I do not know but I will beg for his forgiveness for as long as it would take"

Shamiran nodded at that although she was doubtful, the eyes of Pangu when they all betrayed him still haunts her in during her sleep, she was doubtful if their relation would go back to the way it was before.

As they went to Sylvana's room they knocked a couple of times but when they did not hear any sound, they shared a couple of worried glance at each other before Shamiran spoke, "Sister we are coming in."

As they entered they saw Sylvana sitting on a corner with her knees drawn together and her head resting on it, and her entire room was trashed, the sisters looked at her with concern.

Antariskh spoke kindly to her, "Sister I know you are sad about how that Jose played with your heart, but I promise we will get him so please sister calm yourself."

Sylvana raised her tear filled eyes as she spoke angrily, "Do you think I care about that creep, what I am upset is how I betrayed my big brother the same person with whom we grew up the same person who would sacrifice his life with a smile on his face for our happiness yet I doubted him and backstabbed him I cannot face him anymore I do not know what to do."

But before anyone could say anything they Nuwa's scream as the same feeling of sadness washed over them making them feel that they had lost something forever, they glanced at each before they raced towards where Nuwa was as they reached they sight greatly frightened them.

Veena was torn between trying to revive an unconscious Nuwa while their strong proud father was on his knees his head on the ground as he kept on muttering 'Sorry' over and over again like a mad man.

Antariskh somehow managed to ask, "Mother what has happened?"

But the answer did not come from Veena but from Celestia who stood behind them, as they faced her they saw not the beautiful or kind visage of their mother but someone who had aged a lot her eyes were red and puffy as tears streamed down considerably as she answered them while choking a sob, "We lost him, we lost our baby boy he cut off any relation we had with us.", with that she felt on her knees as she wept.

The sisters were stunned as Sylvana fell on her knees lifelessly like a puppet whose strings had been cut, even Antariskh and Shamiran were stunned to silence everything seemed like a nightmare, a nightmare they do not want to live in.

Megara felt like a scum since the declaration of Apolonia she had locked herself in as she thought about her behavior for the last few months how she betrayed Pangu, soon she was hit by an intense of lose causing her an intense heartache she felt as if her entire world had been torn asunder as all the times she spend with Pangu played before her, their rivalry, the time the confessed each other's feelings, the time they fought side by side their first kiss under the moon to the time she betrayed him and became unfaithful.

Before she gave out a piercing scream as she wept, she wept for the warmth she will not feel again, she wept for the love she may never feel again, she wept for the moments they shared which she may never feel again, she wept for the loving gaze of his eyes she may never feel again, his breath his sense of touch the beating of his heart his smell from which she will be forever forbidden, and more importantly their future which she broke with her own two hands.