Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios

I laughed bitterly. I really wanted to say, ‘Mom, you might as well be my biological mother, you’re really flattering me. Not only will I not progress to this point, I don’t even have a girlfriend. Who am I going to do this with?’ However, I didn’t dare to tell her so at a time like this. I was really afraid that she would say that she wanted me to try it on her. I knew that Mom was being kind and was worried about me, and was taking care of me, but I still felt a little uncomfortable. Doing this with my mom was still a little too much for me. I closed my eyes and forced a smile at her. “Yes, don’t worry, Mom.”

Zhao Ting still didn’t look convinced. She looked at me worriedly, but I had already fled. I didn’t even dare to look back. For the rest of the weekend, I locked myself in my room and played a cell phone game. When Li Yan saw me log into my game account, he even came to look for me and asked me how I was. I didn’t dare to reply and just laughed it off.

When we returned to school on Monday, we had to face each other, so I really couldn’t escape. Li Yan mysteriously stopped me in-between classes and brought me to the school’s rooftop. “Tell me the truth. Did it develop further?”

What should I say? There was some development, but it was with my mom!

I became a little annoyed. In the end, I simply gave up and lied, “Nothing happened. Actually, I made it up. How could I have such courage?”

Li Yan’s eyes widened. “Are you lying to me?”

I answered him flatly, “I’m not lying to you. I’m serious.”

Li Yan was in disbelief. “You’re still not enlightened?”

Perhaps it was because I hadn’t slept enough, but there were still huge dark circles under my eyes. There was no trace of the smugness after having sex for the first time. My half-truths were especially convincing. “I just found a girl to help me masturbate. That’s all. What’s there to say?”

Li Yan slapped his face as if he expected better from someone. “Hey, Song Feng, I really don’t know what to say about you. What’s the difference between you and a piece of wood?”

He rolled his eyes. “How about this? I’ll take you to the bar tonight and let you see the world. You can’t keep doing this.”

I knew how messy a place like a bar was. There were all kinds of people, so I was really not interested. I quickly rejected Li Yan. “Forget it, forget it. I don’t want to go. You can go—”

However, before I could finish speaking, Li Yan pulled a long face. “You are rejecting my goodwill? Let me tell you, if you don’t come with me, I’ll look down on you for the rest of my life. Don’t expect me to talk to you in the future.”

This time, I was a little flustered. I was not good at socializing to begin with. In my entire life, Li Yan was the only person whom I could consider a friend. I shook my head and hurriedly said, “Don’t say that. Alright, I’ll go. I’ll go, alright?”

At this point, Li Yan finally seemed satisfied. He patted my shoulder and said, “You’re worth teaching. You’re not so hopeless!”

That night, I followed Li Yan into a bar near the school. After entering, the air that was mixed with the smell of alcohol and smoke made me cough. The entire bar was covered in colorful lights, and I could barely see the faces of the people on the dance floor. I followed Li Yan and took a seat in a booth. He ordered a few bottles of wine. He looked like a regular customer. Soon, a few women in sexy clothes approached us and affectionately called him “Brother Yan.”

Those women were completely different from the girls at school. Instead, they looked a little like my Eldest Sister. The woman sitting beside me was wearing a silver sequined short skirt. She wore a V-neckline top that revealed her cleavage. There were also large patches of green tattoos on her collarbone. She leaned closer to me. I smelled the strong perfume on her body and subconsciously wanted to hide. However, she grabbed my arm and forcefully pulled me back. She seemed to be interested as she said, “Brother Yan, you brought a little brother this time. Why is he so pure?”

Seeing how flustered I was, Li Yan laughed out loud. He calmly hugged a beauty and reminded the woman, “Cui Cui, he’s a virgin and this is his first time here. Please take care of him.”

The woman called Cui Cui had already hugged my arm and was using her long nails to draw circles on my bare forearm. Her silver short skirt was pulled up high because of her crossed legs. I glanced over from the corner of my eye and realized that she was not even wearing proper underwear. Instead, she was wearing a very sexy thong. It was a beautiful sight.

I suddenly felt my nose heat up as if something was about to gush out. I quickly raised my head. Cui Cui saw me like this and actually leaned over to kiss my Adam’s apple. She even sucked it evilly. This time, I really couldn’t take it anymore. I suddenly reached out and pushed her. I was a man after all. I was strong. Cui Cui was a girl and not as strong. She couldn’t dodge in time and fell on the armrest of the sofa. She looked at me in disbelief. “What are you doing?”

Only then did I realize what I had done. However, looking at the scantily dressed Cui Cui, I could not touch her anymore. Then, I looked at Li Yan, who was already immersed in the sea of alcohol. I could not leave directly, so I could only stand up and bite the bullet. “I drank too much. I need to use the toilet.”

After saying this, I didn’t even look at her. I hurriedly squeezed through the crowd and walked towards the washroom. I looked in the mirror and saw a fiery red lipstick mark on my throat. I was so embarrassed that my ears turned red. I hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe it, but I suddenly heard a commotion outside. Rustling sounds could be heard as the conversation between men and women sounded. The sound was getting closer and closer.

“What’s the hurry?”

“This is a public place. Be careful, hehe~”

“Do you still care if it’s a public place? I think you’re a little sl*t who has no taboos! You’re so horny that you can’t wait for me to find a place to do you!”

For some reason, I felt that this voice was a little familiar, as if I had heard it somewhere before. I didn’t know why I was feeling guilty, but I subconsciously found a cubicle and hid inside. Just before I closed the door, I looked at the shocking scene in front of me and my breathing almost stopped. I finally understood why the voice sounded familiar:

The woman who was kissing a stranger as she walked into the toilet was none other than my Eldest Sister, Zhao Qiongyue.

I suddenly felt very dizzy. I knew that my Eldest Sister had always been open-minded, but the impact was different when I saw it with my own eyes. For a moment, I subconsciously covered my mouth because I heard the two of them slide into the cubicle beside me and lock the door.