The warning of yingshuian weighed heavily on that period of time.

He only warned her once, which was enough: the time left for her to recover was only a short time, so whenever Qiao Yuan Temple deteriorated, he would feel that he would be killed at any time.

She had a strong desire to survive when she worsened, so she begged him in every way to scold, lie, cajole, and cry. As long as she could get away, she would not be ugly and could say anything. As for trying to call the police for help, or taking the opportunity to escape from home, she naturally did not do less - only in the face of a determined evolutionist, all the means she could use were like a foam hitting a rock, and she never shook the other party.

However, when Qiao Yuan Temple was in a stable and sober state, she looked different.

Her eyes or steps are always closely following yingshuian; Sometimes even if he just got up and drank a sip of water, she would follow him to the kitchen, as if as long as he didn't catch one, yingshuian would loose and fall from her life. She couldn't say why, but she was more afraid of the scene of sitting at home alone and her face gradually deforming than being killed by him.

During this period, her intelligence has not been impaired; It can even be said that she is smarter in some places. For example, Qiao Yuansi soon realized the difference between her behavior in the two states, so when she worsened, she began to deliberately follow Ying Shuian, say something like she was afraid and sad, relax his vigilance, and then find a chance to escape - when she did this for the first time, she almost fooled him.

Qiao Yuan Temple later couldn't forget that scene for half her life: one day, she finally found a chance to sneak out of the house and started the car with fear. When she backed out of the car in a hurry, she raised her eyes, but saw yingshuian in the rearview mirror.

He stood at the back of the car with his arms in his arms. It seemed that he had been waiting for a long time.

The second their eyes touched in the mirror, Qiao Yuan Temple gritted his teeth and stepped on the accelerator. When the car retreated sharply, it seemed to hit the rock wall with a great force - she was shocked forward by the impact, and her forehead hit the steering wheel.

She raised her head dizzily and looked back. She just saw yingshuian take one foot back from the deformed trunk. He slowly walked around to the driver's seat. She suddenly remembered that the car was unlocked, but it was too late. She had to watch him open the door.

Yingshuian bent down, and his eyes seemed to hide the sea under the cloudy world. There was no joy or anger in his face, and his tone was just saying something for granted: "come back with me."

When the words fell, a lock of hair also slipped from his cheek and was swayed by the wind, just as when they first met on the seaside highway a few days ago.

Qiao Yuan Temple stared at him stupidly, and in bursts of coolness, he realized that he had sobered up a little from his deteriorating state again. Mingming's mind is still continuous, but often when her mind slides towards a deformed person, she won't even notice it at all. She won't suddenly come back to her senses until she is triggered by an opportunity and realize what she has just done.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Sakura Shuian sighed.

"... I'll try another way." when he thought Qiao Yuan Temple wouldn't listen to him, he looked a little more tired and soft than before. "You still have time."

When he took him home, Qiao Yuan Temple had been silently wiping away tears from his face. When the two entered the door, she whispered, "when I was a child, I raised a thrush at home... I named her mamiao at that time."

Yingshuian suddenly turned her head and loosened her eyebrows.

It is because of this sentence that the injured bird in the paper box in the living room, although it is suspected that it is a male bird, is still named graceful. Yingshuian asks her to say a few words to mamiao every day, cleaning and feeding it; Qiao Yuan Temple gradually became less unwilling. Sometimes, before leaving, he would gently touch its warm and smooth back feathers with his fingers.

The mirrors were all put away by yingshuian. Everything could be stuffed into such a small ring. It was like a prop in science fiction. Without the mirror, she can only touch her face sometimes; I feel very normal. My nose is still in the center and there is no more hole in my forehead.

Sometimes she feels that her home has become a special rehabilitation center, which is filled with many training courses every day. Yingshuian is her doctor. If she is rough and heavy when dealing with graceful, he will come to her arm exactly the same and ask her "does it hurt?"; If she can't understand a paragraph in the book, she can't move anywhere - even if she analyzes, disassembles and reorganizes word by word, she must understand it before she can get up and drink water.

"Why did you help me?" Once when they finished training, she asked.

"Anyway, I'm going to spend 14 months here," Ying Shuian said without raising her head. "What is it to do? I'm just too busy with salt if I hit children in rainy days."

Qiao Yuan Temple snorted, but this little smile quickly gave up the corner of her mouth. Her recent state has become more and more stable, which she can feel without Sakura Shuian - "Qiaoyuan Temple" finally returned to the body of Qiaoyuan temple and nailed the shape of the latter firmly. However, another layer of shadow gripped her heart more and more deeply as she got better.

She has made so much effort to keep herself unchanged, and now she is finally going to succeed; But what happens after success? This place has irreversibly become the world of transfigured people. How long can she maintain the status quo by living alone in the sea of transfigured people? How long will she suffer the same attack again?

She has never put her fears and worries into words, and Sakura Shuian has never expressed a similar meaning, so she doesn't know whether he also thought of the same point. No, or for him, he doesn't think it's something to worry about: because he said more than once that he won't stay here forever, and naturally he won't think about the future. Fourteen months later, he will leave the world; Maybe in a few weeks, he will leave his home.

There is only such a person in heaven and earth, and he only exists in such a short period of time.

"Recently, there are more and more evolutionists in this world." another sign of her improvement is that the scope of gossip between the two people is becoming wider and wider, especially evolutionist related topics often appear. Sakura Shuian continued to play with the small box like thing in his hand, saying, "I heard that some evolutors were not careful, and as a result, they were infected and deformed. After deformation, their evolutionary ability was not preserved, and it seems that they will live here for a lifetime."

"Eh?" Qiao Yuan Temple couldn't help but be surprised, "you evolutors are so skilled, how did you get infected?"

Although yingshuianmen doesn't come out, I don't know how I can always get the news of other evolutors. He coughed, and suddenly looked a little embarrassed. He said vaguely, "anyway, he was fooled. Who knows the details... His companion also said vaguely. Maybe he was doing something bad at that time."

Qiao Yuan Temple stopped asking. She lowered her head and whispered away, "what's this in your hand?"

"Oh, it's your picture."

Qiao Yuan Temple raised his head with a Shua. "Ah?"

Sakura Shuian glanced at her from the end of her eyes, and it seemed that she wanted to laugh a little, and it seemed that she wanted to keep serious: "yes, I took it. I won't stay here forever, and you can't become an evolutionist to leave. After you completely recover, you may be stared at again by deformed people... I've considered this problem, so I've already made preparations for you. With this, they should believe that you are one of them in the future."

Qiao Yuan Temple stared at him for two seconds and suddenly realized, "when did you secretly take a picture of my face when it was deformed?"

"Sneaking is a little ugly," he muttered. "When you are old and deformed, you are aboveboard and don't avoid me."

He had long thought about what he would do in the future... This hidden worry was solved in this way. Qiao Yuan Temple was stunned and didn't know whether to ask for photos. She is not afraid to see her deformed face, but she is afraid of the future that photos mean: after a yingshuian left, she cherished this memory alone all her life, and the future that she was cautious, silent and isolated among deformed people and barely survived.

"You don't even have a personal computer. No one will think that this photo has been PS, which is very convenient." Sakura Shuian said something she didn't understand. She took some photos from the box and handed them to her, saying, "I combined the photos of your deformed face with some landscape photos. You can say that you took them when you were traveling, send them to friends, or put them in the office..."

Is that what she looks like?

With only one glance, Qiao Yuan Temple had a cold war, and a feeling of nausea surged up. She quickly put the stack of photos into the tea table. She couldn't imagine that the person in the photo was herself - she felt that she would inevitably have nightmares tonight.

"Are you going to leave soon?" She rallied her spirits and asked as calmly as possible.

"Yes," Sakura Shuian said only two words briefly, and the beginning of the conversation extended again. "In fact, as long as we are quiet and low-key, this world is very easy to survive. People like us are very sensitive to this world, but it's a pity that there are not many such worlds..."

Qiao Yuan Temple looked at him carefully for a few times, carefully looked at his hair, eyebrows, lips, jaw and Adam's apple, and then said, "then... When are you leaving?"

"The day after tomorrow is the time for you to go back to school," Ying Shuian lowered his eyes and said softly, "I will go on that day."