Chapter 809

When she plumped down on the dining room sofa, a wave of fatigue suddenly appeared from her limbs and bones, washing her like a wave of hot waves.

Lin Sanjiu took off the mask, and the man's face hissed away from her facial features. She took a long breath, put her feet on the table, and the men's trousers sagged down.

She knew it was meaningless to be angry with a system, but when she greeted shales, she couldn't help but resist a little - it welcomed itself so gently so many times, how could she delete her permission in a turn? "Hey, get something to drink." She kneaded her back and said.

Yu Yuan faintly collapsed on the other side of the sofa and lifted his eyelids at her. He curled up in the narrow driver's seat for nearly ten hours. When he stepped out of the cabin door, his walking posture looked like an old man with sciatica.

"Hello!" Lin Sanjiu looked up and shouted, "do you hear me?"

"That, that... You didn't call it by name."

A snow-white figure wrapped in bandages gradually moved into the restaurant from the door. That squirrel like face hung soft at this time, as if all the spiritual leaders had been sucked away at once. He shook his head and motioned that they didn't need to come up to help him, limping into the restaurant - he didn't have a cane in his hand, but he looked a little familiar with a hollow iron pipe pulled out of nowhere.

Lin Sanjiu opened a chair for him, raised his head and called shales, and then asked the sleeping fish, "how did you get out of bed? Do you need anything?"

"Knowing that you are back, I want to come and have a look." Just simply sitting down, the sleeping fish took a few breaths of pain: "or it's boring to be alone in the ward."

"Yesterday I was still hiding under this table, and I didn't dare to breathe for my life." He looked at the table and whispered, "it's still life to sit here now. It's like a dream."

Yu Yuan opened the screen menu for him: "is there anything you want?"

"Have a glass of whisky."

Lin Sanjiu immediately raised his head, "your injury is not well."

"I really need a whisky." Lying fish tried to show a smile, but the corners of his mouth moved a little, and then hung down again. "Don't worry, my injury... It will heal faster with alcohol."

Lin Sanjiu watched him finish his first whisky in one gulp. When he ordered a second drink, her own frozen coke was also sent. She forgot how long she hadn't drunk coke - she pulled the ice with a straw, and she slowly and cherished the coldness of the drink flowing on her tongue. At this time, lying fish suddenly spoke.

"What did you do with that man's body?"

From beginning to end, she didn't know the name of the person who sold her house. No matter what his name was, it probably didn't matter when he rolled and fell in the blue sky. Lin Sanjiu frowned and took another sip of the drink: "throw it out."

The lying fish's lips trembled a few times, and he still seemed to have lingering palpitations about the pain that the man had imposed on him.

"In fact, I didn't want to kill him," Lin Sanjiu chewed the ice and swallowed it like sugar. "But I didn't expect that he was injured before and couldn't withstand our attack."

"What does it matter if you die?" Yu Yuan picked up an egg and casually interrupted, "it's also a hidden danger for those people to keep it. It's better for me to die."

"Of course I'm not sad for him. He deserved it, but..." Lin Sanjiu felt that he wanted to explain something, but he couldn't find the right words for the moment, and finally closed his mouth. The lying fish drank the second glass of whisky, as fast as he had a grudge against the golden liquid; A faint blush appeared on his squirrel like fat face. After thinking about it, he simply asked shales to bring the whole bottle of wine and a bucket of ice. The wine in the warehouse was basically prepared by her for Qing Jiuliu; This is the first time since she broke up with Qing Jiuliu and the great witch.

"Why don't you want to kill him?"

Lying fish raised his heavily wrapped arm, poured a third cup of whisky, and put a few pieces of ice in it. He took a sip slowly, and his voice was a little vague: "you... Don't kill many people. Those people in the Arsenal want to kill you, but you just beat them away... My life, you can also say that you specifically left it. Why?"

Lin Sanjiu paused - she never thought carefully about why she rarely killed people. This makes her different from most other evolutors, but it's not because she is more kind.

"If the situation requires, I can kill." She swallowed a piece of ice and whispered, "when the end has just come, my ability is still very weak... But crisis and dilemma will not let you go because you are a newcomer. I have also killed many people in the narrow escape of death... Many."

The other two people listened quietly. In the restaurant, only the central air conditioner was humming.

"Everyone wants to be strong, but do you know what the real benefits of being strong are?" Lin Sanjiu smiled at the lying fish, and he could feel his cold breath. "... strength makes me qualified to be a good man."

"Eh?" Lying fish was stunned.

"In this world, doing good is far more difficult than doing evil, and the price is much higher. A dead person will no longer stand up and hurt you, but a person you let go is not necessarily." She looked up thoughtfully at the ceiling broken by the sleeping fish - Salles could not repair such damage. "Compassion is a luxury, especially now... It is more luxurious than at any time in human history. I am lucky to be able to bear a little."

Yu Yuan was at the other end of the table, looking at her without saying a word. There was no expression under the tattoo, and a layer of light was shining in his eyes. The restaurant was very quiet, only the impact of lying fish adding ice to the glass and the swallowing sound of him drinking it down again. Put down the cup, he wiped his mouth, and his full face was red: "... But this is not 'why'."

"Huh?"

"This, this is not why you don't... Don't kill." Lying fish stammered. He didn't let this embarrassment stop him from going on, but showed an almost strange persistence. It seems that he won't stop without asking an answer: "power allows you to do this... No, but you still don't have to do this at all."

"Also." Lin Sanjiu frowned - this feeling of being questioned was like being constantly probed into his heart with a stick. But she was just not used to discussing her feelings, and she didn't feel offended. "Let me think..."

Yu Yuan seemed to be curious and put down his fork.

"I have to say why..." after a while, she opened her mouth quietly. Even the volume like a sigh sounded clear in this silent restaurant: "I just simply feel that people shouldn't die like this. And I'm also afraid of loneliness."

"Lonely?" Yu Yuan was a little surprised.

"Yes." Lin Sanjiu leaned on the sofa and curled up his legs. "In places we don't know, one human world after another has been destroyed, falling apart for various reasons. People like us who survive by chance will be dumped to another world every 14 months, constantly drifting down like this, with no end... Like scattered sand, thrown into the wind on the desert."

She had never thought much before, but at this time the words came to her mind so smoothly, as if she had practiced this passage a thousand times. "... the surviving family members and friends can't stay at last. No, there's no end at all... Even the twelve realms are just a stop. No one knows whether they can come back once they leave. I'm not afraid of death, and I'm not afraid of degenerates, but I'm afraid of such loneliness, like... Like being alive outside, but dead inside."

She sighed, looked at a card that appeared in her hand at an unknown time, and was stunned for a few seconds. [Hello, sister?] This line of words fell into my eyes, but my ears seemed to hear Ji Shanqing's gentle cry.

"Whenever I leave a life, it's like I've lived a little. There is a connection between me and that person... After I help or save a person, even if the other person doesn't appreciate me, he won't become a friend, and will never be seen again... I also know that there is such a person in the vast world outside, who has something to do with me. One by one, in this way, people are re bonded together... Maybe we as one A clan can survive in another way. "

Lin Sanjiu shook his head, cut off the conversation by himself, and said with a smile, "I don't know what I'm talking about. Just don't laugh at me."

Lying fish turned his head and asked in a low voice, "but... You are not everyone willing to forgive, are you?"

Yu Yuan glanced at him.

"Of course not." Lin San drank up his drink. "I'm not a judge. I'm not qualified to judge who should die and who should live. I can only... Try to have a clear conscience in the face of conscience."

Lying fish nodded and didn't speak. He smiled, but the smile only made people feel sad.

That was the last time she saw him.

In the early morning of that day, Exodus landed in the Grand Canyon again. A few hours later, shales suddenly reminded her to visit her prisoner - this was obviously a scheduled task set by someone in the system in advance.

When Lin Sanjiu opened the cell door, she found a large amount of shocking red liquid everywhere on the wall, bed and floor of the prison cell, which even made it difficult for her to step down. It's not entirely the color of blood. It's lighter than the color of blood, mixed with mottled debris. I can't tell what it is. The life of the lollipop turned into this piece of liquid. Even after heavy scrubbing, it still left a faint pink on the floor.

"Sorry," lying fish said on a piece of stationery, "my judgment is that she should die."

You think she doesn't have to die, but she didn't think my companions didn't have to die at the beginning.

The last sentence stabbed Lin Sanjiu's vision like a needle.