Lin Sanjiu soon found that Nu Wa had a short-term control over the gift she had left, in addition to Ji Shanqing.

She couldn't guess what means Nuwa might have used to plant such a feeling in her mind: she knew that she had taken over the control of this underground game release space, and that after she left here, her control would disappear, and then maybe everything would return to its original state.

She can't and doesn't care about things after leaving - at least for now, the gift bag is absolutely safe beside her, which is enough.

When she knelt down beside the gift bag gently, before reaching out to touch his face, the gift bag woke up. His eyes slowly opened, like the lakes and stars after the haze faded, both cold and bright; As soon as the shadow of Lin Sanjiu fell into his eyes, his eyes suddenly softened and bent up, accompanied by a voice: "... Sister."

Lin Sanjiu held him in his arms and buried his face in his hair without saying a word for a long time. She closed her eyes tightly in the breeze like smell of the other party, and dared not look, because she suddenly developed a fear - she felt that even if she did not talk about suffering, life would always be full of tiny and suffocating discomfort, because life is like this. Being born in a human bag is like putting a foot into a wrong size shoe. In her wrong life, isn't it only a dream that can explain why she can have such absolute and pure things as Ji Shanqing?

In other words, she is real, and the struggles, sadness, discomfort and pain she can feel are also real. Only Ji Shanqing and those consolations similar to him were added to her by a novelist, just to appease people and give people a little hope.

"Sister," Ji Shanqing's voice trembled gently, and a hand stroked the back of her head, again and again, with a reassuring sense of regularity: "sister, it's okay, you just got too much impact..."

Is it? But Nu Wa's intention, she already knew; Even if there was no Nuwa, she would have known the end of the human flood long ago - she really couldn't explain her uncontrollable trembling at the moment.

"What you see is not just Nuwa, and what you hear is not just what she said... The things she represents that are difficult to put into words, those things that have crossed the years of God and precipitated many changes, all rushed to you in the moment of being pinched by her."

Although Ji Shanqing just woke up, she seemed to know her experience clearly: "I was placed not far away by her at that time, watching you talk to her from a distance, I know. You are already great, sister."

When Lin Sanjiu looked up, he realized that he had stained the long hair of the gift bag with tears on his face. "Are you okay?" She asked as she plucked her hair from her face.

"Nothing," Ji Shanqing smiled at her, looked at Yu Yuan not far away, and took back his eyes. "Although for a moment, Nuwa really scared me. She said, you are so human, on the boundary line of becoming human - but fortunately, she didn't treat me as a human in the end."

If Ji Shanqing is not regarded as a human being, Yu Yuan naturally has no such risk. Yu Yuan thought about it when he heard the speech and said, "in this case, it's also a good thing that I don't return to adulthood."

"What we just said... And what I've experienced before, do you also know?" Lin Sanjiu asked the gift bag in a daze.

"At the beginning, I was caught by a young woman through the game. She couldn't figure out what I was, and was not willing to let me go, so she kept me as a thing wrapped in words and trapped on 'paper'... But Nuwa took over before she had a chance to touch me." Ji Shanqing explained, "from that time until her sister appeared, Nu Wa kept me by her side... Scattered, I watched a lot with her and talked a lot, including her sister."

He suddenly lowered his head in embarrassment and whispered, "but I can't send you a message... I see my sister has been looking for me, but I can't make a sound, which makes you so anxious..."

This is no big deal.

Lin Sanjiu's fingers stroked the back of his hand and whispered, "I... I really don't understand, I don't understand what Nuwa wants, and why did she find me?"

Yu Yuan also came over and stopped when Ji Shanqing was a few steps away; He seemed to want to listen to the discussion between them, but he would never be too close to the gift bag, so he walked around to Lin Sanjiu and sat down behind him.

"Think about it carefully. She allowed me to save some people according to a standard, but she didn't give me any standard." Lin Sanjiu smiled bitterly and said, "she only said what is not 'righteous', but she didn't say what is. Where can I find it? Why should I find it?"

In addition, she has a darker and deeper fear and suspicion.

"If there are no righteous people among my friends, can I save them? Is this an experiment? She wants to see whether I am fair. If I save my friends, I will fail, and we can't escape a dead end. But if I want to give up my friends, I don't know what else is there to live..."

Ji Shanqing shook his head.

"Sister," he said, gently holding her hand, which made Lin Sanjiu calm down slightly. "After these days of getting along, I also know a little about Nuwa. Do you want to hear my opinion?"

Lin Sanjiu nodded immediately.

When she had just heard the two options given by Nu Wa, she even wished she had no choice.

Although Nu Wa hated the ignorance and chaos in human nature, for a moment, she wished that she was also ignorant and confused - ushering in the end of the flood or other forms in ignorance, then the end was the end. There was no pain before and after, just like a dog unfortunately died in the volcanic eruption.

If ignorance is the source of pain, and ignorance itself avoids the feeling of pain, then perhaps there is something wrong with the setting of human beings?

"Sister, Nuwa really didn't give you standards." Ji Shanqing smiled comfortingly at her and whispered, "because of this standard, she doesn't have it."

Lin Sanjiu was stunned. She never thought that there would be something "no" in Nuwa, a deity.

"She told you that if you find someone who meets a certain standard, you can survive. But how can she have this standard? Because in her opinion, the human race itself, no matter who, maybe even herself, should not survive." Ji Shan Qingyun said softly, "in her eyes, there is no such standard as who should survive and who should not survive. What do you ask her to give you?"

Lin Sanjiu fell into the blank of words for a time.

"She won't identify one by one. Oh, you're a good person. You haven't done bad things, or the proportion of bad things is small, so it's a little unfair to let you die."

At this time, even the gift bag "on the boundary line of becoming a person" can clearly make people feel, That sense of indifference is really not personal - "because if you identify a person individually, just this standard of identifying good and bad will put her into an endless trap of sophistry. Can you imagine that scene? Nu Wa sits opposite a person, trying to figure out whether this person is worth living

"That person will say, why am I not a good person? Aren't you also a person? Who gives you the qualification to judge whether I am a good person? What's the difference between you and the wicked? You have your standards, I also have my standards, I have my bad side, I also have my good side, how can you look at the problem without dividing it into two? Besides, even if I have really done something questionable, it's also because I was born in this environment. I was affected by the environment. I didn't have your experience and luck. Is this my fault? "

Ji Shanqing breathed out in one breath, then changed his breath, smiled and said, "if Nu Wa falls into the judgment of individuals, it is meaningless. So she won't look at the individual. When she makes a decision, she makes a decision for a group. She only looks at the impact of human groups on the world, the cause and effect, and the turbulence... It's enough for her to bear the group caused by the group."

Lin Sanjiu is even more confused now. "Then why did she ask me to find some individual?"

Ji Shanqing listened and sighed slightly.

"What groups cause and what groups bear is Nu Wa's answer to the problem of human beings. She is sure that her answer is inevitable and correct, but she wants to see if there will be another completely sober person with similar appearance who will come up with another answer. Her experiment with human beings is over, and her experiment with you has just begun."

In the silent room, he seemed to feel a sense of pain because of Lin San wine.

"Her practice is actually unfair to you, which is a burden that I can hardly imagine, so I put it on you. Although Nuwa also gave you a choice... If you are not willing to undertake such a task, you can silently usher in their destruction, or join Nuwa's side to accelerate the destruction. But no matter which choice, you can't be confused."

Lin Sanjiu raised his head and looked at the dusty room. It seemed that he heard a slight commotion and sound outside.

She took a long breath and whispered: "... I wish I were a bird or a deer."

"Then you are likely to die because of human beings." Ji Shanqing also exhaled with a wry smile and said, "I can't understand why Nu Wa found her sister. Even if you finally get the same answer as Nu Wa, you will try your best to find another way out in the process... This is your sister."

From the end of the corridor outside the door, there was a low scream. "Why can't the door close" "why can't I write words" and other sounds, intermittent, panic disorder, like a ball of debris, swept away by the current. The fragment rushed into Lin Sanjiu's ear and made her turn to look at the door.

She stood up in a daze.

Why Nuwa left her control, she knows the reason behind. She was sure that in a short and long conversation just now, she heard Nu Wa say: "... Now, what are you going to do with these people?"