one thousand and eighty-four

The world twists and turns, like a huge vortex that is slowly decreasing its velocity. The thoughts and spirits that had previously been swallowed into the dark depths were finally released a little bit and gradually returned to the brain——

When Lin Sanjiu just opened her eyes, she noticed a tear sliding down the corner of her eye.

The vision gradually became clear, and the senses woke up together. The dim blue night sky dotted with a few dim stars stretched out endlessly, and the air after the rain was cold and wet - then, his eyes were blocked by a round dark shadow.

The shadow opened his mouth, and when he spoke, the long hair on his cheeks trembled: "she's awake! Little wine, how are you feeling now?"

Ah - yes, she met Dr. cat before - and then? What happened then?

When she was together, a sharp pain that could almost make people faint came from the back of her head, and she immediately hissed. Lin Sanjiu felt as if he had lost something extremely important. A big hole was hollowed out in his chest, and the dark wind was constantly passing straight through... It seemed that the feeling of loss was stronger than the loss of relatives, friends or lovers, and even made her not care much about the pain behind her head.

Another head leaned over. With the action of this head hanging down, a large amount of long curly hair immediately fell on Lin Sanjiu's face, which made her skin itch and wanted to sneeze.

"Hey, let me ask you, what's this?" The shadow with long curly hair raised three fingers and asked.

Lin Sanjiu stared at her hand in a daze, and the fog caged in her memory had a tendency to disperse in all directions. "OK... It seems that it's you," she opened her mouth and found her voice dry and unpleasant. She didn't speak for a long time. "Give me the back of my head..."

"Don't care about such trifles," Bohemia immediately shrugged back and straightened up. "Besides, this is what adults mean - adults say, you deserve this."

Did she mean the puppet master?

Lin Sanjiu stretched out his hand and touched the back of his head while slowly propping up his body. The tentacle is a thick bandage. It seems that the cat doctor has treated her wound; Finally, she sat up, but she was stunned.

... too thin.

Whether it's the cat doctor, Bohemia, puppet master, or the mosaic not far away; It made her feel... It seemed that there was neither entity nor color, only a few distant silhouettes were talking to her... No matter what they said or did, it was like something on another planet, which had nothing to do with her.

The most important thing is gone and lost forever. Leaving this empty body will gradually dry up and crumble in the dust of time

"Why are you crying?" Bohemia sounded flustered all of a sudden, "is it very, very painful? You won't do it, just injured -"

Did I cry? Lin Sanjiu bowed his head in a daze, and the cloth on his thigh was wet by water drops.

"Make her cry."

I only hear its voice, but I don't see the person, but I will never mistakenly recognize the owner of this voice. The gloomy and low voice, like the biting river water rushing with broken ice in winter, can excite people at a glance: "... She is now a fly suddenly without dog shit, I want to see if she can cry blind for this."

... he seems to be in a particularly bad mood today.

This idea flashed through Lin Sanjiu's mind, and then he was gripped by numb loss and loss. It's not like that at all - how can the puppet master understand!

"Well... How do you feel now?" Bohemia squatted down beside her and asked tentatively.

"I don't know what I'm doing."

For a long time, Lin Sanjiu made a dry and dumb sound. "I... I feel very empty... I clearly found the meaning of life. I remember that I was so happy, so full, so full of passion... It was like Van Gogh picked up the paintbrush, Mozart sat in front of the music... Finally, it was no longer day after day, just to continue the survival of physiological activities..."

Bohemia, doctor cat, and the mosaic seemed stunned. Only a dark figure sitting in the distance seemed to have no patience to listen. When she didn't exist, she turned her head away.

"Can you understand? As soon as you open your eyes, you know what you want to do. When you think of what you want to do, your chest will be stuffed with huge and full happiness." She pressed her chest hard, and now there was only a sense of emptiness like a black hole. "I... I have never realized that every day in my life can be so fascinating... I have meaning, passion and mission..."

"Just no brain." The puppet master looked at the starry sky and faintly inserted a sentence.

Lin Sanjiu's lips opened and closed for a few times, but he was blocked for a time and didn't know what to say. Just now, the sense of loss was diluted by the sudden rise of dissatisfaction. Before she could think of anything to say, the mosaic copy of the former enemy suddenly cut in: "ah, yes, that's right. The reason why truth is called truth is that once we accept them, we can make human beings experience supreme enrichment and happiness."

"What?" Bohemia turned his head, "I also want to be happy!"

"Well," said Descartes, who didn't know how to explain it to her, "although that's what I said, but..."

The cat doctor was confused and asked the shadow sitting alone in the chair in the distance, "what's going on?"

"The reason why they don't understand anything about the world," the puppet master's tone suddenly became flat and soft, as if the anger just vanished in the blink of an eye - however, it fell in Bohemia's ear, but she couldn't help but make her tremble. "... because the visa they came to this world was stolen from me."

Even though his heart was still empty, Lin Sanjiu also secretly felt bad. Without the meaning and passion of life, of course, it has become an animal like existence; But it's better to survive than not to survive - she remembers now that she paid for the visa. It seems that she scolded the puppet master not long ago

"It's her," Bohemia shouted quickly at the critical moment. "I've never touched an adult."

Seeing that the topic was about to settle accounts after autumn, Dr. cat quickly turned the tide - when Lin Sanjiu and Bohemia struggled to pass, he had been carefully healing the puppet master, Earned a lot of talking capital: "well, what is the so-called truth of this world? The world has indeed ushered in the end, right? Otherwise, Nostradamus card will not suck out the spores in the head of little wine..."

"It can be said to be the end, or it can be said to be a stable world." The puppet master whispered, "in the twelve realms, edible truth is also one of the visas with value but no market."

I made a big dish of baked rice. I thought my craft might not be very delicious, but I was shocked! My God, which restaurant's specialty is this! Who is the chef? With an annual salary of one million dollars, please let her not lose. How delicious! I'm full of food and can't help running to the kitchen to add food! Is someone adding conch Yin while I'm not paying attention! Chicken, ham, tomato, potato, carrot + cheese, soup soaked in every grain of rice